_Maaf tak diterima_

27/05/08
Heee Tuesdayy....blehs....its like Tushie's Bdae...lolz...hmmm...maser dulu I kawan baik ngan dier...memang la I plan 2 buy her a hadiah worth about $100++ but afta dat thing happen...daa tak payah..lolz boleh belah! Apernyer kawan sial...haizz...I trusted her...gave her a chance...but she wasted it..lolz 2 pasal I malas nak kawan ngan pompuan sikit jer...nak gaduh...I mean trust me kalau laki2...senang...da gaduh dah..habis cite....next day dey will like 4get about it....lolz kalau pompuan..sial bring it 2 their grave...lolz...tapi I tak der la machiam 2 kan...I ni orang baik...I wanted peace...da mintak maaf pun...even though patut dier yang mintak maaf..or lets juz say both of us shld...hey I did my part. N like dier tak nak ampunkan I.... nak buat machaim maner kan...haizz...so bad...orang da mintak maaf tak nak ampunkan..cisss....But unfortunately 1st thing in the morning I saw her b4 skool....walking and so did she..lolz..the silence..ahaha..n we both looked at the ground...lolz...dats dat..lolz...

1st session was Geography...haha yes Ashwin was there wif me...next 2 me oso...lolz...and he's nice laa...helped me out...cuz I had physics lab write up due in 2day and like he helped me do it...lolz...he is a mean sick horny bastard at times...but deep down I noe he is a gud boi...haha...and 2nd session again I was in technical drawing class wif him....it was fun we had a relief teacher 4 da 2nd time...lolz aper lagi?!...CS..(CounterStrike)...haha...again I was the only girl in the class and the only girl playing dat game...haha...dats how I earn my respect ova bois..lolz...pompuan lain I duno maybe tak nak try..or takut...but I tink2...nak takut buat aper kan?...In life if we takut...we fail...Plus I kan da memang tomboi..lolz...yea so we were playing that whole session. Then at recess I called Jason...tak angkat...haiizz and his cousin mesg me...saying he at hospital...um I wont tell u guyz the "WHOLE" story...lolz pasal...it makes things worsee..but those few pple whom I tell pls diam2 jer...I donte wan da whole world 2 noe. Um yeahss..he in hospital I tell u...I couldnt do my work properly...was worried sick. Haiz..then after skool....I went 2 bed at like 18.30 and got up at like 2am...Jason kejut aku(Guess we sorted things out from yesterday)...lolz...I had 2 study....hav physics....test...lol even though I tau confirm fail..lolz....cuz its my teacher hu wrote it..n my teacher alwayz writes the papers 2 be damn hard. Lol.

And I've decided...n I've spoken 2 my mom.... imma redo Sec 3 next year....here in Australia can...lolz..not like Singapore or Malaysia...we not allowed...lolz...I tink it will be betta 4 me... instead of me going 2 TAFE(aka I.T.E for Singapore pple..lol)...lolz yes memang I bodoh sikit...tapi tak per la...Slow and steady alwayz win the race....insyallah...If u wan tease me go ahead la...I tak peduli pun...da malas...memang dari kecil I kena ejek pun...so if u start now oso donte make a difference.

26/05/08
hehe mondaaeee.....1st session was uhh Maths..it was hell fun sial we had a relief teacher...hahaha....SO aper lagi...lolz bebual and chatting jer ahh....4 like da whole lesson...haha...best giller....plus I sat next 2 dat Nabeh..."Ashwin"...he is 1 horney black bastard....lol...he's singaporean...n indian...but datang sini belagak macho...konon nak jadi gangsta..lolz..but he actually not bad in his studies. ANd I hav like 4 classes wif him..lolz...uhh...2nd session oso I had a relief teacher in technical drawing..lolz me and a few others were playing CS.."Counterstrike" n Im like the only girl in the class and also the only "girl" playing CS..lolz...But yea...2day afta skool I went 2 da cake shop 2 buy coffee....Cuz dat guy was there...I dunno ayee he hasnt been there 4 AGES...tink he's having a dispute about sth. N If he not there then I wont be as well..lolz cuz he da only 1 hu gives me discounts..haha Then at night me and ma family went 2 eat outside 4 dinner...I had steloin steakk! It was damn nice siall...cuz the meat was nice and soft...not like those hard steak where u get at some shops...meh got home at like 21.00...then stayed up late....reading about stuff..lolz...and talking 2 Jason...but I was like hell pissy...n so was he...lol....in the end kite dua2 pun marah. lolz...slept at 1am....BEH TAHAN liao..lol my eyes were like couldnt open sial..