_ Ma LuRbE _

_ Ma LuRbE _

Monday, July 14, 2008

_ 13/07/08 _

13/07/08
Bleh...sundae...HECTIC SIALLLLLLLLL...I got up at like 8.30...shower....had breakfast...and uh yea...I'm all alone 2day tho...ZzzZzz ish nort around..tink he busy wid work 2dae..blehss...den at like 10.00 I was listening 2 warna( singapore malay radio station)...usually on Sundays gort a story telling thingy...which is nice ahh...I duno wats it called in English I noe its called Sandiwara in malay....

... den from 11.00 study MY ASSSSSS off....did Geaography and Intro and intro n intro..lol lots of Intro!...well yea I hav tution stuff as well as skool stuff...soo yea...double or triple my intro work! I was in my bro's room cuz he has a table in his room my room aint got a table...my study rm...well its kinda noisy my fucking mother ahh...she was hell noisy outside on da fone la..radio la tv lah...everything..she was also complaining demanding mi 4 da essays dat she wanted....she set mi a task on thursday 2 do 3 essays on da topics dat she gave....but I was BUSY so in my mind I was like fuckk her la...n I told her I hav tution work n skool work 2 complete!...so she said ok gimme b4 skool holiday ends....

Afta studying...I took a brake at 16.30 2 eat lunch..n den decided 2 play audition 4 an hour..less den an hour mom nagged she said if I hav time 2 play my stupid game...y no time 2 write da essay?! n den she said "IM SORRIE but ur NORT WORKING HARD ENuF"..I was like CHEE BAAAII LAA....cant even rest?!...she keeps compairing mi 2 the sporean pple..n say DEY DONTE REST!...CHEE BAI wats da point of MIGRATING here wen eu still got dat kinda of mentality sial!!...So I stopped pray Maghrib awhile..hmm den I cried afta dat...I swear cannot take it anymore!...I never asked 2 hav such a mother!..I never asked 2 be stupid...CHEE BAI...I sweared 2 my mom oso in my room...of cuz she didnt hear..lolz I tink i said "BABI la...FUCKER...NABEH..KANINA SIAL CHEE BAI" like 100 times..my tears cannot come out ady oso...2 tired!....

So afta dat I sat again in my bro's room to do 1 essay...fuck my mom la im nort gona do all 3 essays 2nite....was on msn talking 2 Hafiz Din...tank god he helped mi abit oso..cuz I needed sum information...n yea...finished at 21.30...afta dat I went out n had cheesecake 4 dinner....n watched tv till 23.00. Den went in bed n talked 2 Haifz Din again on msn....ZZzzZzz was busy I tink 2dae never reply mi oso... Haizz where is he wen I nid him...haaizz he has neva failed mi...haaiizz...anyway I was 2 sad and 2 tired doing work all day..T______T didnt bother 2 mesg him oso so I dozed off...in tears....

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