_ 30/07/08 - 31/07/08 _

Ok 1st of all imma write from day b4 post den da current day cuz pple read from top 2 bottom n not otha way round...so it solves da problem. lol

30/07/08
Um wednessday....bleehh....went 2 skool late...GOT UP late! was so damn tired duno y yesterday nite felt like I havent slept 4 two dayz....babi....got up still tired sial...haha....went wif my neighbour 2day cuz she had 2 do her subject selection 4 next yr wif her dad so she can go later so instead of mi going wif my mom I go wif her la...

1st session was English...haaiizz nuthing but juz reading and practising our eassy writting 4 our test on thursday n friday. Only half n hour I ady kept looking at the clock...lolz

2nd session was technical drawing...hmmmm half n hour I was finding a computer....cuz like there wasnt a computer left 4 mi dat was working....CHEE BAII n den dat cock of a Luminda hu hates mi donte allow mi 2 sit near Ashwin...so bo bian...nvm la waste time...but fed up ady I told the teacher...so teacher said ok nvm sit there...HAH

3rd session was Physics....hmmm physics was juz copying notes on the overhead projector...preety boring...mi n ZhenYu fighting...haha...D at the bak laughing at mi...HAII miss him sitting next 2 mi..lol...D come bak n sit next 2 mi!!!!!hahah

4th session was Chem....yay last session...I hav flexi afta dis....Chem was juz doing a lab..boring stuff...

So afta dat went 2 student services 2 ask about my subject selection thing...HAIII....cannot repeat yr 11 in same skool...CHEE BAI...means if i wana do it I hav 2 change skool...n dat councellor was like uhh want 2 see ur parents...I was like babi...LOL...I hav my reasons y I donte want my parents 2 come....but aiya...tink tink..nvm la...juz get my father 2 come lor...haiiz...den dat itself took 45 mins....den went 2 da coles...bought pantie liner.....and um eye make up remover...which is the oil free 1...woa damn expensive sial....$12!!..den went 2 woolworth 2 buy mango ice tea..my fav! HAHA Afiqah introduced 2 mi..now im addicted 2 it. LOL..den I went home...half way through had 2 take da bus bak 2 skool again cuz left my book in my locker n i needed it...4 tution ..CHEE BAI...den already 15.30 so got home at normal la 16.00 no flexi..

got home and played Highstreet5 wif RaYeRz...my normal msia fwend...played all da way till I had 2 go 2 tution...haha damn fun. Ya so tution was from 19.30-21.30. haha...got home at like 22.30.....den hmmm procrestinated den had dinner n den went on msn...talked 2 my bro gf...lol...she's HELL AWWSUM..haha she can be my kakak...i memang la nak kakak...hmmm but unfortunately had a bro..haizz...den ended up watching dis thai movie on foxtel "born 2 die" damn funny sial got like fighting2...den got play sepak takraw all got like gymnastics in da fighting...got silat type got like ombak type fighting...DAMN FUNNY...but the ending was so sad..I cried cuz dis lil girl got separated wif her sista...n i oso cried cuz I tink if i had a sis...MAN id hug her like xiaoo..lol

31/07/08
haiiiz 1st session was Physics...Hmmmm alot of pple were missing because of westpack....maths competition n on my table there was only ZhenYu and mi because Zainab ditched mi n went 2 da back n sat wif da bois...n mi n ZhenYu were arguing n quarreling cuz we keep calling each other stupid. LOL n some stuff I donte understand I decided 2 turn around and ask D much betta...he explains betta anyway

2nd session was juz health....hmmm boring la watched a movie n dat was it.....

Recess...HMMMM long story sial....freaking hell Tushie was like pissy and angry...n I was trying 2 tell her sth...BABI la..ok she screamed at mi...I was like kenaper ah..aper I buat salah sangatkan...ok la I juz diam...arrghh my blood pressure up ady but I was controlling..

3rd session was Chemistry..hmmm Chemistry we were learning ummm doing Oxidation n Reduction....hah yesterday I was learning sth else so yea...had 2 catch up abit on yesterdayz work...teacher was nice lahh..she's alwayz there helping mi n supporting mi...i really love her..haha..

4th session was English....hmmm did nuthing but the planning and the preparation of my IN CLASS ESSAY...2day n 2morrow is sorta like an in class essay test..hmm really hoping 2 ace it..hopefully ar...really really i hope n pray...shld be ok lah...

den lunch I had 2 get my physics book out of Tushie's locker n she told me la wat was going on n asal she marah...hmmm....da whole group has been teasing her n wat I call it bitching about mi n her....saying dat mi n her like we so lesbian buddies...CHEE BAI dorang da asal juz pasal we close dosent mean we liddat ah but gort ah 1 person in da grp hum I really anti...BABI...her face oso like babi..LOL...i wonte name her tho...but last time I was talking 2 Tushie oso she juz like bluntly say "aww gud ar belah I donte want eu here anyway"...PANTAT AR....tink I want her there..?!..hah..pplez these dayz...so KEPO...n soo how 2 say pedentic..n so ahhh..lol duno the word 4 it...but afta Tushie ady say liddat ok la..I juz got my book n leave her alone...I said 2 her ady wat...u nak buat aper buat la...I taak kesah dah....Hmmm maybe I ngan dier not ment 2 be?...she is a Germini...so is my bro...n my bro n mi donte get along...I TRY my hardest...but unfortunately juz fail...2 bad ah. At dat time...hmmm I nangis sial...even now I literally tenga nangis...da la my family neglect mi...den kat skolah dier jer la I treat like family oso neglect mi...So I juz tink of my bro gf( her name is Edwina by the way) ...how I wish she was here...Id so giv her a hug...I juz needed...want sum1 hu I can talk 2...but semer orang pun belah...T_T...n ZzzZzz also busy so I tak nak kacau dier...I mean I noe he alwayz there 4 mi...I still rememba once I told him "no1 sayang mi...my family liddat...n kawan2 pun tak guna..." n he replied "I sayang u...Im alwayz here 4 u....Edwina oso said dat 2 mi...n I was so touched...still ngah nangis I hugged myself...haiiz...dey not really kawan if dey say dat 2 mi n her..haiz...if nak kater joke...JOKE IS once or twice...but joke until wen pple marah n sakit hati?!?..PANTAT AR....its not called JOKE ANYMORE!

So last session was Geography....cldnt do my work...I was telling Ashwin la wat happened...n his typical reaction was "Tushara's a bitch la"...lol but I wacked him...haha..I mean I ngan dier rapat tau...so kalau nak dis...U mess wif her...I'll mess u up..haha...But by the time session ended...I sorta broke down ady I told myself...well now...since da liddat...she on her own...dis is reason y I MALAS nak kawan ngan pompuan...sikit jer nak gaduh...n da gaduh bawak gi kubur sial!...Kalau laki besok da baik..haha....

Went home afta dat...called Haiz Din wen I reached home... cannot tahan...really needed cheering up...haha...was awwsum!...As usual he made mi laugh like crazy!..haha...thanks Fiz..owe u 1..