_ 26/04/09 _

26/04/09

Hmm...2dae morning slept at about 3am? LOL teman kan si mamat indon tuh...Ya ampoon ngak bisa kemana..kangen banget dia sama gua...ahahahakz...was on YM in da bed till I fall asleep. Hik hik

Woke up at noon...mak kejut..bangun je.."DIKKKK clean ur toilet! Berkarat dah!"...Aku pantang lau orang marah2 lau baru bangun tito...spoils my mood 4 ze dae! So ape lagi bangun la den mesg bro...jap...den curi...45mins SCRUB....like HELL...mak was pointing the spots b4 emphasizing which areas 2 cover more....den she said..."nanti I nak sms ur KOR...tu lagi satu KEJE je..RUMAH BERKECAH!"..lol...any its like mcm nort so bad ar...juz tired...last2 dah kuar mak said "FANTASTIC....job well done"....she even amazed at this particular spot where she tried scrubing a few times n the dirt didnt come off...LOL even asked how I did it...HOT water did the trick..lol..But its like mcm ya...

Den she start lagi..."Empty ur BIN PLS...n PLS LA....save duet...pakai recylced plastic tak bley ke asal nak pakai those big green ones.." n I said "PLS LA OK me n kor didnt curi from the kitchen! We bought our own specially 4 toiletnye" den she kept shouting2 about how wasting money blah BLAH BLAH....PLASTIC pown nak buat pasal..cikek darah tul!

Den afta dat had roti jala/kirai which eva u wana call it..YUMMY...den kor came home...n I straight away asked him 2 change my laptop nye account to "Admin" Since I bodek him yesterdae sampai he agreed anyway I have my pc rights back wat..so y he nak limit me?! YES..anyway means I can play HS5!!!! Hahah Kesihan Kimmy hari2 mengharap je dat I will play soon..ahakz..

Yea den I was reading till about 1800hrs den I decided 2 topap my kedits...left duno how much..so went 2 walk 2 petrol station....called Fatty along the way..yaa allah...rinduuu seyyy kat dier...ahahkz..ya den balik went 2 sit at playground 2 talk 2 Fat. Fatty was saying la how uhms...he got a shock of his life 2dae..wen sum chick at da airport approached him n said "hi..im going 2 perth...u have a friend there rite? Nazreen from ur Fb..ya she's my cousin.." LOL den he asked me if any my cousins going ova...n uh...Im like nope not dat I noe off la...den he said spoke 2 his cousin(his cousin lives here in perth)...n she kept talking about me n Fat getting married..ahahahkz...he said he is only 24 n has no intentions about getting married soon anyway. LOL....den spoke 2 his dad...also his dad asked "have u been contacting some girl in Australia?...Iz dat y kau beria-ria sangat nak ke sana?...bley ke papa nenok anak menantu..." AHAHKZ 3 pple in a row talk about us...poor fat couldnt sleep da nite b4...aiyooz...

Anyway den ya I balik...lol check kedit - $50 babi tul...LOL...den call Shah! Teringin nak dengar suara dia..he angkat...on da way home from parents hse...2 his ruma seywa....hmmm talk kejap je but jadi la lepaskan rindu di hati..ahahaha..-$5! Den Kimmy plak mesg..ya allah mamat...tuhh...gille la 3dayz in a row...LOL must really2 care 4 me..NO I donte dare use da word "LOVE"..lol ya den talk 2 Bro kat YM while I read MY BORRRRINNNNNG english book 4 skool....den went on myspace...saw my Ex-skoolmate...she actually wanted 2 stay here in perth but tak jadi...father cannot afford the cost of living..iye la adik beradik 5 oiiii...LOL...n ya tak sangka she found my email!!!(cuz myspace I used different email...lol tak nak mak find out dat time..LOL) I taut hu...she said I dah laen...cuz dulu she saw me in long hair..now dah short..die pown kira tomboi gak ar but she is very artistic..suke draw..n she gud at it..dulu I jelez sey cuz I wasnt good in anything but SPELLING and basketball..AND she was good in running oso...hmmmm saaad2..lol..haha..she oso dah laen...can see she loves CAM WHORING now..lol dulu tak nak ngan aku...miss her sial...taut lost contact...tak sangka2...myspace reunite us back! Ahahahkz....:)

But its like mcm ya...good lo now ok back in contact. Hmmmmm I misshhh FATTTT ngan Doremon...haiiiiiiiz...

_ 24/04/09 - 25/04/09 _

24/04/09

2dae morning was on the fone wif bro till 4am...lol...lame dah tak bual2 kan..ahahakz..yesh2 n den got carried away.....Den woke up at noon even though I wanted 2 go out 2 Carousel..again tak jadi...two dayz in a row....ahhahakz...

Was den stuck at Viwawa playing Dai Dee...wif all my indon fwends...ahahakz...Well 1 lah..he's quite close 2 me...since dat time...anyway yeahs...we were playing n talking from noon till almost evening....

Mom had 2 interrupt n make me do housework...Worst of all as per usual she chucked all da dishes in da sink n 1 of the lauk was sweet? Attracted SOOOO MANY ANTS....eeeeeeeeeeewwww I had 2 clean all the mess up. But it was not so bad...anyway I err turned on hindi songs loudly n dancing 2 cheer me up since the "ANT" attack.

Hmmm den I had 2 cook rice...Vacuum da house...n get all da ingredients that are needed 2 be cooked with. Hmm kalam kabut gak cuz mak balik lekas..meh...

Anyway I had steak 4 dinner...I yang gatal...nak sangat2...mak ngan papa makan nasi..hahaha mom fed up she ask me cook myself...cheyyy bley tahan I masak sendiri...ciap ngan kuah agi tauuu tauu...wakkaakka

YUm YUmm....ahahakz...Nih I masak! :P

Malam well I was reading in my room...tibe2 ade mesg...It was from Kimmy...hahhakz..mamat tuh...pokai..tapi curi mak nye fone...mesg I..sanggup...ya allah!...lol..Die tak ley tido suruh teman die sampai die tido....hahah last2 kul 2.30am die tertidoooo...ahahakz...cute gille..

Hmmm 2dae...NO FAT?! Wattsss?!!?!?...Yea kedit ak cukup nye pasal...his fone dah fix...but he not kedit..haiz....cakap ngan pown like 5mins je...blehhh

Den I nak tido dah mesg my kor...he haben balik ...he said "WAIIIIT 4 MEEEE....im commin home liao in half hr!!!!"...lol manje tul si kor I tuh..lol konon xmao tito sendiri..NYAMPAH!

25/04/09

Hmmm woke up at 1300 LOL....2 tired even tho I set alarm at 9am! LOL wanted 2 go Carousel but den 4got its ANZAC dae so all da shops r CLOSED...babi tul.....Hmmm I really wan my fone fixed!...Cis... And also nid 2 sell/trade my FONES.....

LEY LONG LEY LONG....fones mau di JUAL...alot riiiiiiteeeee :P


Anyway I woke up je wash face brush teeth...Fb..lol my indont mamat waiting 4 me already...yesh2 he said "aku tuh kangen banget sama lo"....ahahkz exact words I alwayz say 2 Shah....haha...so sweet...So I pei him till my parents balik pasar..baru nak mandi dad stopped me he said "NO2 dont mandi wash mom's car later wen I go fishing!"...jadi nanti dah kotor satu kali mandi je...ahaha...so I temankan si mat Indon ni till he had 2 go sumwhere 2 fix his bike...n he said he'll be back later...hmm ya den Kimmy mesg lol curi dad nye kedit lak..LOL alot gak he mesg..lol

Had late lunch at 1700?!...Started washing mom's car at 1800 dah gelap sey but nvm...again I blasted my hindi CD on da radio in da garage put there specially 4 those washing cars....jadi hati selalu terhibur...ahahahh..ouh mom's car was parked really at da corner of da garage..so I taut 2 myself siaakkkk nanti kalau nak cuci leceh...so I took da car keys n moved it outside on the road n wash it there....jadi bagus gak tak kotorkan garage with soap in the garage....I had 2 kuar REVERSE tho...tapi STEADY AR...I relek je.....hahaha...PASS :) wen I was done tinggal wipe...I parked in da garage with lights but in da middle instead of in the proper slot....n my parents balik fishing cant park...mom came out.."ADIK u moved my car kaper?" slumber je I jawap..."Aah...la"...den she said " GILLER KAPER!?!?" My dad came out n smiled n hiding his laughter...ahahaha...den wen mom went in da house he said "not bad turtle"...hahahahahaha

So went in afta n mandi...den went in my room finish off my malay storybook den came out check my pc CUN2 mamat indon dah alik...den half way thru Kim mesg lagi LOL curi membe nye kedit gak...LOL...die suwoh teman die tido lagi...LOL....but he slept early at 2330 2dae so not bad...kedit pown tinggal $5 je ni...ahahaha

_ 22/04/90 - 23/04/09 _

22/04/09

Hmm soli lo 4got 2 blog daats y its late..haakz anyway I didn nuthing really da whole dae but play DAI DEE...(Big 2) all dae long sial...but shiok only met soooo many indon friends...ahahakz...all excited wif me..I wonder y...LOL...

Poor dem gona miss me wen Im skooling..cuz dey alwayz play about noonish..lol ahakz..but ya super2 addicted whole dae aje...dai dee....hahakz...
But hmmm my fone rosak! My N95...the keypad 1 of da buttons cannot press...siannnzz...have 2 beg my kor back 4 my old fone dat he pinjam. hmm..

Ya anyway at nite I went out wif kor went 2 city 2 eat ice-cream...but sad dah habis..gud business kowt?!..Meh ended up juz buy bubble tea...but I was HAWWWT man...mom bought me a black n white winter coat...wooa seyy cuun sooo many pple were luking me up n down siak...hahakz..den came bak at 2200 juz nice cuz I made appoinment ngan Fatty at dat time 2 go FB...den afta dat he had 2 go but ask me kol him...he wana talk lol... hmmm didnt talk 2 fatyy long...lol...cuz ya I wanted 2 go....lol actually nak save kedit..ahakz..starhub is like damn EXP siakkk cut my kedits worse den I call msia...its like me calling Celcom..even Maxis cheaper...nvm2 wait till june or july vodafone gona have more as in (upgrade their caps) on their $29 i get $150 n $49 i get $340 cap...shiok...dey shld make it $440... if dey do woa shiook only...lol..

Den suppose 2 sleep but couldnt so waited till 3am 4 da Man U vs Portsmouth match..I swear it was damn fucking cold....freezing my chee bai off..lol...but anyway we won YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY...lol...2-0 baby uhh yeahhh..baik ar!

Cmon ar Rooney :)


23/04/09

Hmmmmm omg woke up at 9am...was supposed 2 go Carousel n fix my damned fone but all fatty's fault! Got me stuck on facebook...started out I was playing dai dee...but duno y bo luck 2dae...damn suaaaaaaaaaaayyy lose2 only...ya den fatty ask me play "Street Racing" n "Mafia Wars"...lol so addicted whole day seyyy...Ooo Yesh...Shah emailed me..lol spoke 2 him at fone oso...awhile...he was at work so couldnt Ym..I was at Ym so saw him reply...n taut asal die da off...call he said kat opis not at CC so its like mcm ya

Den aftanoon go driving wif dad....my perallel parking canteeeeekkkk..hahaha...yaa den came home mandi...n went out 4 dinner at Freo wif family...yummyyy. Such a big dish..wif lobsta...freis..prawns...oyster...fish....hmm den another round of bubble tea ( since had sum ytd...)

On da way home fatty mesg me...said 2 call..btw his fone rosak cannot mesg..his anak sedara was pulling his fone while charging..n it fucked up....ahakz..funny listening 2 him naik angin...Den I taut wat...he said he cant sign in Fb...cuz he gave me his password...b4 2 ask me play his "Street Racing" game 4 him since he sucks...so he panic cannot sign in..but last2..since my parents were arnd...I called him in toilet..lol...But surprised he wana trust me giving me his pass..hmm I feel honoured..lol

Yea n Kimmy mesg me...say he miss me n soli he broke oso...he curi mak nye encet 2 mesg me cuz he really2 mish me...hahakz..damn cute..

Ya sorted it out his com yg gay..ahakz...anyway ya...came home on Fb wif him till 2330? Den was playing again at Fb again wif fatty but he had 2 go ask me 2 kol him I say no lo...I bo kedit...baru top up dis morning left $40! now lesser I tink...Haiz...But ya I continued playing n was HAWWT so many wan challenge me at race...I was 2 gud..ahahakz..n ya play dat while talk 2 bro at Fb...lol

_ 21/04/09 _

21/04/09

Hmm after FB wif fatty dis morning...Cuz at 1st he had 2 go cuz his anak sedara wateva ade so he had 2 go layan dem...hmm den he said call back at midnite..siak actually I taut nak elak wana save kedit sikit...so I juz sms him saying dat I nid 2 call my other fwend...But I called him at 12.40am n he was like "hoi biol kau tak reti tengok time kaper!"..lol I was like "err ya kau tak reti bace mesg kaper!"..But he said 2 many pple sms him he didnt bother reading..LOL wasting kedit aku je...lolz...

Ended up talking 4 an hour as per usual..kalau dah bual ngan dier kan..susah nak akap "BYE"..sampai die ngantok baru la die akap buh bye..lol his "Buh bye" is like damn cute siaak like homer simpsons...lol dah badan pown mcm simpsons..LOL...die ade suar boxer simpons pown..ahahkz..nvm later I buy 4 hiim sumore....lol..

Ya den I read till like 06.30am! Couldnt sleep siakk mase 2 nak sleep pown siksa...I tink I so used 2 it liao..lol..2dae fatty start shift malam so he ok la..but He no matter wat time sleep by 8am mesti bangun...lol..3rd day in a I row slept afta 5am..lol wat a record!

I was juz sooo engrossed in my malay storybook nak letak pown alahai...1st2 read my English book 4 skool finished a chapter den BO CHAP...I swear its sooo LONNNG n BOORINnnG...lol..But ya..anyway woke up at like 13.30?..lol Bangun je nenok drama melayu den contemplated whether 2 mesg fatty or not...But decided 2 juz go facebook...Die dah tulis "Ni mesti kes blum bangun dats y no mesg from u oso..."...Hahah mcm rindu plak dier...lol...But ya talk 2 him on FB jap je den ya duno la he buat pasal..I pown malas nak layan...its like main tarik tali plak..Den last2 he was like "k lo I nak tido tadi pagi dah bagun n I slept at like 2am"...lol...

Ya den I decided 2 have lunch...have lunch in silence n read my malay storybook lagi..haha..obsession much..Den wen my kor came back house so noisy...I blast on Hindi music..haha...best giller..while I wash all da dishes my kor washed his car...but yeah it was hell noisy mcm ade party..shiok aje..den joget2 seme..but as perusual my kor balik je Facebook dulu..lol I oso on da computer Facebook kejap..den relek den dad came home wif a huge smile I guess he happy lo his kids r happy..lol

Hmm den in da evening..I went 2 practice driving wid ma dad only went 2 learn parking...Heh...not bad im improving..ahah...from left my dad said im soo gud masok skarli aje...aahaha...from right..KOYAK..ROJAK..lol...yeah im right handed but wen doing work usually judging betta on da left. Heheh..

Anyway den had dinner...very rare of me 2 have dinner cuz usually around evening I donte eat juz straight go sleep till like 2200 or 2300 ma...but parents wanted me 2 eat gak so ok lo...anyway afta dinner I played online DAI DEE...OMG...lamer siak tak main...haha not bad im still ok wif it :)

_ 20/04/09 _

20/04/09

2day morning again I slept so late. Afta off da fone wif fatty...I had dinner...n watched WEST BROM nye game...soo exciting...I mean dey play a fantastic game la..but hold da ball n lose....instead of playing shyit passing n scoring...sad dey confirm kena religated from EPL...lol naik den turun...haha But actually its my dad's team...I juz like 2 tease him about it but the more I watch their game the more I like 2 watch..haha

Tapi sakit HATI seyy... dah susah2 draw at 2-2 den give away penalty...so dat was 3-2...but smangat ar West Brom fight till da end....but last min extra time give away goal again...4-2..

Sad lo Man City won 4-2


My dad kept saying "Kalau ayah jadi manager tak sampai gini nye!"...haha my dad a very qualified coach n refferee juz cant continue his career pathway here cuz da clubs here say he is 2 qualified n we donte noe wat 2 do wif him..hahaha..

Another sad ting United lost in Champions League lo...babi nye Everton..haiz...bodoh nye RIO FERDINAND! Penalty pown tak ley score...T___T


Howard became the Hero...KAYU nye Ferdinand! T___T

Yea..den I had 2 wash 2 sink full of dishes cuz dad was so tired n he working at 5.30am so he ask me wash lo..I wash slowly den go n mandi n den make myself ice-cream...hmm yummy...2nd time in a row I tink...mandi at 1.30am den eat ice-cream n read...

So yeah I read till 5.30am..went out 2 see dad den he said "mcm mane kau tak sakit?! Hari2 tido kul 5!" Haha...Den masok n tido.

Alarm went at 09.30am...but terlajak till 10am...LOL den bangun troz facebook! Saw my kor oso baru bangun oso kat Facebook..hahaha..Den pastu 10.30 dua2 kelam kabut mandi!..Ya allah..at least my kor sempat breakfast..I tak sempat pown akai baju je ciao~ I had doctors appointment so yeah.

It was soo crowded siak waited 1n half hr even tho I dah book....Den dah abis tu...I had 2 take the bus home alone...slumber je while waiting 4 my turn main guitar hero on my fone!..LOL my fav...my burfdae if I got enuf money I wan buy guitar hero n PS2..haiz..its been my dream since like 2/3 yrs ago..lol... n every1 was like looking at me..I hack care lo...lol

Dah balik ya allah kunci plak lupe nak bawak! N no 1 home..all neighbours r out..aiyo....den I call my neighbour across the road..she said my family r out oso but her dad was comming home in 15mins time..so ok laaa..cun gak...lol...So Walked la 2 her house...at 1st she said ask bro 2 pick me up ar n lepak at his house im like errr :S juz said he was busy...lol..anyway...

Makan at dat auntie's house..sedap eat mee rubus 2kali tambah! Lapar sangat oi!..Didnt eat breakfast n lunch...Den tank god dad said he comming home at 15.30. So he picked me up at dat auntie house afta work :) So came home chit chat ngan dad...n den played guitar hero again LOL in bed on my fone n den tido at 1930 till 2200 den check my fone fatty dah mesg afta work lol..opps 4got set alarm 2 mesg him wen he finish work..ahakz..den replied him at 2210? He ask me go facebook...

So we chat on FB je lo...duno y he got soooo emotional 2dae...mcm sad2...n wanting me 2 comfort him lo..BUT I played my sad story bak n put 2 him lo...lol he said he a diff type of boi lo...cuz I was telling how most bois like 2 exploit me cuz I 2 nice 2 dem lo....n I said I told my mom about him..n b4 I even finished wat he work as at airport my mom was like "ADIKKKK ko bodek die say if mami excess beggage ask him let thru lo"...lol he said "ur mom I let thru...me he wonte let thru"...LOL..

Yes...lol...he said nasib I not in sg...if not dier dah rogol I...hahahaha..am not surprised lo...I noe alot dat wants 2.....lol...most pple do...but fortunately god luk afta me so I convince dem not 2....den came my sad story...n I said lo "sampai aty u nak wat mcm tu kat I..." But den again I said "u wonte wan...u see my face sure run 2 ugly 4 u 2 rogol oso..."...lol den u can see lil faat boi CAIIIRR....lol he was like "dont like like dat lo....not true..if pple say u tak cantik I hack care lo...I come hug2 u lo".......I was like...hmmm bois....akap laen buat nye laen....lol but yeah den he had 2 go...his anak sedara came ova..aha...so he had 2 layan dem... And those of u concerned about me thanks..I can see the worried faces...donte worry the "rogol part" is a joke....if u still worried den juz doa I wonte kena..ahakz...

_ 19/04/09 _

19/04/09

2dae morning again at 1.30am was talking 2 fatty..but not 4 long la...anywayz..fatty nak kuar ke kedai beli ape tah...den afta dat he said kawan die call n ajak die gi pub...hmmm So I juz say take care n dont balik lambat lor...hmm he said tak salah balik at 5am..lol.. den 7am kene keje xiao rite! lol..Badan die..nasib ar...lol

Ya..so I was reading my storybook till like 4am? Den lepak2 in bed jap already 5am. Decided 2 mesg fatty la..I juz said hope ur home ady..CUN he reply said he was on da way home...really xiao la he..hmmm

Anyway I went 2 sleep at 6am..lol penat say woke up at 12.30pm...surprising mak tak kejut...tak marah pown..mom has been kewl ar lately..so im pleased..Yea bangun je brush teeth n kopek taugeh...den wash 2 sinks full of dishes...haiiz..den afta dat angkat kain....but didnt iron..mom juz said thanks n was pleased la..since I bangun troz dah do housework.....so ok lor...

N den had luch at 14.30 had long talk 2 mom about da future...N yeah had mee soto..my mom masak..fuyooo ceddapppp...ahakz..yeahs...den I went 2 mandi tadi pagi at 1am dah mandi..den now mandi again..lol...I becomming fatty..complaining how hot it is..haha..and asyik2 mandi je..ahaha..

Den afta lunch...smayang....den ingat nak bace dis book haf 2 read 4 english..but sooooooooooo boring siakkkk read 1st chapter den decided 2 tido...tido sampai maghrib...shiok..2 pown ngantuk bangun smayang cepat2 tido alik till 2100..den mesg fatty ask if he dah abis work or blum..no reply den so I went 2 check facebook he dah tulis situ 10mins ago...he said he so tired n nak mandi n den tido no mood 2 eat oso...n im like oo juz missed him 10mins ago..

So I mesg him again saying I read ur mesg kat facebook lo..n said take care n happy sleeping...den he balas..saying "wan talk 2 me?..kol lo"..den I said "no lo I poor ting u..go sleep ba.." den he insisted say nvm..so ok lo...den ya talk 2 him lo...but half way thru had 2 cut short...cuz his dad called...n yea..lol..but he was juz telling me about his pub story how it was sooo much 2 drink......bar tender bukak botol mcm untuk 30 pple wen it was juz him n his fwend. haha..Thank god nth happen 2 himm apparently his fwend was sooooo drunk...I guess me worrying n doa-ing 4 him helped.

Mcm pelik kan..doremon my Ex...is a non...but puasa...n acting mcm orang beragama...Fatty yang dah tentu beragama..acting mcm a non agama..I noe its still in him...I akap je..u smayang defeats ur purpose wen ur drinking tho..he juz diam. But I will doakan die..supaya dia akan kembali ke jalan Allah..Insyallah...as 4 Doremon...I doa 4 him he will join us..being a person wif agama..

Hmm banyak pahala aku doakan si dua2 gemuk2 ni...ahahakz..

_ 18/04/09 _

18/04/09

Hmm 2dae morning at 12am I was on da fone ngan fatty still...hmmm fatty off yesterdae n 2dae.. so yeahs...n like yesterdae terserempak ngan his cousin kat msn kan..so yeahs...den ya..couldnt sleep rite...1st2 it was 2300 yesterdae den fatty juz wanted 2 noe wat I said 2 his cousin...so ya..den afta dat he said he damn hot nak mandi jap n call bak in 10/15mins..but in 10 mins I oso like damn hot siakkk..so den I walk2 in my room den I suddenly damn hungry again. So I decided 2 hunt 4 food so I ate da left ova rendang ngan bread. Had 6 pieces of bread and 6 scoops of ice cream. I kan lau tak akap ngan sape2 I tak ley tido..lol..ya den talk2 sampai 1.30am den afta dat my battery flat so I had 2 ciao anwyay..lol poor thing it alwayz happens 2 me. LOL..2nd fone lao ya wan la so yeahs. Anyway kedit aku pown I checked left $1 so nvm la..lol juz use my other fone mesg him n yeahs. Ended up talking about his work n stuff..ahahkz it was fun lo...

Ya went 2 bed at like 3am? Cuz I was reading till 3am. Ya den tido kul 8am dah wake up. Hmmmm had soo much of housework 2 do..Mom dah meleteh..ahah yeahs...

So I vacuum da house mop da floor...n all skarli I was mopping my I dropped my MILO cup accidentally...*PIANNNNNNNNNGGG* the glass broke! Dad was hell angry he screamed at me! "Adik kau eh lau suruh wat teje bukan less work makin more work! If u donte wan do donte do la!...HUh kau kuar dari umah ni la!" den mom came in cuz she was gardening..mom said "pa cakap ngan anak baik2!..huh mane dier nak pegi if she leave house!.." Omg...I was holding only my tears..I made dad angry..:(





Anyway afta mopping I went out 2 watch da fast n da furious 4..It was awwsum! N um I didnt bring my normal fone where my parents contact me...cuz I said battery flat..juz bawak my prepaid fone...hmmm den dad called me (he noes about my prepaid fone n keeping the secret from my mom)...he wanted 2 pick me up 2 go buy my toiletries skali cuz mine dah habis..n he alwayz pays 4 it so yeahs.

So ya go n buy my stuff n he said along da way..."balik donte tell mom...she was angry cuz she said how u contact ur daughter she didnt bring her fone..."..lol so I said if she ask juz say I called u using public fone. hahahaha..Den he also said "Turtle..sorrie la k tadi papa angry at u...papa tak sengaja...wen Im angry u noe I alwayz juz say tings n donte mean it"..Inside my heat im like AAAAWWWW dat is sooooo sweeeeet! Lucky he was driving he was not I would have hugged him..haha

Den fatty plak mesg he said he baru balik main bola..n he asked y I sad..I said la cuz I made dad angry tadi. But im ok now...hmm Ya..den I went home mamam den tido till 2000. Den fatty mesg again asking wat am I doing. I said well u juz woke me up la. Fatty den said he needed a favour. If I cant help den its ok. He wanted 2 pinjam duet. $100...so he ask me internet transfer lo. He said he pay back next month. Actually I oso damn broke. So I told him straight I gort no money...baru kuar top up kedit tadi. N tengok movie all now adayz my dad donte sponsor me 4 watching movies. So use my own money. So he said its ok la nvm. N I told him oso Im in debt oso owing sum1 $350! I baru pay off $50 aje another $300 still..but ya...N if I continue talking 2 fatty like dis...every wk I kena top up kedit seyy....Usually kedit last me 2wks oso can. Now must weekly..hmm

N last time fatty used 2 call me cuz he gort 500 free mins...4 international...but den I tink his finished like in 2wks afta everydae talking 2 me..ahahkz kesihan...So now I tink must limit 2 like mesg n facebook mesg only cuz I really wana pay off my debt asap oso. Susah aty gak if hutang2 orang ni. Hadoi...

_17/04/09 _

17/04/09

Blehs...got up at like hmmm NOOON?!?!?..LOL dad called "Oi anak keling! tido lagi kaper!"....I was like chee bai obviously rite! If I sound like dat!...zzzZzzz Woa lao..Hmm ya anyway..Got up la..dad only juz got in2 da house...He could have juz went in2 my room 2 wake me RITE! woa lao aye!

Well da momment I woke up dad passed me breakfast + lunch put 2getha...He bought 4 me last nite..apparently my family went out 4 dinner wen I was at my fwends house lo...hmm ya..den Ok lor I put it in da microwave n juz heat it up. It was yummm my fav mee goreng tingy from dat shop lahs. :)


cedap my mee goreng! yummmm


Den afta dat I had 2 wash like 2 sinks full of dishes! Cikek dad was late..den uhms I turned on da tv 2 da malaysian channel 2 RTM1 cuz 2dae is Fridae kan...ade live sinaran orang smayang jumaat...n I wanted 2 hear wat the imaam nye nasihat n stuffs so yea..n den wen dorang bang je..my dad was at da door...n woa lao he was about 2 cry siakkkk he said "dis is wat I miss...going 2 da masjid in Singapore n Malaysia!"...alamak I oso about 2 cry sia...cuz he couldnt go 4 prayers 2dae..cuz he had 2 work. But usually he is preety consistant going 2 da mosque on Fridaez..hmmm

Den afta dat..I was on Facebook...was sooooo obssesed...I decided 2 like go on my msn..n like add every1 of my contacts ting..I taut can..I juz send invites 2 all contacts.. but den I dont tink it worked so had 2 manually add each individual whom I haven add..woa lao damn annoying till now still haven finish siak!..n Half way throu..my mom called..she was angry she said "I saw u invited me on facebook or wateva..n UR picture was sooo indecent!..HUH nampak baju dalam semer!...U tink wat damn nice or wat?!?!...huh wat if others saw n say Eh Eh anak si Ann 2 tak malu nye..." I juz diam..duno wat else 2 say..KIRAKAN KANTOI ngan mak sendiri! Ya allah malu siaak..but my baju was OK la 2 me is standard..not SOOO OVER revealing..duno my mom juz got paranoid I guess cuz lately alot of pple have been bitching about my family especially about my bro...n his ex gf...sampai orang hantar an email 2 my mom seme... But ya I 4got there are so many kinds of pple in da world..2 me juz fuck la mind ur own bloody business lor..

SO I had 2 REMOVE it lor..bo bian! Haiz..I actually like dat pic..but yeahs..den mom kirakan threaten me wateva by telling my dad...She noes la I takut ngan dad cuz I sayang him alot. N my dad kirakan damn alim2..Like noes about his religion so donte shyit around wif him dat kinds off stuff..Haiz..but I found another pic..2 replace..n I reckon its nicer anyway..LOL..

Hmm den fatty's cousin mesg me..she was like Eh tell him 2 CALL US pls?! Im like wat the fuck! I plak he is ur god damn cousin y ask me kan! dat time die dah kantoi soo I donte tink fatty wants 2 call anytime soon. Aiyo....but den i said la..."I taut dat dae die baru call kan.. yang u n ur mom lecture die seme"..she juz laughed..inside my heart..i was like "asal tak cukup lagi kao nak lecture die kape!"...OFcuz I didnt say dat...Duno y I got so protective..n she kept saying "HUH da la GEMUK ABIS 2 MALAS nak call"...troz I was like "aye relek ar! Yesterdae he OT never sleep 4 2daez n ur like marah2 die...woa lao tak de aty perut nye minah! Anyway me n her was never close so yeahsz... NYAMPAH...ahakz..

Now im like waiting je..mak balik mesti kene lecture..tadi dah kat fone..nanti papa alik kene lagi..adoiii...wish me gud luck!

_ 16/04/09 _

16/04/09

WE MADE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...SEMI FINALS HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!!!! MAN UTD got through in da CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!! N Porto was damn cocky saying "WE NEVER loose 2 an English team"...well u noe wat..bley blar ar! Donte be overly cocky ar K!


Anyway my bf la score! None other den Cristiano Ronaldo baby :) ahakz...he is a champion la..ehe Even Sir Alex Figursen was pleased wif him...apatah lagi fan2 die... hik hik



Anyway it was midnight(dae b4) I was talking 2 fatty...siak he was like I hav break n I work again at 1..so kite bual2 sampai kul 12.30?!...pastu I letak...den I tito....I baru nak terlelap Shah miss call..I ingat kan ape la...so I call him back...n Shah suwoh I online...he nak chat..he at CC...hmmm sanggup..but nasib die la encet I tak letak silent..lau tak mampos die i tito tak sadar..haha..

So it was like wat 2am?! I bangun bebual ngan die...anyway memang rancang nak bangun 2.30 nenok bolakan now I got up actually earlier...den I went on my PDA n on ebuddy to layan him...die ngah stress wat resume..sebab die tak tau nak tulis ape..stengah barang2 die kat umah parent. And so he blur...mcm siakkk....den 2dae itself at 8am he has his interview...n he nids to siapkan resume by 7am n wen I spoke 2 him it was 3am...n 2 go 2 his parents house..its like another 1 to 1 half hrs...ya allah...mesti he tak tito go umah parent pastu balik n go 4 da interview...Haiz poor boi..but salah die gak on da day itself baru nak buat resume..lau buat dulu2 tak payah kalam kabut kan?!...

But ya anyway I slept at 5am..afta da game n den woke up at 6am 2 wake Shah up...sanggup ek I..hmmm.......I doakan die gak...n stuff...ehe...N den at noon my fone rang..pantat tul I ngah shiok tito! Priscilla (membe skolah) tefone ajak I gi umah die...movie marathon so I setuju je..ahakz..

Ouh ya my kor has FACEBOOK now! ya allah..lol n he has been nice 2 me recently I duno y..but gud la..I NID a bro 2 manja2 with...sebab kehilangan kasih sayang..bleh..so I biar je la..

Anyway Priscilla's mom came 2 pick me up..n her mom was like "Nazreen omg..ur soooooooo preety! the last time I saw u...u were so different!"....malu seyyy troz blush mcm nak mampos..Ya den reached there...ended up talking 2 her mom instead of watching the movie...mak die supporting la..damn nice...n she commented again "comparing u 2 my daughter...ur sooo matured"...topic was her daughter's BF!..lol biase la normal parents wants deir child 2 study 1st..like my mom oso...I duno wat I say la...but uh her mom couldnt stop praising me n saying how matured I am...ahah...

Got home at 2300! 1st time balik lambat!...ahaha...best dapat bebas..hahaha parents actually trust me :) Ouh ya sorrie no pics...I actually bawak camera..tapi tak snap..my face tengah...in a mess...so I wonte be snapping my pics until im satisfied if my face..lol which will be duno wen ar..lol...

Balik je troz FACEBOOK...n my kor was complaining..."ADikk its sooo addictive!...I was supposed 2 do my work but ended up chatting at facebook n its been 2hrs ady"...n Im like hmmm "y u tink im 24/7 on there..lol..."...den I terserempak ngan Azrin...dat boi ar...long time no see...he was on yahoo messenger..talked 2 him 4 awhile..he says he got prob la..so he busy...n yeah Fifi oso said she got prob so next time den talk..den im like woa kao...every1 got prob siak every1 push me 1 side...last2 mesg fatty...whole dae I diam je..die pown diam...RUPE2NYE he OT (OverTime works since yesterdae!) till besok which means he 2dayz straight WORK2 only tak tido2! Woa lao aye workoHOLIC..but typical 4 Singaporeans la...KIASU tu da power of 3..woa lan aye!

And den I tink2 hor..maybe I was 2 hard on bro....actually I tell eu ar..my fault oso...but actually I duno oso!....But now I regret oso...I must understand pple have WORK 2 do den 2 layan pantat aku KAN so now I mcm serba salah...haiizz

_ 14/04/09 - 15/04/09 _

hmmm yesterdae...I temankan Fifi...haha...She called at 1st telling me about her tooth...n ya..I feel sorrie 4 her..in her emotional state... really I feel 4 her...N juz wana be there 4 her..Cuz I noe wat it feels like crying.. even tho she cried like da whole nite...n i only cried 4 like 2hrs!..But still...girls r girls..we juz understand la okeeiii...n Also semalam fatty was tired..and im classifying my new fwend as fatty now n Zhi will be doremon..LOL new person...taking ova...aha..I juz like saying "fatty" la senang!

Yeahs fatty was tired so he said he couldnt talk 2 me...he said besok la...which is 2dae la...hah...actually freaking out cuz no1 talk 2 me b4 i sleep...n if b4 i sleep no1 talk 2 me...siak i wonte sleep! LoL...ended up...I juz read my storybook till i fall asleep which I did lahs.. haha... But fatty mesg me b4 I slept so I was happy n dat will do 2 put me 2 sleep..he said we both sleep lor..lol mcm la i nak tido kul 2300!?! Xiaoo!


Hmmm ya den 2dae...even thou I slept at 4...READING n also watch movie wif my kor...lol I forced my damn eye 2 open at 9am cuz I promised Fifi id be there 4 her during her orientation period 2dae..cuz she malu orang will tease her about her tooth dat she had 2 take out cuz of her braces. So ya even thou she all da way in Singapore n im all da way in Australia...distance tak kira..asal im there 4 her dah :)

But ya I was there 4 her..n im proud of myself..heh..mane ade kawan se setia mcm I...haha..*PERASAN SIAAK * tak pe la..lol..hah anyway 2dae I was having a MOVIE MARATHON...siakkk watched like sooo many movies...MY ASS hurts sitting whole dae..lol my kor was home..duno la I guess he decided 2 be nice 2 me again...I duno lah he..alwayz like dat gaduh2..den sunyi main2 manje2 ngan adik die..haha..

Ya so 1st2 watch soccer highlights...den watch RTM2...yes I have cable tv so dapat malaysian channel..haha episode "Seribu Erti".. cite : "Impak Maksima"..."Buli Balik"...and "Puteri Gunung Ledang"..aha...2 of those ade la my boifriend wana be AWAL SHAARI!!! ahah tapi compare 2 AARON AZIZ woa duno sape I pilih....AARON AZIZ is chinese mixed malay CUNNNNNNNNNNN lol I tink dats more my type ar..haha....*DROOLS*

NI my boifriend....hendsem?..hahaha ignore the girl ar....she sibuk je..haha


AARON AZIZ!..my HUSBANNNDDDDDDDDDD

DIS wan woa xiao my husband 2 hot 4 me ar..LOL *berangan ek*

I tink ar...I confirm marry some chinese malay mamat liao...LOL....if i donte..id LAUGH MY ASS OFF..lol


Ya den at nite..Fatty ask me call him..Must be serious...den I call him ar...explained y he diam all dae 2dae..RUPANYE kantoi!!!! Ya allah! His facebook password gave his cousin...(his cousin lives here in perth) den his cousin gave his auntie..cuz he juz wanted dem 2 upload pics 4 him... TAU AUNTIE KEPO READ ALL HIS mesg 2 me n mine 2 HIS...eeeeeeeeee malu nye!!! BUT Y SO KEPO AUNTIE ...juz upload da pics ar but NO MAK CIK..have 2 be MAK CIK KEPO!...n den his auntie called all da way from PERTH 2 SG! 2 Nasihat him..wtf?! he is 24! he tau la jaga diri! Worst part he like type manje2...flirt2 wif me n play2 ONLY n auntie bace! RABAK!..lol n I wrote alot of "dats kids off stuff"...2 us it means SEX...lol...cuz I juz wanted 2 tease himm....cuz he say it banyak kali usually in 1 ayat..lol

SO auntie ask so wat is "the dat kids off stuff"...LOL he was like "actually she duno wat im trying 2 do...or wat im trying 2 say"...lol den auntie asked him "soo wat R U DOING or trying 2 say"..AHHAHA ya allah he panicked! he duno wat 2 answer cuz auntie dah gi haji all..n takkan nak say ouh I HAD SEX kan..sure his auntie will FREAK!..lol last2 he juz say i nid go toilet..LOL...kesihan..

Im sure he is so shyit scared..well so am i la..if his auntie call mak I say "wei anak kau gatal ngan my anak buah" MAMPOS..lol............hopefully it'll be gud..haha..


N I wonder how's bro..really la I duno how 2 feel n react I noe la running away from things wonte solve anything but...rite now all I wana do is run n nort turn back...sum1 said 2 me...sum1 older gave me nasihat la..how 2 calm myself.."so skang adik ni bley trust die tak..dah tau die mcm tu..."..bukan I tak nak trust...I noe feelings well juz comes n go la..cannort help...Haiz I duno la..let the person upstairs make dat decision 4 me as 2 wat is 2 happen..I really2 duno.

Fifi...missing u again...haha..hope u aiight babes...haha..*love u*

_ T___T _

hmm havent wrote 4 like ages..well I didnt have the mood la okei...last wk was juz shyit...everything juz went wrong. Started off wif bro...he's acting all weird again...:S bro pls la donte scare me lo...

Worst of all it started on da 1st dae of holidaez..I felt soo alone n lonely...Actually I wanted 2 run away from house n juz escape but I cant..Penat dah I menangis...I caged myself kat toilet...Nape lah I rase mcm ni...tak pernah2..*takes pillow n cover my ears*... GO AWAY...stupid thoughts...*BORED*... who else do I haveeeeee?!!?!..

Dah la me n my kor(my real blood bro) ngah gaduh...abis tu..ngan seme orang pown nak kene gaduh....like sooo wat the kan....im also glad dat holidaez r here..I mean finished all my projects n presentations..8/9 wks of HELL doing assignments daily...every weekends..sucks...

It started wen I needed help la...bro wasnt there..he had STH 2 do..2 LAYAN sum1 else..so yeah I met dis mamat on facebook...COINCIDENCE he was my fwend nye cousin..lol damn small world kan! So ya he helped me...n I guess bro didnt like it? Duno la he had a random feeling ke aper..

But anyway dat mamat..he is damn similar 2 my EX! ZHIIII...OMGGGGGG...can diee....FAT2 oso chubby2 oso..chinese mixed malay oso...he sounds like my ex oso! like his words similar2 2 Zhi...I was juz speachless...n sad 2 say horny2 like my EX oso...lol...n he works shift oso mcm zhi...N he from WOODLANDS (in Singapore oso) =.=" alamak cunnn siaaak Zhi oso in woodlands..LOL...But anyway he's been keeping me company since 2dae...ok la...n we both facebook obssesed. ha..anyway donte ask I duno how 2 feel juz very alone rite now..missing every1 especially my aruah datok..:'(

But at nite..I couldnt sleep at ALL..rabak siakk and unfortunately fatty(my new fwend) was tired from work so he said he nak tito instead of temankan i...So I literally had no1...usually if I had troubles..bro was there 4 me...but I guess..naa I discarded the thought. And aku plak call me ngada2 slut..bitch...childish..but I really cant sleep if I donte talk 2 sum1...I felt so lonely...SO ALONE...where's every1?!..read fifi's blog n she herself got her own problems so I didnt wana kacau her...

Couldnt hold it no more..I cried again....but juz 4 awhile la... cuz my eyes were tired of crying..n den decided 2 read my buku melayu till 2am?!...den the book reminded me of ME...n I was tinking of my aruah datok n how much I missed him...troz sedekah 4 him fatihah...n den I looked at Shah's pic on my wardrobe..n cried again cuz I miss him 2...I havent talked 2 him in 4months! Cuz he himself has his own problemz..so while I was crying...I sms him...

Mcm Allah sent an angel to me la..he missed called me..meaning he wants me 2 call him..so I did..."Sha....Sha okei tak...nape ni Sha cedih2...xmao la nangis...nanti cepat tua"...Haha..tau je die nak amik aty aku....n so he calmed me down. Sampai lah I totally stopped crying...how I miss him..how I miss his hugs...how I miss being in his arms...so it was all gud...in da end my battery flat...didnt wana wait I used my other fone 2 just mesg him n say jom tido...well he is working n has 2 get up at 7am...hahakz. So I slept peacefully :)

And Fifi baby...I love u sis..juz relek u will be fine..I will be there wif u 2morrow...I promise. *Hugs n Kisses 4 u*...Trust me lah okei which fucker laugh at u..u juz tell me I will literally fly my ass down n bash dat chee bai..:)

_ Terasa diriku...._

Terfikir kat diee tuuuu haaiiizzz


takley peluk laki....peluk la bantal...hik hik :(

"Actually wat happen?....U mcm sedih je...?" dat voice keeps coming back in my head. Tau jugak die aku ngah sedih.....Tapi soalan tuu tak boleh ku menjawab...entah la mengapa...U should noe la hu u are oso...cuz u only said/asked me it recently.

Suaramu tak bisa ku lupakan...Walaupun ku sedih tapi suaramu itu lah yang memberi ku semangat untuk meneruskan hidup. Hearing your voice is almost equivalent to me having a massage...Its like all my worries, my problems juz seem to disappear. The feeling is so undescribable and it just calms and soothes my feeling. How I wish I can hear that voice daily....but too bad we have our own agendas. You ngan hidup you...I ngan hidup I....Untuk you...gunung pown I sanggup carikkan....I sanggup tunggu you sampai you habis keje....question is..sanggup ke you layan I?...Telarat ke you layan I lepas you abis keje?...

Maafkanlah jika menggangu...
Tapi sampai bilakah harus ku menunggu...
Kemana arah hendak ku tuju...
Bila hatiku rindu padamu...


Haiz...gille kape aku ni....asyik terfikir kat die je.....tah die terfikir kat aku ke tidak...?!?!


Everywhere I turn...everywhere I go...semua orang...sedang mengalami kesusahan dalam hal2 "CINTA"... Yes love is not alwayz a bed of roses...alwayz ups and downs...well mine...I juz only had the "mother and daughter talk AGAIN"...

Mom : Adikkk lekas2 la kau abis Uni n gi la keje...ha ahh berambos!

Me : Yea naah I plan 2 get married at 22/23...bila dah bagi u duit nanti...bley la I kawin...sebab KATEKANLAH...kekasih adik ni 7 years apart..siaak kawen lambat rugi!

Mom : no...no 25 den can..

Me : *tinks in my head..* "siaakkk KALAU la aku ngan zhi until later on aku 25 die dah 32...siaakkk mak bapak..dah tua nak mampos!...".....Ma say la if my age gap ngan my mamat is 7 years like u and dad siaakkk he'll be 32!!! 32 dah tak ley nak buat ape...LOL...

Mom : noo 32 is fine laaa...aiyoo...jangan nak mengatal...habiskan skolah dulu...

Me : *tinks in my head..* "Iye la but tink practically...DAT TOPIC has 2 be addressed SOONER or LATER kan!".....But I juz diamkan...

And tadi ade guest came over my house...topic between dem n my mom was "marriage!" Shuddap I was earsdropping! Yeah...ok den came da topic...but 1 ting I hate...dis lady said..." Kalau kawen ngan orang...MUSLIM...kan senang..50% of marriage burden dah lepas..."...

Den came the tattoo topic...siakkkkkkkkkkkkkk....I berdidi situ terpegun....bile topic tu masok je...I pown kuar action dengar...den I masok la campur...I said..."ala mak cik orang2 kat singapore tuuu nampak je melayu2 alim...tapi skang seme bercap badan...tattoo sane tattoo sini...and plus bukan tak ley kawen ngan orang bertattoo...kalau die dah masok Islam and dah insaf....tak salah..."...

But she ouh iye....mak cik ingat nak hantarkan anak2 mak cik balik singapore..at least ade agama...inside my heart im like ler....selenger...den I said.." ala mak cik lau dah kawen tu...kalau either the wife or the husband guides the other insyallah...should be no problem."....my mom diamkan je........

Haiz....my mind racing....terfikir kat si gemuk tu...entah la....mcm maner...tapi I tak henti2 mendoakan die...insyallah tuhan tunjjuk kan die jalan yang lurus. I pown tak tau la nak kate ape...lame dah I pendam....entah mcm mane nak akap kat die..hati I baik tak nak sakit kan hati die....entah la...kalau ade ade la...lau tak de pown tak pe....kite hanya boleh merancang tapi tuhan yang menentukan...

_ 02/04/09 - 03/04/09 _

02/04/09
Hmm thursdae...Wells...2dae is a half dae...Shiok only have three sessions instead of five cuz like 2dae gort parent teacher meeting...but none of my teachers requested a parent teacher meeting so ok la...cukup time balik...Hik hik...

But balik...sian ler...was doing da housework from 14.30?! All da way till 18.30! Vacuum da house...both carpet AND floor....Wipe all dusty surfaces..Mop the floor...clean the fridge...water da plants...clean my toilet...Iron da clothes...SIAKKKKK gille babi! Banyak giller...but at least I mamam petang :) I fried my own beef stuff..wateva dey call it...and ate it with bake beans and MILO...haha..im like MILO addict sikit2 je MILO...satu hari I minum dekat empat glass agaknye xD Heh...
Yummm yummm.....I buat nye xD...cedap tauuuu

Den wen mom came home I told her 2 go die n please dont disturb me from sleeping cuz Ive done every single housework possible....And shiok only...mom said...

Mom : "Ur Kor said u've done da housework...and the other dae he said u do nuthing but SLEEP only afta balik skolah...so mami said la no...adik still do the housework...y donte u giv her a chance?"

Kor : "No la Im sick and tired of telling her wat 2 do n wat not 2 do...it all seems 2 fall on deaf ears!...and plus she's nort working so patot la she do da housework!"

Mom : "well ko ingat ape...juz becuz u keje all da time u get 2 boss and BULLY adik kau?! well dats not rite... cuz she oso gort her own work..she oso have assignments...but she neva complain doing da housework...and wat u do only all da simple2 stuff da rest tolak adik!..well den I tink ur juz SELFISH!"

Wow...mom actually defending me?!...Tah bile mase mom defends me! Usually she on abang side kan...sikit2 abang dis abang dat...meluat I dengar! Hah..But im pleased mom finally see da gud side in me :)

03/04/09
Hmmm Fridaeee ekkk...Ooo decided 2 make my own breakfast 2dae....hmmm so woke up and quickly shower...and den made french toast or wateva dey call it...I juz call it roti celop telor ar!..lol well I had 5 of emm..hahaha..shiok :)

Bleyy laaa...asaal cedap sudah! xD

2dae was Multicultural week/dae celebration thingy it will be going on till next week larhs..and also its free dress dae aka we get 2 wear anything but donate a gold coin.

Hmmm coincidence me and Ashwin both wearing Addidas shirt!..haha...we both long time fight ady la ever since Surin came back from Sg..But I duno I guess now we're okey?!...Him n his life well his gf me n my on life..pweety bored no more fatty these daez..hakz!

Me and Ashwin wearing Addidas conincidentally..(Ashwin on the left me on da right)


Hmm ya...Recess I was watching the "indian" group practice their dance cuz dey performing next week..and Ashwin was there his sista..me Surin...Surin's brother..all the Singaporean pple were there la..EXCEPT I was da only MAT..haha aka MALAY..laen seme keling..cikek..LOL...But ya we all ended up play2 and laugh2 only bukan practice!..lol

Lunch was hanging out wif Sarven And Reyna..lol it was fun we went 2 all da stalls den me n Reyna wanted 2 get our hair sprayed...hahakz...skarli both wanted GREEN...alamak but he afraid pple might make rumours about us being "cute couples"..lol in da end we were like aiya donte care la...but tunred out afta all da kecoh hair spray pown no more liao...den decided 2 do painting...I wanted 2 paint my hand saying "Reyna 4Eva!"...and me n Sarven agreed cuz it was ment 2 be a JOKE...but he scared liao...his face pucat giller mcm pukimak!..LOL...da chee bai wants 2 be LOYAL 2 his gf back in MSIA...me n Sarven were like "FUCK HER LA"..lol...=.=" surprising I was loyal 2 fatty..hhahakz..eh no LOL..i did 1 bad thing only..LOL...but promised myself neva 2 let it happen EVER again..aiya dat was juz a stupid thing...anyway....lol..1 bad thing..1...preety gud..otha long distance usually find others n go fuck liao..lol

da three idiots! xD...(Reyna on da back left...Sarven on da back right..me in da middle) siaakkk susah nak pose and hold camera at da same time! :P


Ended up I juz do fatty's name on my arm..4 fun..and 4 charity..hahakz..And den I went home and slept all da way till 2030..shiok only..but at nite cannot sleep...was reading my book still cannot sleep..lol must be missing fatty...sianz..lol
LOL kaler almost fading...cuz kena water dah...lol but it says "zhiwei" ......xD siaaak out of all pple letak EX nye name..woa lan..hah..shuddap!

_ 30/03/09 - 01/04/09 _

30/03/09 - 01/04/09

Hmmm Mondae..lol 1st session I was WAGGING...lol skipped 1st session cuz I had something due and it wasnt finished...lol so went 2 MCDonalds n juz relek there till 2nd session n forge a note sign anyhow and say I had really bad period cramps so I was late...lol..yeah but den I was hiding the whole dae in da library takot tersempak ngan dat lao shi...lol...like 1 chee bai only rite!

Tuesdae...Hmm 2dae afta skool balik aje terus tito...I duno y hari ni rase mcm penaat laaa sangat....So shiok la I tito dari balik sammmpaii ke malam dalam kul 18.30 gitu?~ Hmm yeah my mom woke me up apparently she said ur KOR marah pasal u balik tak tau nak buat keje...tau TITO je..inside my heart I was like pantat ar...if he sleep I never fucking complain n wen I wana relek he sakit aty..he can go die ar... Yeah urm was sms-ing my ex....semalam die busy jadi ary ni baru reply...die pown baru bangun tito je...he had 2 go work at like 20.00ish...And telanjur I pown nak kuar mamam...so I mandi 2 mesg la die...sammmpaiiii I abis mamam.......semer..hik hik...nak plak die layan aku..pelik...xD

Wednessdae...hmmm nth much...lol started skool early cuz I had childcare...hmmm sms fatty at like 5.30/6.00?! lol...Juz u noe...concerned if he sleep ady or not...HAA diam tak diam die reply...LOL dats a first..bile mase la die tu nak mesg aku pagi2 bute..most of the time i tink he has 3 options :

1. Read my sms n ignore
2. Read and decide 2 reply later den 4get
3. Donte read at all..

But I was happy and I pitty him...keje sampai pagi2 bute..."dah malang nasib keje die mcm 2...nak wat mcm ne kan...".....Afta dat hayyyaalll kat bus stop....Haiii la Naz..bile la engkau nak berubah..dari dulu sampai skang...tak habis2...nak hayaal nak berangan...LOL..."FORBIDDEN LoVE"....I tink I read n watch 2 much movies...at dis stage fatty would agree and say "RUBBISH"...haiz reminds me of my grandpa hu is no longer here...*Nape la fatty tak de sini...lau ade kan besh...bley I peluk die...at least have a shoulder 2 lean on 2....*

_ 27/03/09 - 29/03/09 _

27/03/09 - 29/03/09

Hmmm fridae...Yea... well fridae was okey2 la...I was actually excited the whole dae...cuz like malam I had a meeting thingy ngan Haziq....hhahaa...lamer siakkk I didnt talk 2 him...well yeah and now he got his fone back so ya....

And aall my classes was awwsum especially my last class which was health studies...I wasnt even doing work I juz ask my lao shi if I can go 2 da library...den was juz on ebuddy...hhaa.hha..was talking 2 Fifi...LOL and how I miss her..hahakz...it was insane...

But it was only 4 a short while..I swear I was juz reading her blog den baru ingat nak mesg her check my fone.."FIFI"....lol....siakkk chee bai MIND reader...lol....hahakz...Sadly I had 2 go cuz my dad was picking me up...n yeah....n I was dreading la telling her wen I get home i'll go on msn..n talk 2 her...haha she was like u betta....LOL

Ended up rabak siaakkkk go back home and like SLEEP my ass off till 1800...hahaa...n den do housework till 1700 den like went 2 badminton...badminton was aiight...hik hik..but embarassing how dad gave me 25 to NUTHING...siaakkk malu..lol...

Got home..waited till 2200 but in da end the chee bai of Haziq changed his mind n said he was busy...ek ellerrr bois I tell u..damn kanasai sumtimes!..urrghhhh!!!!!...

Ya so I went on msn n talked 2 fifi...in da end ended up talking 2 fifi on the fone...yes me calling her literally cuz I was damn bored...n like needed 2 express my feelings..n so did she she was telling me about her bf...LOL...n how her bf was a chinese but speak malay n how tall her bf is...hmmmmm..iye la buat aku jelez lagi...da la aku tak der sape2....siaaakkk...eh no la..lolz...actually I was tinking of my EX Zhi..haha...but I diamkan didnt touch dat topic...haha..
Ended up she was like eh fuck ar go grow ur hair and get a real god damn bf!..And u nieee betul minah kampong ar...siot...terase siaakkkk aku...hahha...but I got ova it..n yea she den had 2 mandi n stuff..lol so we ended it there..n I taut nak go back on msn..but was 2 tired ended up sleeping.


Saturdae...Hmmm I woke up at like 11am!...Yes shuddap I noe 1 lazy fucker ritee?!?!??! Hmmm I actually juz wanted 2 watch dis malay drama movie named "sesat"...cuz it looked awwsum in da advvertisement...LOL

Yea den half way through watching I was helping my mom buat PULUT...hmmm yes I buat..cheyy anak dara berangan la konon nak kawen...wekk..hahaha
Yea and also buat apam balik..hmmmm yum2...cuz 2dae we had a jemputan 4 a kenduri tahlil..so juz bring some food lar..

The Pulut I made......yuuuummmmm xD

Hmm so my parents left in like late afternoon yeah...shiok la had da whole nite 2 myself...hmmm at nite was talking 2 Haziq...sad la he 1 sad sad fucker..lol n err he sorta said sth jokingly but obviously it got 2 me...AND I really2 terasa...pissed me off in a way but meh got over it........

Sundae...WELL....lol was supposed 2 do my work...I did la..but didnt really2 entirely finish it...msn was in my way...LOL yeah blame msn...1s of all sum1 did a sorta HALf confession 2 me..n unfortunately I cant name da bastard. LoL...2ndly pissed off sum chee bai had a party never invite me...i was also a fwend of hers...but no...juz ignore me n new person comes juz 4get me..

Last thing was my EX..zhi...hmm ya he was online on msn...heh....LONG time no see...4 months?!..lol...it was preety akward in da begining but meh...LOL...Ended up da fatty layan me till at nite :) how sweet...muchly appreciated.....Question...how are "we"...lol duno..biaa jee....xD