_My Life Being Wasted_

15/05/08
haiizz my mom asked Y was I late ytd n Im like well tutor spoke 2 my kor about me..n she was like soooo sooo wat did she say...n Im like stuff... n I juz left house 4 skool...really I didnt noe wat 2 say 2 her...so will let my kor explain 2 mom. N mom was preety angry she was like y didnt u tell me dis b4?!?!?( dat I donte hav basic understanding of things...so dats y I cant apply the things dat I've learnt properly)...I was speechless!!....Haizz she was like and ur doing hard subjects sumore!..In my head I was like u tink?!?!...cuz u see I didnt want my parents 2 tink dat Im stupid u noe how demoralizing it is ?!?!? n how depressing it is?!?!...2 say dat I want 2 go 2 TAFE and not do TEE!!...last time I spoke 2 my dad he like chucked a bloody saaad and say its a waste of time....damn NABEH u noe...so ok laa i juz shuddup...I swear from b4 I already wanted 2 go 2 TAFE but becuz of how my parents tink sooo ok la...I juz shuddap...haaiizz...den NOW my mom was like ouh I WANT u 2 retink ur career path n I want u 2 go 2 TAFE....CHEE BAIII n apparently my mom wants me 2 change skool oso.....haiizzz...duno laa.....1st mistake was not 2 put me in a fucking private skool even earlier in primary skool...haaiizzzz....now im like sooo far behind den tink bak n talk about da past...Aiiiyoozz noww den dey regret.....CHEE BAII my life WASTED...wish I can turn bak time siaalll!!!

Anyway...afta skool I was at da cake shop 4 damn long...I did My GEOGRAPHY there..well tell u wat had a bad day 2day...1st mom was late sending me 2 skool!!..Den I was late 2 buy coffee...so bought coffee liao...put in my bag n brisk walk....n the WHOLE thing spilled in ma bag!! All my NOTES ...books all wet...CHEE BAI....and then hav 2 buy new books!!!n re-do all my notes!! And 2morrow got GEO test...but fuck it laa....I donte care...trust me confirm pass cuz I donte care...LOL...but everytime I care...I wont pass..LOL!!

But spoke 2 ZZzzZZ at like 16.30 OMG...its a miracle!! finally!! afta like 2 wks pluss he neva reply my mesgs...haiizz....but I noe laa he very busy wif workk....sooo gud 2 hear his voice...haha...like sooo damn long liao...cikek!...So from 2day on since he is damn busy I make a point 2 call him every thursdayz :) cuz its late nite shopping day...haha....dier pun terfikir agaknyer...woa budak nie...really trust me siall...I tell u kalau pompuan lain...confirm da belar...lolz...Miss playing dai dee oso...no ZzzZZz I pun tak main...like sooo suaay liddat my cards will turn out until so unlucky...lolz...so ya haven played 4 almost a month already...haaiizzz...2 busy wif skool oso...


14/05/08
wednessdayyy.....heh....preety boring dayy la...nuthing much...went 2 skool....again hav cake afta skool...llolz....den came home....eat again...lolz...n den went 4 tution at nite!...at uhh 18.00 I left house..cuz I catch da bus 2 go Vic Park myself...quite far by buz...must catch 2 busses...haiizz...den afta tution my tutor figured out wat was actually wrong wif me....Aiyozz..spoke 2 my kor...n like I lack da basic skills...cuz most asians especially Sporeans will hav basic understanding but cuz I didnt do PSLE...and like most of basic things I didnt understand...cuz I was out from SG at like da age of 10....n the education here is like damn slack....no tests....no exams only dis yr got...den 2 us its like really a shock u noe...!!! 1st time kena exams...haiiizz....No wonder Im like hell stupid compared 2 da other asians...cuz dey had their basics....n Im like struggling!...CIKEK......so ya...came home at 23.30....!!! went straight 2 bed...was hell tired.


13/05/08
Uh....tuesday.....lolz......didnt doo muchh la...um but afta skool..lolz my daily routine....go n buy cake...lolz I tell u until da guy noes...wat I want siaa....hahaha....I get discount sumoree!!...lolz usually cake is$2.80 i geddit 4 like $2.00 only....weeee...haha...and den he said he changed it 2day...da cake laa i mean...n afta i ate it he asked...was it ok...well I told him I liked original den 2days'...soo yea and apparently i prooved sth..da cake...got da master make and student make...I liked da student make wann...hehee.....came..home..do hw...n den sleep liao....lolz