_ 14/04/09 - 15/04/09 _

hmmm yesterdae...I temankan Fifi...haha...She called at 1st telling me about her tooth...n ya..I feel sorrie 4 her..in her emotional state... really I feel 4 her...N juz wana be there 4 her..Cuz I noe wat it feels like crying.. even tho she cried like da whole nite...n i only cried 4 like 2hrs!..But still...girls r girls..we juz understand la okeeiii...n Also semalam fatty was tired..and im classifying my new fwend as fatty now n Zhi will be doremon..LOL new person...taking ova...aha..I juz like saying "fatty" la senang!

Yeahs fatty was tired so he said he couldnt talk 2 me...he said besok la...which is 2dae la...hah...actually freaking out cuz no1 talk 2 me b4 i sleep...n if b4 i sleep no1 talk 2 me...siak i wonte sleep! LoL...ended up...I juz read my storybook till i fall asleep which I did lahs.. haha... But fatty mesg me b4 I slept so I was happy n dat will do 2 put me 2 sleep..he said we both sleep lor..lol mcm la i nak tido kul 2300!?! Xiaoo!


Hmmm ya den 2dae...even thou I slept at 4...READING n also watch movie wif my kor...lol I forced my damn eye 2 open at 9am cuz I promised Fifi id be there 4 her during her orientation period 2dae..cuz she malu orang will tease her about her tooth dat she had 2 take out cuz of her braces. So ya even thou she all da way in Singapore n im all da way in Australia...distance tak kira..asal im there 4 her dah :)

But ya I was there 4 her..n im proud of myself..heh..mane ade kawan se setia mcm I...haha..*PERASAN SIAAK * tak pe la..lol..hah anyway 2dae I was having a MOVIE MARATHON...siakkk watched like sooo many movies...MY ASS hurts sitting whole dae..lol my kor was home..duno la I guess he decided 2 be nice 2 me again...I duno lah he..alwayz like dat gaduh2..den sunyi main2 manje2 ngan adik die..haha..

Ya so 1st2 watch soccer highlights...den watch RTM2...yes I have cable tv so dapat malaysian channel..haha episode "Seribu Erti".. cite : "Impak Maksima"..."Buli Balik"...and "Puteri Gunung Ledang"..aha...2 of those ade la my boifriend wana be AWAL SHAARI!!! ahah tapi compare 2 AARON AZIZ woa duno sape I pilih....AARON AZIZ is chinese mixed malay CUNNNNNNNNNNN lol I tink dats more my type ar..haha....*DROOLS*

NI my boifriend....hendsem?..hahaha ignore the girl ar....she sibuk je..haha


AARON AZIZ!..my HUSBANNNDDDDDDDDDD

DIS wan woa xiao my husband 2 hot 4 me ar..LOL *berangan ek*

I tink ar...I confirm marry some chinese malay mamat liao...LOL....if i donte..id LAUGH MY ASS OFF..lol


Ya den at nite..Fatty ask me call him..Must be serious...den I call him ar...explained y he diam all dae 2dae..RUPANYE kantoi!!!! Ya allah! His facebook password gave his cousin...(his cousin lives here in perth) den his cousin gave his auntie..cuz he juz wanted dem 2 upload pics 4 him... TAU AUNTIE KEPO READ ALL HIS mesg 2 me n mine 2 HIS...eeeeeeeeee malu nye!!! BUT Y SO KEPO AUNTIE ...juz upload da pics ar but NO MAK CIK..have 2 be MAK CIK KEPO!...n den his auntie called all da way from PERTH 2 SG! 2 Nasihat him..wtf?! he is 24! he tau la jaga diri! Worst part he like type manje2...flirt2 wif me n play2 ONLY n auntie bace! RABAK!..lol n I wrote alot of "dats kids off stuff"...2 us it means SEX...lol...cuz I juz wanted 2 tease himm....cuz he say it banyak kali usually in 1 ayat..lol

SO auntie ask so wat is "the dat kids off stuff"...LOL he was like "actually she duno wat im trying 2 do...or wat im trying 2 say"...lol den auntie asked him "soo wat R U DOING or trying 2 say"..AHHAHA ya allah he panicked! he duno wat 2 answer cuz auntie dah gi haji all..n takkan nak say ouh I HAD SEX kan..sure his auntie will FREAK!..lol last2 he juz say i nid go toilet..LOL...kesihan..

Im sure he is so shyit scared..well so am i la..if his auntie call mak I say "wei anak kau gatal ngan my anak buah" MAMPOS..lol............hopefully it'll be gud..haha..


N I wonder how's bro..really la I duno how 2 feel n react I noe la running away from things wonte solve anything but...rite now all I wana do is run n nort turn back...sum1 said 2 me...sum1 older gave me nasihat la..how 2 calm myself.."so skang adik ni bley trust die tak..dah tau die mcm tu..."..bukan I tak nak trust...I noe feelings well juz comes n go la..cannort help...Haiz I duno la..let the person upstairs make dat decision 4 me as 2 wat is 2 happen..I really2 duno.

Fifi...missing u again...haha..hope u aiight babes...haha..*love u*