09/05/08
haiizz duno wat 2 say n how 2 feel.....I have problems wif performance anxiety....Next exam/ test I have I wont bother caring about it...Guess wat Geography test dat I did...I absolutely didnt care about it....And pass....O.m.g..maths test cared about it toooooooooo much i tink...n didnt pass....Arrgghh!!!...I'm such a failure....A loser....I'll neva 4giv myself....I did soo many careless mistakes....Maybe cuz I was juz 2 nervous....but y?!....ZzzZzz...had a bad day 2day...I came home wif such a bad headache!!....And my mom shouting in my ear....I swear....Arrgghh....B4 my test she said a diff thing....afta my test she TOTALLY changed her mind...like....wtf...So much support dat I have! all my kor said was "take dis time 2 reflect....u will never learn ur lesson until u fail so badly in life"...How's dat suppose 2 help?!.....ZzzZZzz In da end at 20.10 I vomitted! N my headache was betta....had neurofen plus 2 sleep....didnt hav dinner...no mood 2 eat oso....
Y am I such a failure?!...What have I done soo wrong dat god wont allow me 2 hav my happy ending....I alwayz help pple in theirs but mine alwayz fuck up....Y cant god at least grant me 1 wish dat 1 want?!....Y did I hav 2 be created in the 1st place?! when Im such a nuisance 2 every1.....Y did god hav 2 make my brain so disfunctional?!?N y me?!.....N where's all da angels....wen I need dem???.....
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