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Thursday, May 29, 2008

_No Skool Terdae_

29/05/08
Correction again...lolz supposed 2 be "i wrote sec 3 yesterday" not "i wrote sec 4" lol..I am sec 4...but u noe...Tersasol banyak kali..lolz

Didnt go 2 skool..well I did lahhs...But juz 2 collect my books in ma locker and homework from my teachers...cuz I still had dat throbbing headache.....but ya went 2 skool got ma books n went home...had 2 panadols..and went 2 sleep awhile and then got up and played audition all da way till like 16.00...lol my dad was like ur not sick...lolz well I recovered liao...lolz...n I get super long weekend...2day....2morrow( foundation day)...sat..sun..and monday(duno another holiday)...lolz...funn...lolz

Ouh I decided 2 download audition on my laptop...cuz on computer alwayz LAG...n my technitian damn chee baii I mesg him told him 2 fix it...he never reply...haiz...well on laptop never lag..but alwayz have 2 restart...after awhile cuz duno sum random mesg pops up..n yea..haih...like so suaay sial....saner tak leh sini tak leh...but laptop not dat bad la...can play couple...sooo haapppyy...lolz...

Ouh Alif if ur reading read betul2..lolz see lots of things about audi...jangan nanti say I tak tulis..lolz..eh ya wats ur IGN ah?!...how 2 noe if u online or not...wen I duno ur IGN..u oso tak add me..I use same acc.."Nazy"...if u got messenger on there add me lah..thankss

_Correction_

28/05/08
Correction...I'm in sec 4...lolz....not sec 3...I wrote sec 4 yesterday...lolz blur...cuz the system here different...got confused..lolz

hee...yes soo from 2am till 5 I studied...lolz...I actually understood sth 4 once...lolz...umz...then I spoke 2 Alif!...OMG long time no talk/see him sial...1st thing was webcam..haha...lolz actually I da nak mandi tau...but den he said hi...lolz den da tak jadi...n den my kor sibuk go in toilet wen I was juz about 2..lolz....chee baai la he cut me off..lolz...uhh yea...den after dat he went 2 play audition...n budak 2 said how come I never blog I started playing audition..( I havent played 4 like 6 months)...juz started last week..But uhh I have blogged about me playing audition..lolz ....dier yang tak baca...merepek la dierr...lolz...yea den physics test...lolz...HARD...haha...lolz...but only test...and exams...in 2 wks....haih...mati aku...start studying liao lerr...skool was fine....haiizz...in Maths...with Ashwin...lolz...talk about uhh disgusting stuf AGAIN...u noe la his mind...abit SOT...lolz...den afta skool came home and played audition...n it was raining da whole day siall....n nope no tution 2day...I told my tutor Im like worn out...brain cant think.....lolz...den at nite b4 dinner...I had da most terrible headache....and den vomitted...afta dat had dinner and went 2 sleep...lolz Jason woke me up at 2...uhh I got up awhile...den lolz...fell asleep...lolz got up again at 4/5am...lolz....

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

_Maaf tak diterima_

27/05/08
Heee Tuesdayy....blehs....its like Tushie's Bdae...lolz...hmmm...maser dulu I kawan baik ngan dier...memang la I plan 2 buy her a hadiah worth about $100++ but afta dat thing happen...daa tak payah..lolz boleh belah! Apernyer kawan sial...haizz...I trusted her...gave her a chance...but she wasted it..lolz 2 pasal I malas nak kawan ngan pompuan sikit jer...nak gaduh...I mean trust me kalau laki2...senang...da gaduh dah..habis cite....next day dey will like 4get about it....lolz kalau pompuan..sial bring it 2 their grave...lolz...tapi I tak der la machiam 2 kan...I ni orang baik...I wanted peace...da mintak maaf pun...even though patut dier yang mintak maaf..or lets juz say both of us shld...hey I did my part. N like dier tak nak ampunkan I.... nak buat machaim maner kan...haizz...so bad...orang da mintak maaf tak nak ampunkan..cisss....But unfortunately 1st thing in the morning I saw her b4 skool....walking and so did she..lolz..the silence..ahaha..n we both looked at the ground...lolz...dats dat..lolz...

1st session was Geography...haha yes Ashwin was there wif me...next 2 me oso...lolz...and he's nice laa...helped me out...cuz I had physics lab write up due in 2day and like he helped me do it...lolz...he is a mean sick horny bastard at times...but deep down I noe he is a gud boi...haha...and 2nd session again I was in technical drawing class wif him....it was fun we had a relief teacher 4 da 2nd time...lolz aper lagi?!...CS..(CounterStrike)...haha...again I was the only girl in the class and the only girl playing dat game...haha...dats how I earn my respect ova bois..lolz...pompuan lain I duno maybe tak nak try..or takut...but I tink2...nak takut buat aper kan?...In life if we takut...we fail...Plus I kan da memang tomboi..lolz...yea so we were playing that whole session. Then at recess I called Jason...tak angkat...haiizz and his cousin mesg me...saying he at hospital...um I wont tell u guyz the "WHOLE" story...lolz pasal...it makes things worsee..but those few pple whom I tell pls diam2 jer...I donte wan da whole world 2 noe. Um yeahss..he in hospital I tell u...I couldnt do my work properly...was worried sick. Haiz..then after skool....I went 2 bed at like 18.30 and got up at like 2am...Jason kejut aku(Guess we sorted things out from yesterday)...lolz...I had 2 study....hav physics....test...lol even though I tau confirm fail..lolz....cuz its my teacher hu wrote it..n my teacher alwayz writes the papers 2 be damn hard. Lol.

And I've decided...n I've spoken 2 my mom.... imma redo Sec 3 next year....here in Australia can...lolz..not like Singapore or Malaysia...we not allowed...lolz...I tink it will be betta 4 me... instead of me going 2 TAFE(aka I.T.E for Singapore pple..lol)...lolz yes memang I bodoh sikit...tapi tak per la...Slow and steady alwayz win the race....insyallah...If u wan tease me go ahead la...I tak peduli pun...da malas...memang dari kecil I kena ejek pun...so if u start now oso donte make a difference.

26/05/08
hehe mondaaeee.....1st session was uhh Maths..it was hell fun sial we had a relief teacher...hahaha....SO aper lagi...lolz bebual and chatting jer ahh....4 like da whole lesson...haha...best giller....plus I sat next 2 dat Nabeh..."Ashwin"...he is 1 horney black bastard....lol...he's singaporean...n indian...but datang sini belagak macho...konon nak jadi gangsta..lolz..but he actually not bad in his studies. ANd I hav like 4 classes wif him..lolz...uhh...2nd session oso I had a relief teacher in technical drawing..lolz me and a few others were playing CS.."Counterstrike" n Im like the only girl in the class and also the only "girl" playing CS..lolz...But yea...2day afta skool I went 2 da cake shop 2 buy coffee....Cuz dat guy was there...I dunno ayee he hasnt been there 4 AGES...tink he's having a dispute about sth. N If he not there then I wont be as well..lolz cuz he da only 1 hu gives me discounts..haha Then at night me and ma family went 2 eat outside 4 dinner...I had steloin steakk! It was damn nice siall...cuz the meat was nice and soft...not like those hard steak where u get at some shops...meh got home at like 21.00...then stayed up late....reading about stuff..lolz...and talking 2 Jason...but I was like hell pissy...n so was he...lol....in the end kite dua2 pun marah. lolz...slept at 1am....BEH TAHAN liao..lol my eyes were like couldnt open sial..

Monday, May 26, 2008

_25/05/08_

25/05/08
sundaeeee...hmmm got up like at 07.30 ish...but lazed around...looked wats in da kitchen...nuthing much...soo juz made coffee...and den wake my kor up...den we both showered....he was in 1 toilet..n i ran 2 ma mom's masterbed room toilet. Den afta shower...we went 2 Riverton 2 do da drying of da laundry....took us like 3 fucking hours...damn chee baii..wasting time...n I had this KFC wrapper thing 4 breakfast....i lurrvvee it sial..lolz...we came home at 13.00++..den i made another cup of coffee...and studied till 16.00 and den played audition till 17.30...OMG...spoke 2 Alif...ahah on msn he was like "main audi tak blog sial"..lol taut he died...haha...actually I have blogged dat I main audi per....dier ajer yang tak regular baca..lolz...abeh salahkan aku....lolz..den went 4 tution at 18.00 till 20.00...came home went 2 Riverton wif another load of laundry again! and yea...did the drying...n HAD another KFC wrapper thing..lolz..came home...at like 22.00+++ played audi 4 awhile AGAIN..den I went 2 bed at like 1am..lolz had 2 much coffee....couldnt sleep..lolz...

_23/05 - 24/05_

24/05/08
Ummzz from 2.30am dis morning I was up...after talking 2 him it was like 3.30 sial!! umz...couldnt sleep...lolz...so I decided 2 watch "Hentai"...if u donte noe wat it is...lolz nvm...if u noe...ahh well..lol I WAS BORED n cldnt sleep...n its da 1st n LAST time I'll ever watch it..I promise...lolz...den I decided 2 watch naruto half way through...so ya...was watching stuffs till 7am sial...lolz...got up...n shower...n had breakfast...juz coffee...lol...den study till 15.30...Cik Harris and family came..( its a close family friend) den dey stayed till 22.00. lol. But at 17.00 I went out wif their kids.....we went 2 KFC...bought a wrapper...and chips and coslaw....I luurrvee da wrapper...its sorta like a tortia...but tastes niceee....n den I stayed at their house till 20.00 was fun...we watched TV and talked n stuf..most of all they had an OSIM massage chair!! aww it was heaven I sat there 4 like 40 mins ....was sooooo nice..my body was aching...LOL...afta dat went home and played audition...hheehehe all da wayy till late nite...

23/05/08
heee...yaaay its friday....lolz...already!...lol....2day...alot of things happen in skool siall...lolz....1st there's alot of pple missing cuz there's an excursion....and den...in tech graphics class we had a relief teacher..so most of us was just playing counter strike.....3rd session was geography...but no lesson cuz there wasnt enuf kids...lol so juz watch a movie about a world clyclist...........but I was busy soing maths while the movie was on....den in maths it was hell funny Tushie was sitting next 2 Vish..lolz..hur hur...duno dun care...me n ashwin was likke laughing like sial at the bak...constantly teasing and making jokes about dem...lolz...den our teacher taut us new rule for derivates....haiizz many rules 2 remember sial....head going 2 explode soon..haha...after skool I went home wif ma neighbour Sue....haaha afta skool had CAKE...afta sooo long sial never eat cake...but yaa dat guy was there...lolz....came home and did house work...vacum....floor and carpets...and wipe window blinds...n den went out 4 dinner....den came home... slept early about 20.00 den got up at 2.30....talk 2 Jason again...ahahahaz..lolz...going 2 be da last...until I top up credit again..lolz....da tak der...duit..haha...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

_Champions Of Champions_

22/05/08


OLE OLE OLE OLE..lolz we won again sial!!!...PREMIER LEAGUE AND CHAMPIONS LEAGUE..both ours...haha...MANCHESTER UNITED....the 1 n da only...da best siall!!..hahaha...but Cristiano Ronaldo la..chee baii noe he...penalty now adayz he like damn suaayyy....lolz...But HENNNG John Terry and Analka miss penalty...lolz...hmmm skool was fine..normal jer...no afta skool tak beli cake...haiiz dat fella tak der still...Y I donte go wen dier tak der....maybe pasal he da only person hu gives me discount..haha....n nuthing much 2 blg about 2day ..very short blog...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

_Last 3 dayz_

21/05/08
Ayyee sooo sorrie long time I neva updated....but now I update all da dayz which I havent..lolz...lolz soo tireeeed sial...anyway....skool was aiight as usual recess I ditched my fwends especially Tushie well uhh she was pissed at me since last wk actually...cuz she blamed me 4 da rumour dats going on at skool which is dat she dosent do her homework..n Im like wat the fuck?!...but fuck it laa...I already said I was sorrie and she still gimme da attitude so she can go suk balls laa..lolz I even not sit next 2 her in maths anymore...lolz....and den at recess I juz walk around skool and um talk 2 Jason...lolz......and den 2day I finished skool early...at 13.15...cuz I had flexi...so ya went home and played audition all da way till 19.00 den went 4 tution at 19.30....lolz...till 21.30. Reached home at 20.00 but my gay parents 4got 2 bring da key...n so did I ..LOL so we had 2 brake in2 our won house 2 enter....cuz my kor wasnt home yet at dat time....he had work till damn late...lolz...den came in played audition again till midnite.....lolz...wait 4 Jason 2 come home....he has skool till late..lolz...den talked 2 him on msn n den fell asleep while talking 2 him.....haha which was proally 1 or 2 am?!...lolz poor him waited 4 me...haha....

20/05/08
Lol got up at 5.....slept at 1 and got up at 5..?!?...lolz only 4 hrs sleep..ya cuz I hav and early morning investigation...and um my mom was being gay and didnt want 2 send me 2 skool so I was like fuck it laa...I'll just go by myself....which i did...n it was like bloody freezing...I was freezing my ASS off at da bus stop sial..lol...but da test was aiight about fucking pascal triangle...it was an investigation so we dont noe wat it was going 2 be about...juz 2 see how gud our knowledge was...lol.....so ya but was soo damn tired at about mid day I was like yawning and yawning sial...lolz...lol 2day I came home also played audi all da way till 21.30 and went 2 bed....lolz got up at midnite 2 talk 2 Jason...and den go bak 2 sleep and wake up at 4am 2 do my homeworkk and stuffsss.....heee

19/05/08
hee monday....lolz nuthing much laa...ayye got bak my Geography results....not bad 72.5%...hhahaha...lol quite happy actually.....lolz...hehe anyway uhh I didnt buy cake la after skool cuz dat normal guy wasnt there...it was the boss's son....he is such a faggot...and unfriendly bastard...lolz...haha...so went home laahhs and played audition...lolz cuz like my tution was canceled yesterday...and my tutor said she might replace ytd's lesson 2day instead la...but she was busy wif her UNI work as well soo she said cannot replace..lol gud oso...so I stayed home and played audition till nite...lol....2morrow hav an early morning investigation....n Im like playing games...lol...CBF laa..lol n den at nite....was on msn till midnight n talk 2 me SG fwend...ouh ya his name is Jason btw...haha....fell asleep on msn while talking 2 him...lolz....

Monday, May 19, 2008

_Dayz pass sooo quickly!!_

18/05/08
Heee sundaayyy...lolz in da morning got up early but was playing audition...LMAO n den afta dat watch some gay bruce lee story but damn funny sooo couldnt help watching it n den do Geography cuz da other day spilt coffee all over ma book...so yea...had 2 transfer stuff...at nite...umz do English type up ytd's work and den did maths....ouh yaa no tution 2day...my tutor was busy...lolz....and stayed up till 1am talking 2 a SG fwend...lolz went 2 sleep...was suppose 2 wake up at 05.00 and do physics but didnt happen niaa :P...wass 2 bloody tired...lolz...n OMG da dayz pass soo quickly siaa!!

17/05/08
heee Saturday...um I slept like quite early actually ytd....Cuz 2day I knew I had 2 go 2 da library and an English assignment wif my friend....so ya got up damn early n den quickly shower...but my mom was like really pissy cuz like she said my kor hav been working 24/7 and alwayz promise 2 do da housework but end up she has 2 do...and she also pitty me cuz I hav my own studies 2 deal wid...but I shower liao she was like OI plss ahh laddyyy go clean dis n do dat n do dis b4 u go.....n she was like I wont allow u 2 leave house b4 u do all dem...N I was like wtff...suddenly I kena den I was already late...haizz....but yea...turned out my fwend was also late...sooo heng...la..lolz came home at 13.00++ den like oso I tried downloading Auditionsea ytd..OMG...worked sial!!! Sooo damn excited...got home straight away play till 21.30!...LMAO...the addiction is still there.....6 months bo audi...haiizz depression I tell u...lolzz...But yaa now damn happy liaoo

Friday, May 16, 2008

_My Life Being Wasted_

15/05/08
haiizz my mom asked Y was I late ytd n Im like well tutor spoke 2 my kor about me..n she was like soooo sooo wat did she say...n Im like stuff... n I juz left house 4 skool...really I didnt noe wat 2 say 2 her...so will let my kor explain 2 mom. N mom was preety angry she was like y didnt u tell me dis b4?!?!?( dat I donte hav basic understanding of things...so dats y I cant apply the things dat I've learnt properly)...I was speechless!!....Haizz she was like and ur doing hard subjects sumore!..In my head I was like u tink?!?!...cuz u see I didnt want my parents 2 tink dat Im stupid u noe how demoralizing it is ?!?!? n how depressing it is?!?!...2 say dat I want 2 go 2 TAFE and not do TEE!!...last time I spoke 2 my dad he like chucked a bloody saaad and say its a waste of time....damn NABEH u noe...so ok laa i juz shuddup...I swear from b4 I already wanted 2 go 2 TAFE but becuz of how my parents tink sooo ok la...I juz shuddap...haaiizz...den NOW my mom was like ouh I WANT u 2 retink ur career path n I want u 2 go 2 TAFE....CHEE BAIII n apparently my mom wants me 2 change skool oso.....haiizzz...duno laa.....1st mistake was not 2 put me in a fucking private skool even earlier in primary skool...haaiizzzz....now im like sooo far behind den tink bak n talk about da past...Aiiiyoozz noww den dey regret.....CHEE BAII my life WASTED...wish I can turn bak time siaalll!!!

Anyway...afta skool I was at da cake shop 4 damn long...I did My GEOGRAPHY there..well tell u wat had a bad day 2day...1st mom was late sending me 2 skool!!..Den I was late 2 buy coffee...so bought coffee liao...put in my bag n brisk walk....n the WHOLE thing spilled in ma bag!! All my NOTES ...books all wet...CHEE BAI....and then hav 2 buy new books!!!n re-do all my notes!! And 2morrow got GEO test...but fuck it laa....I donte care...trust me confirm pass cuz I donte care...LOL...but everytime I care...I wont pass..LOL!!

But spoke 2 ZZzzZZ at like 16.30 OMG...its a miracle!! finally!! afta like 2 wks pluss he neva reply my mesgs...haiizz....but I noe laa he very busy wif workk....sooo gud 2 hear his voice...haha...like sooo damn long liao...cikek!...So from 2day on since he is damn busy I make a point 2 call him every thursdayz :) cuz its late nite shopping day...haha....dier pun terfikir agaknyer...woa budak nie...really trust me siall...I tell u kalau pompuan lain...confirm da belar...lolz...Miss playing dai dee oso...no ZzzZZz I pun tak main...like sooo suaay liddat my cards will turn out until so unlucky...lolz...so ya haven played 4 almost a month already...haaiizzz...2 busy wif skool oso...


14/05/08
wednessdayyy.....heh....preety boring dayy la...nuthing much...went 2 skool....again hav cake afta skool...llolz....den came home....eat again...lolz...n den went 4 tution at nite!...at uhh 18.00 I left house..cuz I catch da bus 2 go Vic Park myself...quite far by buz...must catch 2 busses...haiizz...den afta tution my tutor figured out wat was actually wrong wif me....Aiyozz..spoke 2 my kor...n like I lack da basic skills...cuz most asians especially Sporeans will hav basic understanding but cuz I didnt do PSLE...and like most of basic things I didnt understand...cuz I was out from SG at like da age of 10....n the education here is like damn slack....no tests....no exams only dis yr got...den 2 us its like really a shock u noe...!!! 1st time kena exams...haiiizz....No wonder Im like hell stupid compared 2 da other asians...cuz dey had their basics....n Im like struggling!...CIKEK......so ya...came home at 23.30....!!! went straight 2 bed...was hell tired.


13/05/08
Uh....tuesday.....lolz......didnt doo muchh la...um but afta skool..lolz my daily routine....go n buy cake...lolz I tell u until da guy noes...wat I want siaa....hahaha....I get discount sumoree!!...lolz usually cake is$2.80 i geddit 4 like $2.00 only....weeee...haha...and den he said he changed it 2day...da cake laa i mean...n afta i ate it he asked...was it ok...well I told him I liked original den 2days'...soo yea and apparently i prooved sth..da cake...got da master make and student make...I liked da student make wann...hehee.....came..home..do hw...n den sleep liao....lolz

Monday, May 12, 2008

_Changed Me_

12/05/08
2day in da morning mom couldnt send me 2 skool...she has like 1 wk holidayz....cuz she like changed jobs...She used 2 work 4 Shell now she works 4 Rio Tinto....so yea...So I had 2 catch da bus from home....left home..saw da bus a distance away...and started running...but 4got 2 look where Im going and tripped and fell...Chheee Baii fell in front of da Sikh Temple entrance sumore!!...Cikek!!...like curse...den I was bleeding...but I was like screw it...lolz...got up and rann again...But missed da bus...wld hav made it if I didnt trip..lolz...SHAME =.="

Den afta skool Nessa and me went 2 da cake shop dat Im addicted 2...lolz dat owner was like..."aww Imma like discount juz 4 u...since u like come almost everyday....and bring customerz..."..lolz I'm damn rite I do :P...lolz...den afta cake...we went 2 Nando's...ate a quarter chicken...damn rip off....1 stupid small chicken and like a small bowl of rice and a 250ml drink was $10.50!!...cheeyyy can buy like 3 Blackforest cakes!!...Sakit hati!!lolz...den we took da bus home from there.





















At nite...we had dinner outside....well da plan was 2 go 2 Burswood...but den my family changed plans...while I was in da shower...n I didnt noe...N I dressed Hell nice...and dey said in da car we juz going 2 like dis normal restaurant..lolz...Cheeyy!!.. Im like da odd nice out 1...mom n dad we like wearing casual...lolz...yea...but my bro was wearing nice...so wasnt 2 bad la...anyway...brought ma camera....juz 2 blog it 4 u guyz..haha...here's a pic 4 me super girly...(4 me la quite girly girl ady lehhss...) and also a pic of me and my bro....I was gona show dat we hav almost da same hair highlight kaler...but it was a lil dark...so cant really see...Mehss..~

_We R Da CHAMPIONS!!!_

11/05/08
uh...got up at like 08.00 pluss laa..lazed arnd till about 9ish...den got up and had breakfast wid mom....akward...silence...lolz...ouh ya mother's day.....I got mom a DKNY perfume which costed me $100!!!...lolz I can tell she like still not happy..CIKEK!...den had 2 go outside and carry bricks from da lawn and put it at da back...cuz we making the garden of our houses ourselves soo yeaa....CHEE BAI....all da dirty hard work ask me 2 do!..CHEEYYY...but nvm cuz it will make me grow more muscles and I breathe in a certain way...so dat it will go 2 my tummy muscle...heee..so no complaints...afta I got dirty...went in and shower...N watched a random movie...4got wats it called...lolz...den did maths...den at 16.00 went 4 tution...well left early la..cuz dis time I went by myself....and caught da bus...so yer....finished at 19.30 and den dad picked me up. 20.30...watched Grey's and Anotomy...den at 21.00 watched MAN UNITED Vs Wigan...da last game!! 4 da PREMIER LEAGUE...AHAHA...we won.!!!! 2-0...WE ARE DA CHAMPIONS!!!...CMON...rest of da premier league can go suk balls :P


(Cristiano Ronaldo >>> BLOODY FUCKING CHAMPION!!!! 2 consecutive player of the year award~...He rocks!!)





10/05/08
uhhh 2dae...nuthing much llaa...juz pple consoling me...CIKEK!!...so many pplez...lolz...my msn was like a depressing statement...well I was depressed...n still am abit laahss...hm...But uhh I got up at like 07.00 am quickly shower....and juz relax!...lolz mom and dad went out....so gud laa..I blasted the tv again as usual turning on the MTV channel...haha...mom came home...well pretended 2 do some workk..lolz...well I did la in the end...I did my chem assignment which was like dued last 2 wks..n I been sitting on it...But my lame excuse was dat I had excursion dat day and I 4got about it and I will tell ma teacher dat she can deduct marks if she want cuz I take full responsible of my actions...I tell u if I say dat...confirm she wont deduct marks :P....Den at nite...Slept early...was still tired from ytd lahss..so yea...

Saturday, May 10, 2008

_Failed in Life_

09/05/08
haiizz duno wat 2 say n how 2 feel.....I have problems wif performance anxiety....Next exam/ test I have I wont bother caring about it...Guess wat Geography test dat I did...I absolutely didnt care about it....And pass....O.m.g..maths test cared about it toooooooooo much i tink...n didnt pass....Arrgghh!!!...I'm such a failure....A loser....I'll neva 4giv myself....I did soo many careless mistakes....Maybe cuz I was juz 2 nervous....but y?!....ZzzZzz...had a bad day 2day...I came home wif such a bad headache!!....And my mom shouting in my ear....I swear....Arrgghh....B4 my test she said a diff thing....afta my test she TOTALLY changed her mind...like....wtf...So much support dat I have! all my kor said was "take dis time 2 reflect....u will never learn ur lesson until u fail so badly in life"...How's dat suppose 2 help?!.....ZzzZZzz In da end at 20.10 I vomitted! N my headache was betta....had neurofen plus 2 sleep....didnt hav dinner...no mood 2 eat oso....

Y am I such a failure?!...What have I done soo wrong dat god wont allow me 2 hav my happy ending....I alwayz help pple in theirs but mine alwayz fuck up....Y cant god at least grant me 1 wish dat 1 want?!....Y did I hav 2 be created in the 1st place?! when Im such a nuisance 2 every1.....Y did god hav 2 make my brain so disfunctional?!?N y me?!.....N where's all da angels....wen I need dem???.....

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

_Cake_

07/05/08
eeek.....2day hmmm skool was aiight.....I guess I dunno ayee....da day went preety quickly. Haha...I was sad and nervous....about my test score and yea..and tinking hmm ader la pasal budak 2 kan...den yea...And den 2nd session was awwsum we like did nuthing our administration caught on fire.....So there's no electricity and I was suppose 2 be in my computing class...lolz...heeee...so 4 1hr we did nuthing. funn :)...den again I had flexi.....dad picked me up again but b4 dat Me and sis (Tushie) went 2 Southlands 2getha....we were supposed 2 hav lunch 2getha but dad already arrived soooo...I couldnt resist but 2 buy another Black forest cake...haha until dat guy noes....he goes "black forest cake 4 u ritee ?!" hahaha....came home had lunch wif dad....had Chicken Rice....my fav!!...(Nasi Ayam dat my mom cooked...)...den went 2 sleep well nap la till like 18.30 den got up prayed Maghrib...and den shower and went out....We all had dinner outside.( I didnt eat much...juz nibble here and there was still full from lunch). On da way home we bought bubbletea!!..hmmmm..yummmyyy... :)......and now about 2 go 2 bed :P...But.....maner "Dierrr"....*sobs*....rindu kat "dier".....

06/05/08
hmmm.....Got up at like 05.45...lolz....shower....had Nestum 4 breakfast and of cuz my wonderful coffee!!!...haha...yea...N dear god I was damnnn nervous...AHHH...in da car...on da way 2 skool....lolz SELAWAT machiam nak mampos!....lolz....I tell u ahh it was damn nerve recking..lolz...But turned out the test wasnt as hard as I expected..lolz....So thank god...but still ahh I damn nervous n cant sleep properly cuz like I MIGHT still fail...so yaaa....And afta skool had flexi...dad picked me up...and we went 2 Southlands and there's dis new shop putside of Coles...selling doughnuts and beverages and cakes!!....OMG....I bought a black forest cake...IT was OMG....Heaven siall....had 2 buy another 1....hahaha....N yea..da guy hu sells it is preety kewl and damn friendly...lolz....I tink he might see me quite often now...haha

And Chee Bai laa....stupid Newcastle lost 2-1 to Chelseaaa....NABEH!!....now Man United hav 2 face em ...ahh....Nvm we gona kick ass anyway :P

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

_Preperation 4 test ONLY_

05/05/08
MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!...lolz O.M.G!!!!....besok is test day!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHH soooo damn scared and nervous sialll!!!!!...Haizz....CIKEK.....I couldnt tink straight man....BUT 3rd session I had another Geogrophy test....probably fail it.....But lolz....fuck it 4 now la...ITS ONLY a test...My actual exams all will be like in June....Dat 1 if fail...den I'm fucked...lolz...Den I had Flexi...actually u noe I hav flexi like 4 times dis wk!!....Woooo Hooo!!!...Yea it means I get 2 go home at like 13.30 YAY!!!...N plus gud la...my dad finishes work at 13.30....oso n his work place 2 my skool is like 10 mins by car...so gud he picked me up at 13.30. Went home had lunch wid da old man :P den uhh did more maths studying/revision b4 tution and den went 4 tution from 16.30-19.00!! Damn long 3 fucking hrs siall....LOLZ...my BRAINS....abit disfunctional!!...AHAHAHAHAH...studied like 10hrs of maths in like 2 dayz!!...and plus I've started studying since like 2wks ago oso...But yea...came home...AGAIN do a last min revision...lolz and den had shower at 22.45.....den prayed Isya at like 23.15 n den mesg ZzzzZZzz....even tho he wont reply cuz I noe he busy wif workk...lolz 4 dayz like no reply of any of my mesgs...HOW SAD...CIKEK!!....(endless sleepless...nights!)...Haiizzz...den went 2 bed at like 23.45....

04/05/08
hmmm.....was a preety tiring dayyy 4 me.....Still sore from gardening yesterday...Like wen I woke up my legs....quads...thighs....I mean like Jesus...it was damn painful siaaaa...hmm yaa...den ahh Did my maths like all day long...lolz but I got up at noonish....so I started work at like 13.30 laahs...den at 17.30-19.30....I had tution....A very intensed session....cuz Im having a test on Tues...n den now she's arranging 2 hav tution again 2morrow!!! ahhh!!!....Cuz we havent covered 1 topic dat's gona be in my test...n its preety important soo yea....But came home watched Last 5 mins of Motor GP....1st was Valentino Rossi...and 2nd was Dani Pedrossa....Go dani!!!...hahaha...hmmm kawasaki team was *COUGH*...bad....sad!!!!....Haiiizzz...And then went bak on doing my work again...And went 2 bed at like 22.00

Sunday, May 4, 2008

_4 -1 BaBy!!_


03/05/08
Blehh.....2day I got up at like 7.30!!....Lolz...ytd slept at like 18.30 all da wayyy like a baby...lolz neva felt sooooo gud eva in ma LIFE!!...lolz...been sleeping late 4 da past few dayz anyway...so yea....lolz....got up...had breakfast...wif ma parents...and then went outside 2 help ma dad gardening...I was digging holes!....by the time I finish digging the GAY holes...its like noon already...so quickly went 2 shower and then went to ma study rm and do my chem assignment....my Chem assignment was actually due on friday...but I had da excursion...so luckly me I get da wkend 2 finish it. Did it till 19.30. Spoke 2 Cilla along da way cuz she was helping me wif bits and pieces of it.....and at 19.30 I watched soccer Man United Vs West Ham....Guess wat pple it was 4-1! and we were playing wif 10 men!!...Fucking bastard of Luis Nani ...being silly and headbutt Lucas Neil so he got a red card. But goals were from : 2 from the CHAMPION - Cristiano Ronaldo....1 Brilliant shot from Carloz Tevez (Reckon it sould be goal of da season...) and 1 from Michael Carrick...hehe...even wif 10 men pplez...10 men...we still donminated....Explains y we r da CHAMPIONS :P

Saturday, May 3, 2008

_2 lasts dayz 4 ma cousin and Paront Point_

(Paront Point)

02/05/08
Ehe...took awhile 4 me 2 wake up 2day...lolz...cuz u noe...Slept late last nite.....but yea..got up at 6am....quickly wrap the presents dat I bought 4 all my 3 wonderful and fav Aunties' in Spore...early mother's day present...lolz....I'm like fucking broke now!...hahaha..lolz On my mom I spent like $100 on her buying her a DKNY perfume...Chee Bai...haha....I shld hav spent $100 on myself..lolz...Anyway..thankfully all da presents done by 6.45....So Ya...went 2 Peront Point...it was ok la...had 2 buddy up wif a Biatch of a teacher...Nabeh la...my teacher said we cld choose which teacher we wanted 2 go wif...But 1 of da other teachers randomly grouped us..N I was soo fucking angry!!..Of course La I wanted 2 go wif my teacher (Mr Gibson...he'd like give us all da answers n explain betta anyway...cuz we will hav a test on it on Mondae...)....it was ok ok la...lolz...And yea...2day is da day dat my cousin and my auntie and uncle all go bak 2 Spore...THANK GOD!!...lolz I'm like diying 4 my bed!!...lolz been sleeping on da floor 4 like a wk now!..lolz....Unfortunately I couldnt send em off and skip skool cuz of da excursion la...cuz it was like a test...and we gona HAV a test on monday oso...NABEH...so stressful!...Monday got Geo test...Tuesday got maths early morning test...WOA LAO...cikek sial!!...maths...MUST...MUST...pass..!!!..I tink shld be ok oso laa...I hope soo oso...haiizz....

01/05/08
Wow...its already da 1st of May...haha da dayz past soo quickly...lolz....its been exactly a wk also dat I haven spoke 2 zZzzZz in like a loooong looooong time....If he replys any of my sms oso...lolz...once in a blue moon...lolz...dear god...he's such a busy person...haha....lolz....Plus 2day my cousin taut me a new thing...lolz....She told me can hav free web sms 4 singtel...well I knew dat b4 la...but sumhow wen I did it myself kinda didnt workk....lolz wen I did it wid her..it worked..lolz ....Me soo Happy...haha....2day...skool was aiight....Normal stuff...didnt see much of da new kid...thank god!..lolz my neighbour said he was in yr 9!...eee.sec 2 bois...YUCKS...lolz ( Of course la my neighbour from my skool oso)...Afta skool my dad picked me up at High Rd...cuz he needed 2 buy da groceries...den we went home. Went home I had Mac and Cheese 4 lunch...YUMMMYY :P....N den my cousin pstered me 2 come 2 Carousel...sooo...we went la 2 Carousel...Juz 4 a lil while tho...Uhh my aunt still need 2 look 4 a few of her things. Den we reached home at like 20.30. At 21.30 my parents and my Auntie and Uncle went 2 Freo to Koogie Beach 2 go fishing ....not bad dey caught quite a handful. While me and ma cousin stayed home ourselves...hahah...She was in da shower...and I blast da Tv...listening 2 MTV hits...(as usual)...1st time my cousin actually had FUN!...lolz...we were both dancing and jumping and going crazy at like 22.30+++...haha...den at like juz b4 midnite...we went in bed...and gossip away...haha until we fell asleep....which was about 1am. Lolz...But its ok I guess cuz I hav an excursion 2 Paront Point 2morrow..4 Geography so its ok la...haha...