_ 03/05/11 _

03/05/11 --> Tuesdae

Hmmm as usual got 2 Zoro's early morning but I did take my sweet ass time tho! x.x! Hmm anyway got 2 his n slept fo a lil bit..I SWEAR! I taut I'd sleep for juz an hour nono more like half n hour but ended up sleeping till like 1130! :S Den err...he woke up 2 mi studying n he played games fo a lil bit and then we decided 2 go fo lunch :) Went 2 Sizzler's fo lunch it was his treat! :) 2 bad I didnt bring my camera aye it was a nice place as well(but closeby) but yeah my camera I left it at his house! Such a waste..den yeah had lunch till around 1430 I think den we went 2 d shops 2 walk aroundn ofcuz we stopped by d games shop...Ended up we bought like 6 games. 3 games each. Cuz it was on off buy 3 pre-owned games n get d cheapest 1 free..Nice huh?! :P

Afta dat reached his house n uh told him we forgot 2 buy scratch n winz haha..So we went 2 d shops near his (the walking distance 1..) n dey didnt sell it...so went 2 d 1 abit further..drove dere n dey had it. Bought 3 ice teas as well! :) I'm happy now..hahha got back 2 his n played scratch n win. By that time his younger bro Ben was already home...so we played COD till like 1830?! Yeah den left n got back 2 mine arnd 1900. Helped mom in d kitchen den had dinner. Afta dinna only started my work at 2100! Still had alot 2 do..so stressed! But I still wanted 2 see Zoro again..so I kinda made him come at 0100! He was soo tired n cranky.. Got told off in d car he said "y are u doing dis 2 mi..n y are u doing dis 2 urself?! I mean is see-ing mi more important den our rest now?! I mean like fuck you have uni 2morrow morning...N I have juz barely 3hrs of sleep den I gotta wake up n send u again den pick u up again..N u still nida finish off ur work!..If you juz have done ur work n got it finished at least YOU can rest n I dont have 2 worry about u!!..." I juz apologized n juz asked him 2 send mi home. Got home n yeah it was nearly 0400 again :S went straight 2 bed man..LONG dae ahead 2morrow

_ 02/06/11 _

02/06/11 --> Mondae

Hmmm....woke up a lil bit late was hell tired aye as per usual. But yeah rushed ova 2 Zoro's reached his at 0730! Dear lordy! Haha...still let him sleep in a lil bit more..den woke him up at 0745..so off he went 2 send mi..Actually was not late fo class aye.. PROOO hahaha..even if I was on time I usually leave him at 5 past 8 juz becuz...LOL! As usual its d most boringest class EVA! Urrghhh!! Jesus!...Thank gd I have Zoro 2 accompany mi aye..ahah..Felt kinda bad fo him cuz he only had like juz a few hours of sleep aye! Hmm...anyway we err went 2 have breakky/lunchy wadeva...he had waffles..I shared sum n had a sundae..N dear lord d sundae was sooo freakin awwsum aye! Hahaha...got home n it was already 1130! :( Kevin's class was at 12..so I decided 2 go 2 anotha dae of his class n juz sleep in cuz Zoro has work at 1500 n he barely had 4hrs of sleep man! Hahah

So we slept all d way till proally 1430 he got rdy and off wen went. He went 2 work n I went 2 Carousel wid him 2 buy him bubbletea as usual. Came home arnd 1730 or 1800 ish aye...had dinner wid family den was carried away n didnt end up doing my work again..HAHA..OMG! LOL..Den yeah uhm went 2 sleep n woke up wen Zoro finished work arnd 2345 hung out wid him till 0400! x.x! Sooo tired!

_ 01/05/11 _

01/05/11 --> Sundae

Uhm juz like normal went 2 Zoro's like early in d morning...PLAN was 2 do my work la...BUT siallah his bed damn nice n his touch n juz him being dere is like ohhh my gawwd feeellsss sssooo gud!!! Ended up only doin my work fo like an hour :( cuz I was sleeping wid him...

Den he went 2 work at 1500 and I followed him n went 2 buy bubbletea..hmmm dats it no more money well got la but no more spending spent all my money on him already :( And as usual reached home almost 1700ish..Got home still felt tired n went 2 sleep..slept all d way till 2100 sial! FUCK ah!..den got carried away watching d classic match of ARSENAL vs MAN UTD! N we lost!!! OH MY LORDY den Zoro finished work afta...so went 2 hang out wid him till 0300 again tsk soo bad! Hmm

_ 30/04/11 _

30/04/11 --> Saturdae

Hmm idiot rang mi again around 0600?...NOW Zoro's angry dat I didnt tell him dat my parents got plan want 2 go fishing and hav a BBQ! WTF?! The plan actually dey did like last nite bfo dey sleep arnd 2300 ah! Den I juz couldnt b bothered 2 tell d idiot cuz I didnt tink it would matter BUT apparently it did! ZzzZZz =.=! Anyway every1 was up...so I said imma go out la n ask and confirm wads going on...he was like " LIKE HU D FUCK IS UP AT 6am in d morning?!"...I was like my whole fucking family ah abudeeenn?!..So he told mi 2 leave him on d fone while I converse wid dem. Which was kinda good oso ah cuz fo mi its PROOOF cuz I noe la in his head I proally bullshyiting! URGH! Went outside talk fo abit n he hung up n juz mesg saying he sorrie n duno wads wrong wid his head. Hmmm

So parents left fishing..n I helped dem clean d house a lil wash d dishes n so on den I rushed 2 Zoro's place in a grumpy mood duno wtf he guna do or say yet I juz noe he IS ANGRY or guna be angry :( Got 2 his arnd 0830ish laa...changed 2 my PYJ's n juz lay in bed while he run his mouth. I was pissed off cuz I noticed his eyes was bloodshot red n he looked fuck n smelt weird! N so he confessed dat HE WAS DRINKING AT WORK?! Woa lao aye how u like u leave ur boi n trust him 2 go work den he come back like in fucked up manner...Geram(fed up) rite?! He said he was sorrie n tried to be lovey dovey n shyit but I juz ignored la. Tried to sleep but couldnt..ran 2 d corner of d door n EMO-ed den went 2 d toilet started crying n washed my tears off. Den started crying again. *Sighs*

Anyway woke up arnd 1400 n taut about writting him a damn note but 2 lazy so wanted 2 text him but he woke up n got grumpy again saying "Y d fuck u alwayz on ur fone..wad u doing?!" I said "Im guna write 2 u" he said "Y cant u juz talk 2 mi"..I sumore geram n told him " DEN U ALSO CONSTANTLY MESGING N all dat bullshyit n ur fone alerts go off 247 sial!" He oso geram chucked his fone on d bean bag action la proof! Den he walked outside n had a smoke. I couldnt take it packed my bag n got dressed n juz walked off. He text mi saying "is dat it?!"..den kept calling mi..I fed up off my fone.

Reached home n went 2 d shops 2 buy printing paper den came home n did more housework den taut of d idiot n went 2 Carousel n went 2 buy him bubbletea n use marker n wrote "SORRIE" on top n on d side writting "I fell in lurbbe wid a B0oOdohh.....ahhh yaiii yaiii yaii...Lurbe ShaSha xoxx"....
Gave it to him at his workplace in d Take Away area 1st thing he did was HUGGED mi like crazyyyy..den he hung out wid mi fo like 10mins n I went home...Helped mom get rdy fo d BBQ! Only actually started at 2000! Woa lao! Ate heaps! Yummyyyy!!

_ 29/04/10 _

29/04/10 --> Fridae

FIGHT AGAIN!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH we actually had a perfect n wonderful dae aye..hanging out went 2 his slept...n I did my work den we went 2 subways near mine 4 dinna drove 2 vic park fo bbt but he lazy went home arnd 2100. LOL..den he rang mi at 5am sum1 said shyit 2 him n caused our arugment :(

_ 28/04/10 _

28/04/10 --> thursdae

Hmm wanted 2 go casino at nite..but yeah..didnt..went 2 do laundry instead...kor was grumpy...wen I got home..den fight wid Zoro again cuz of fb...SIANN!

_ 27/04/11 _

27/04/11 --> Wednessdae

Hmm got 2 his in morning den got fb mesgs saying happy bdae 2 my dad I was like wtf...its dad's bdae aye...LOL...didnt even noe! LOL well now I know...got up arnd 0930ish and left house arnd 1030ish....Hmmph anyway Zoro n his mom was fixing deir otha car den afta dat went 2 d shops 2 get dad a bdae card.

Den afta getting a burfdae card dat was already like 1600? WTF?!...Haiz so we juz lazed around and hugged each other 2 bed...den we kinda fell asleep in bed. Den had 2 rush home cuz I promised my bro I'd be home by 1800...So said our gudbyes n left.

Got home and quickly had a shower...afta shower was make up time! :P Den I juz realized I left my dad's burdae card at Zoro's house! OMG I'm soo forgetful! So I rang him while I did my make up den he said juz hang in dere he on d way he guna bring d card fo mi...NAWWWWWWWWWSS sooo sweet! Wad would I do widout dat idiot! It was raining as well! Poor boi! Soo adorable tho!!! :)

He reached like 5mins wen we were about 2 leave thank god no parents..cuz we were meeting parents straight at d hotel. I tink it was Sherriton hotel? I dun tink I spelt it rite either anywayz yeah :)

D night was lovely...I had Zoro 2 accompany mi while I had dinner as he had d dae off and until afta dinna on d way home he fell asleep and so I let him sleep :) Overall I was soo full and d food was soo delicious!

At nite had family dinna! so full lah!


The Burfdae Boi..YEAHHH..

Mi n Kakak Nikka


My starter wid SALAD :)

And my main course! YUmmy (Rare...Sterloin Steak wid pepper sause and mash

_ 26/04/10 _

26/04/10 --> Tuesdae

Hmmm cant really remember much aye..juz dat Zoro had 2 work again n uh yeah.. was at his in d morning..den he had 2 goi to work again

_ 25/04/11 _

25/04/11 --> Mondae

Hmm kinda woke up late nearly arnd 10 was supposed 2 be at Zoro's like heellll early...guess not den huh...Hmm last2 mom convinced mi 2 go 2 Freo wid her and Usop. I cant believe she managed 2 convince mi..EEEe..I really2 wanted 2 see Zoro tho...Haiz anyway only went cuz my bro said there was a Freo festival or sum shyit. There was la but er...it looked like it was fo lil kids not suitable fo our age. So we juz went 2 d Freo Markets la since we were there....Den afta 1 round all of uz were hungry so we decided 2 have Fish N Chips ape lagi...

Afta lunch we juz walked around d scenic area...and uh yeah we decided 2 call it a dae...LOL so went home by bus. Ended up home around 1730ish...haiz if drove there could've been home wayyyy quicker!





Got home helped mom wid dinner again den had dinner and went 2 sleep 2 wait fo ZOro 2 finish work! It was nearly around midnight again! *sighs* So went out 2 see him...omg was soooo glad. D both of us cuz we didnt see each other since morning...So ended up staying up till 4am again :)

_ 24/04/10 _

24/04/10 --> Sundae

Hmm my couzin Yousoff ish here..... :)

_ 23/04/10 _

23/04/10 --> Saturdae

Uhm yeah went 2 Zoro's house in d morning aye..right afta he finished work...we lazed around in bed fo abit den he decided 2 watch fast n furious wid mi at 1000. I actually didnt want 2 but he insisted..mebi cuz he felt bad as I have been bugging him even bfo d date due man!
Yeah so we actually played COD LOL juz 15mins bfo we left house. Reached carousel juz in time fo d movie dere braderr!! It was soooo awwsum aye! N uh Zoro didnt fall asleep in d movies fo once! Yeeiiyy :)

Afta d movies we went straight home...lazed in bed again n den played COD again :P and uh afta dat he was trying 2 sleep as it was already 1345 n he has 2 get up at 1420...yet I kept annoying him buy tickling his ARSE! hahah it was soo funny n I lurbee his reactions tho aye..hahahahah n uh lastly he was soo tired he ticked mi back...n I swear I almost had a heart attack..SEMPUT AKU! (I had athsma man!!..) hmm dats 1 reason I cant b ticked not juz cuz Im ticklish...I was sooo tired so we both passed out..it was a gud sleeep! :) Den he had 2 rush off 2 work. :(

Went 2 Bently 2 d asian shop cuz promised mom Id buy taugeh(bean sprout)...made it juz in time aye...Den went 2 Carousel 2 buy mi n ma boi bubbletea :) Den off I went home...went home helped mom in d kitchen had dinner and went 2 bed. Only woke up wen d idiot finished work...hahah duno y aye was juz tired lah..we hung out till around 0300 n he went home n we both went 2 bed :)

_ 22/04/11 _

22/04/11 --> Fridae

Since our little argument dis early early morning I was crying and I passed out since d idiot passed out on mi toox!. I woke up at around 1400 thru my mom shouting "ADIKKKKKK!!!!...bangun!!!" (wake up)...so yeah I guess I was soo tired...helped mom ironed d clothes wash d dishes vacuum d floor and cleaned d toilet. Looked at my fone...no mesg from him..meh I was hoping he'd still b asleep as I want him to rest.

So afta I mandi(shower)..he rang..asking wad am I doing..I told him I was on d way to his juz getting ready...Got 2 Zoro's at nearly 1530...he was watching tv wid his younger bro Ben....Zoro apologized in my ear saying "pls dont b mad at him.." I didnt say much aye...I didnt noe wad 2 say really...I was hoping we cld watch fast and furious 5 bfo he went 2 work but I didnt wana push him as he looked tired.

Apparently he was up at 1130. Yet he didnt call mi as he read my mesg from last nite saying "I have juz lost him fo d dae" dat was went I was angry I juz said random tings la..n I taut he was asleep! =.=" Errr miscommunication dere...in d end he tried 2 convince mi 2 watch anotha movie but I was not in d mood. So we decided to sleep it off...didnt really sleep much juz ended up playing COD :P

So went home arnd 1930 cuz Zoro had 2 go off 2 work saaad :( got home n did my assignment. Was on fb fo abit n Priscilla asked mi 2 watch fast n furious 2morrow wad a coincidence. So I mesg Zoro asking if I could goi or not..he said go...yet I told him naa its okae I wont goi..

And so afta I finished my work I went 2 bed around 4 in d morning he rang n was grumpy saying "y am I doing dat 2 him ask if I can go den now make him feel bad n say naa its okae" such small matter turned in2 another fight..URGHHHHHHHHHHH..!!! sick of it!

_ 21/04/11 _

21/04/11--> Thursdae

Hmm well afta my midnight stroll...I tink I was toooo tired to get up as early as I can aye. Hmm woke up around 0800 ish washed d dishes and off 2 Zoro's house..Oh yes from yesterdae I remembered he had no more Milo and condensed milk left..so I brought my own Milo to his house...and bfo I went I bought condensed milk from d nearby shops as well...when I came it was nearly 1000 he was like "babyy wad took u so long?!" I was like well I went 2 buy stuffs n yeah...

Anyway I was really uhm focused on finishing my work aye...I preety much juz did my work d whole dae when I was at his...:) And it featured him and his lil bro Ben as well cuz I had 2 do voice overs so he was a character and his younger bro was a character. It started out just him as my cat voiceover but he had 2 rush to work and I had 3 more slides in my work not completed yet so I got his lil bro 2 help mi. :)

Anyway yeiiyy finally uhm assignment finished! phew :) And afta dat I had a quick shower and rushed off 2 Carousel. Went 2 buy bubbletea as usual. :) Saw Montrary (I think his name is...) he works at d apple store in Carousel. And he went back malaysia fo like a month or 2 holidaez n didnt noe he was back. SO talked 2 him fo abit n bought my bubbletea. Had dis same asian TRAINEE boi hu knows I'm a regular..nice larhx d idiot tried 2 giv mi a discount and charged mi only 3 bbts wen I bought 4. But he heard mi as normal?! I asked fo LARGE! WTF?!?! n also he put only 1 wid SAGO and rest non sago?! aiyozz I said 2 wid sago and 2 plain. *SIGHS*...yet he did apologized.

Den so I went ova 2 Fatties n saw Mei dis lady dat loved mi wen I was still working dere. We caught up fo abit n Kartik saw mi n he said "where's mine?!" I was like "I'm broke!" so he juz took 1 of my bbt and ran off. I was soo scared shyitless if Zoro saw n count n asked y iz dere n odd number..goodness I would have died n I didn't want 2 lie 2 him eitha! My head was about 2 explode tinkin of wad 2 say wen Ziggy appears. Luckily 2mins later Kartik returned wid my bbt. PHEWWWWWWWW!!

Den rushed home and got ready...went 2 Red Turban fo dinner. It was my parents kor and kakak. :) Kakak said I luked very nice! :) n she also said I'm very vain now =.=! wthhh!?..Ohh food was superbly yummmyy :)






Mii n my future sista in law (Nikka)


Afta dinner went fo bubbletea again not d 1 at Carousel tho d 1 near dere lahs. Bought an extra 1 fo Zoro afta work too! :) Was actually sooo tired cuz I barely could open my eyes anymore! He only closed at 2330!!! Sooo angry at him!...cuz he was managing 2nite. And I mesg him:

Me: if u too tired juz go home la kae. I c u 2morrow aje.

Zoro: :(

Me: Its not I dun wana c u sayaang I juz worrie fo u..Juz so u noe I havent even changed my clothes juz 2 see u :( I didnt even mesg u as much so u can quickly do ur work n not stress wid mi rushing u...

Zoro: Really? Okae den, I guess u dnt wana c me 2nite or u got sm otha stuff 2 do than c mi...its ook..All good I tink I will juz go home n rest ay..Coz im tired like neva bfo, yup2..pfft woteva cya 2morrow.

Me: Havent even read my mesg u say n tink like dat!!! :( :( wadeva la if u happu go home lah! :(

Zoro: OMFG, woteva man..I feel like shyit as it is already...dont nid 2 feel any worse..Im sorrie but if u wana c mi 2nite den its guna b late ay..If u wana c mi 2morrow den its fine too..Im not bothered bout it all..I was hopin I c my girl bfo I go home but yeah my girl reckons I should go home, which makes sense, she tink about how tired i am n shyit not comparin d otha nitez where I was on d verge of dyin n I still went out of fuckin way 2 see her! its all good..Im glad she tinkin of mi...

Me: Juz so u noe I even bought 2 bbt fo u n mi n I havnt even drink em yet juz 2 wait fo u :'(

Zoro: Omg thanks baby!!

Zoro: baby, I juz want fuckin love from u dats all hun...I wana fuckin hold u n chat wid ya, n kiss ya...Dam it hun, u want mi 2 spell it out 2 u??? HUh!! I fuckin juz want u in my arms..Not waitin till 2morrow fuck dat! I want u asap wen im done at work :(

So he came n he acted weird la we did we chat fo like hell ages till 0400! about kartik n all dat..n he got worse n I told him about Mon my apple fwend...so went he got home I said

Me: Saaayannng ur actin like dat cuz ur tired rite?.. :S I hope ur not bubbling anyting up..N yeah juz say wad u nid 2 n if we MUST hav an argument Im ok wid it..

Zoro: Aww thanx hun..Im juz tinkin too much ay lol Im home now...

Me: So much fo u juz wantin d love from mi n hold mi..barely even touched mi...everyway u acted since I hop in ur car was not u :( I juz didnt wana push u its okae...

[mi startin shyit...den mesged liek abit more n fell asleep...n was woken up by my vibration of my fone again..still him getting pissed off...n he didnt believe dat I fell asleep...SIALLAH soo many times ady he got angry fo mi falling asleep on him how fucking ridiculous is dat rite?!? He reckons I call or mesg otha guyz juz cuz I didnt get d attention from him...*FAINTS* wtff...den he did apologized n aked y I didnt bother calling him...N I said in 1 of his previous mesg he said dun bother calling mi cuz u fell sorrie fo mi now dat I've told u about tings...AGAIN anotha problem den he was like sorrie again..N I didnt wana call he mesg saying...]

Zoro: call me now pls baby..

Me: No..I dun feel like talking to eu (real reason was cuz I was cryiing already)

And he missed called 4 times n I ignored den he said..

Zoro: Far out man, I really feel bad ay..I juz wana kill myself now..

Zoro: taking a whole pack of panadols now...

Zoro: It should help wif my depression n my headakes..

Zoro: Anyways hope u have a good life..Bye n sleep well...xoxx

Me: Yea do it if it makes u happy!

[Den I taut about it fo 2secs n rang him..I panicked wad if he did try 2 kill himself wad if he did take d whole packets of panadols :S so I kept ringing n ringing SPAMM till he answered]

He answered n I was crying sooo loudly...he said "baby Im sorrie baby I feel so bad aye"...I was still crying and sobbing sooo loudly...My eyes were even hurting soo much! And 2 secs afta...he passed out...*SiGHS*

I wondered if he has eva wondered if I eva got pissed off at him passing out on mi all d time! Y izzit wen he passes out on mi its fine n wen I pass out on him its a FUCKING MAJOR BIG DEAL?!....

_ 20/04/11 _

20/04/11 --> Wednessdae

Hmmm as usual woke up around 0630 got up and get ready then off to Zoro's house. Reached his house around 0715ish and made myself a cup of Milo. When I entered his room though..Gooodness my handsem mechanic to be passed out on his bean bags! He didnt even sleep on d bed! Jesus~ Poor boii musta been soo tired! I think he was somewhat awake tho when I entered I just didnt bother and let him sleep in till 0735. He woke up washed his face and brushed his teeth and off we went. He dropped mi off as usual and I was exactly on time :)

Can you spot d handsem mechanic sleeping? :P

1st class was always sooo boring!! Urggh! So Zoro kept mi company as usual mesging mi all d way till class finished. Man in class I was like hell emo n sad n shyit. Dis gal next to mi showed mi her work for technology class which is due in 2morrow and it was like 10times betta den mi n she said "Nazreen yours is soo uninteractive!" I felt so shyit n so down aye :( Hmm...And I suddenly felt soo alone dat I got no fwends n dat all d otha chicks are 100x hawtter den mi. Luckily I had Zoro 2 support mi aye othawise I would have died. I swear I almost teared in class man I just held it in sooo badly...

Then afta class I spoke 2 Edna my fb hubby...She's cool I havent catch up wid her in like years aye! Was half an hour late fo my next class aye...Haha but didnt miss much at all. So its all gud.

Afta dat Zoro came to pick mi up n we went to grab sth to eat. Went to Nandos near my place aye...Haven't had nandos in awhile aye. Heh...den aftawards we had 2 rush home cuz he had 2 go 2 work. Hmm sad moment :(


My chicken yeeiiyy :)

coslaww ishh a MUST!

AND ofcuz ICE TEA is yet another MUST :)

4EVA <3

He went 2 work n I came aftawards 2 get him bubbletea :) Said my byes and went home. Was supposed 2 do my work which is due 2morrow...I did it lahs but didn't do as much as I wanted as I was sooo tired! Jesus my eyes couldn't open no more :(

I took a quick nap and waited for dear Zoro 2 finish work..he finished work...came down and see mi fo abit and den went home and we went 2 bed :)

_ 19/04/11 _

19/04/ --> Tuesdae

Hmmm well since dere's no tutorial again!..I SWEAR dis teacher I wana shoot her aye! I kinda slept in...Woke up arnd 0900ish?..den washed d dishes a lil n packed my books I wanted 2 bring 2 Zoro's. Most off all I mandi and dressed up a lil all set 2 watch Pirates of d carribian 4! :) Soo excited lahs... :) Went to Zoro's n reached his arnd 1015ish...n he was awake playing his game. 1st thing he said was where's my lunch?!..SO I went n heat up d food I brought fo him. Rice n ox'tail soup. I started feeding him at 1st but he snatched it off mi claiming I was "SLOW" urgh! So afta he finished eating we quickly rushed 2 drive 2 d movies...BUT my goodness it was sooo embarrassing its supposed 2 b on d 19th of MAY not April =.=! Thank god Zoro was understanding~

Instead he treat mi 2 eat Waffles. Well he wanted it. I juz want d ice cream really. Den bfo we ordered I told him I wanted dat ice cream cuz I saw dis lady sitting n eating. Turns out it was a uhm hot fudge sundae. So we had waffles n a hot fudge sundae! :) It was sooo gguuddd..tak menyesal! (didnt regret!) eheheh xD

YUMMmmyyy!!

I SWEARR!!! He alwayzzz sleeping wen posing at camera! *sighs*

Den we checked my BB said fast n furious 5 was showing at southlands. But very weird cuz as I taut it was guna b out 2morrow. But we still hurried off 2 Southlands anyway.. :) Bad news was yes fone was misleading! It is due out 2morrow haiz..dere we go more den half d dae wasted! *Sighs*

Den from dere we went 2 Maddington 2 check out if d car shops dere had parts fo his WRX..so drove dere n dey said dey SHOULD have. So went back home and rest fo abit. I had a quick nap while Zoro showered. Den uhm played COD again! *blush blush* den right afta he went 2 check d model of d part fo d WRX n off we went back 2 Maddington. Reached dere n d guy said apparently we were missing numbers fo d model :( Yet our friend here was desparate so he juz took d part even tho it was fo d car dat was 1 yr older den his. Costed him $150!! Goodness!

Got home n he tried 2 fix d part but apparently his car still not running smoothly. So he decided to work on his otha car d civic. While he did dat I worked on my technology assignment due dis thursdae. And at 1600 Zoro stopped wad he was doing n sent mi 2 uni. I went 2 my technology class again (juz knew wen he has his classed n juz joined in hahax). Wad a stalker! NOT..pfft..Naa cuz I felt dat I nid 2 make up fo d time I wag bfo n I had a gazillion n 1 questions anyway!

My technology teacher Kevin is hell awwsum I swear! He is soo flexible n understanding all u gotta do is juz email him n he will help you...Yeah he juz awwsum lahs! :) Den finished arnd 1800. Zoro came back 2 fetch mi. Got back n he still workin on his civic. 1 problem he over filled his brake fluids so it was overflowing. :S n we were slowly doing it wid d torch n all...I was sittin in d car pumping d breaks n he was at d front near d tires tightening n untightening.

Anyway soon enuf we stopped arnd 1915. Cuz obviously I nidda go home. And funnily enuf we had a tiny argument how he was afraid of mi n Kevin as I was luking gud 2dae n he reckons he KNEW my teacher was flirting wid mi..cuz Kevin asked mi "u had a haircut did u?....looks different"...I actually juz straightened it. My hair luks yuck wen its frizzy. But it was gud we uhm got past our argument n I ended up leaving at 2000! Goodness!

Reached home n had dinner n was watching "Good News Week" on tv channerl 10. Its a funny show where its good news but dey make fun of d news kinda thing den I did my assignment a lil bit more just a tiny bit got carried away wid fb and was sooo tired dat I went 2 bed.

_ 18/04/11 _

18/04/11 --> Mondae

1st of all 2dae is mi n Zoro's 3rd month Anniversary!! Goooddness time jusz flies aye! Glad its gotten dis far tho...so much shyit happened n soo much shyit we had 2 go thru so if it hasnt been dis long I'd be hell sad n pissed toox aye...

Hmm my alarm went off at 0600 but ended up only waking up at 0630! Was hell tired aye! FARRKK! Then quickly brushed my teeth washed my face and drove off 2 Zoro's house. I usually park my car at the shops near his house cuz his neighbour's house is bein built so many cars just randomly park at his or in his property. Then he will drive mi 2 uni. Saves mi d cost of buying uni parking pass.

Reached his around 0700ish. He just woke up. Apparently Ben was crying..was being scolded by his mom for waking up late or sum shyit. And wow his mom was soo grumpy I was shyitting myself. Wanted to make kopi but dey ran out of milk so mi n Zoro quickly walked 2 d shops and bought milk. Came back made my kopi n rushed off. Zoro had to send Ben to school 1st though. Thank god Both Rossmoyne and Curtin are not too far off or either of us would have been late. I reached class just in time though proally just 5mins late. :)

1st class was sooooooo boring! I dread dis class and d teacher juz basically read her words of her powerpoint!!! AND she kills sooo many tress all d time printing n photocopying sooooooo many papers!..Thank gooodness I have more kopi...(I put some in a small bottle!) :)

After class mi and Bella went to d common room 2 do our next class's work. This assignment is due this Thursdae man! Now I'm stressed! Kinda felt left out tho cuz Bella had a few other fwends wid her n just ditched mi n when I told her dat I nid help n I'm stuck she was like "no I'm not guna show you"...I was like pfffft wateva la fine.

At noon went 2 class and like WOW soo many pple have like FINISHED n only a few have not even started including mi :( but I was kinda lost really and was shy 2 ask my teacher wad 2 do cuz I did wag his class so yeah. :( But in d end I looked around and had a sort of rough idea of what to do. :) Thank goodness.

Oh yes I forgot to mention uhm Zoro changed his shift aye. Mike rang him n told him to work bfo at around 1000ish instead of starting at 1500 he will be finishing at 1500. So afta my class I went to hang out in d library trying to download my smartbook software but it failed to work. :( will have to do it at home I guess.

Den from dere took d 34 bus at 1440 to Carousel. Went to d bank to deposit some money..goodness I'm broke :( :( den went to Kmart wid Zoro as he wanted singlets fo himself. Saw a really nice tweety bird shirt n he bought it fo mi so sweet cuz he knew I lurrrve tweety bird n Elm0 :)

Den we went to Target...ended up not buying anything tho juz walked around only. Went 2 d Chemist 2 buy Celvin Klein spray tho its fo men but I use it toox cuz I juz love d smell! :) Uhm its hell cheap at Chemist aye..only $23!! I alwayz buy mine at Myers which costs $99!!!!!

Den we went 2 Riverton shopping centre cuz Zoro kept bugging mi dat he needed 2 collect something. So went there n he forced mi to hang around EB Games when he wet to collect it.

So then he came back n wanted to have late lunch we had Subway fo lunch his treat as I am really2 broke aye. But bfo we ate he was like "babbyy I want u to choose which 1..." he unwrapped it n it was 2 bracelts....!!! Nawwws how romanticcc! We saw those ones bfo like all d time when we pass by. N he asked which would I prefer n yet he still bought both.....its nuthing much aye but its d thought dat counts. He even gave mi d receipt saying dat if we break up n i nid d money I can sell it bak..aduhhh how lame la..LOL..

Nice or not? ~_^

Anyway den we went bak 2 his n yeah we juz crashed. Slept fo like a solid 1 n half hours or so I was having a headake n stressing about uni work n he was just plain tired. So yeah den went home around 1930 n reached home around 2000 n 1st thing I did was download that software I needed fo uni. Was guna take 3hrs to complete so I was checking my emails fo abit and on fb then I was soo tired dat I went 2 bed aye.

_ 17/04/11 _

17/04/11 --> Sundae

Hmm yeah well I woke up early again and went to Zoro's house. Reached there and played COD wid Zoro...but kinda felt bad about it afta cuz of wad he said. He was like "are you happy now u spoilt gal"...hmmm I tried to sleep aftawards but was in a grumpy mood aye so couldn't really. Watched him play dat stupid Dragonage 2 again fo abit den decided to shower. Afta shower we played C-O-D..Call of Duty black Ops on PS3. Started out as just mi n him den his lil bro Ben came and I brought my spare controller so we played 3 player :)

Played all d way until like nearly 1300? Den he was complaining dat he was hungry so we went 2 KFC n got some food. Came back to his n ate wid Ben and his mom. Wad a cute family :) Den afta lunch we both went to sleep. Slept till he had 2 go to work. Obviously I woke him up so he wont be late but yeah he got ready n I slept back I was sleeping soo gud aye~

So Zoro went to work at 1500 n I stayed back to mandi(shower) den I fucked off. Went to Carousel to visit him n bought more bubbletea fo him glad he was happy. Saw my ex boss Boyke n he yelled out "hey you want your cigs now? I have em!" So I told him juz wait dere I'll b back so ran to d atm and grab money. It was like a carton fo like $30!!! Hell cheap yeah well normal he proally got it from duty free! Yeah n gave it to Zoro. Goodness shoulda seen his face aye!~ Light up like crazy. Well partly cuz we both broke n he will die widout his cigs..n normally a packet of Malborro Golds cost $15 a packet dis is like $30 a carton goodness he can drown in it man!!

Den I went home afta. Went home helped parents fo a lil bit and was crazily spamming Zoro on his fone. And was having a sudden mental breakdown as well.. Hm... its okae its fine he calmed mi down. Den started studying at 1930ish all d way till 2130 and I could not open my eyes no more. It was sooo heavy man!! 2 bad I had to wait fo Zoro 2 finish work. So I went on msn n talked 2 bro (Apit) fo almost an hour. And den yeah...

Zoro came n it was almost midnight aye :( was sooo sooo tired. 1st we went 2 fuel up his civic den we went 2 Macas 2 grab some food 2 munch on. Went 2 d park afta dat n ate a lil den sumhow we ended up playing COD again hahaha...dont ask I was suddenly not tired or I was tired yet forced myself to not be?...LOL yeah got home at 0200!! And went 2 bed tgt around 0230 :)

_ 16/04/11 _

16/04 /11 --> Saturdae

Saturdae Hmmm I woke up at around 0200 cuz Zoro called. But yeah I planned to like do my skool work la. Den fb got in d way..LOL chat wid a few pple n also Zoro occasionally wen he mesg. Den I decided to make like a daily routine timetable tingyy...so dat I noe wad Im doing till d end of semester I feel like Im abit behind in certain tings la..so must REALLY stick to my timetable lorhx :(

So at 0730 I left house went staight to Zoro's he also just reached home from work. Gave him a cuddle...and I wanted him soo badly yet I still had my period. So I begged him to go and mandi(shower) den like wont be soo messy rite..But the idiot I duno have issues wid blood and also he tall I pendek(short) lol so kinda akward position hahax....So he gave up n said mebi another time or wad lahs.

Got out and decided to make breakfast. I had 3 fried eggs wid toast and baked beans. He had omlett wid fried eggs and a few slices of chicken n ham I think? N toast n shared my beans as well. :) Den afta breakfast we tried to sleep but he couldnt sleep dats wad happens wen u do a nite shift man ur body fucks up real bad aye. So I slept fo abit den forced myself to wake up and do abit of study. Which I did yet was sooo restless as his room was soo hot! N he was restless too proally cuz I left bed but he did tell mi he was hot toox. So he decided to play his Dragonage 2 and den afta I finished my readings..I decided to sleep. I swear I alwayz feel sooo tired n sleepy wen Im wid him or at his..So it was like 1330 I fink we slept hell gud till like 1420 I woke him up to get ready fo work but he kept on sleeping till 5 to 1500 den panicked he guna b late..well too late he definitely late anyway! hahax.

I stayed back n mandi again..2nd shower 2dae. Den bfo I left I put all d bean bags..like set it all up was guna b a surprise fo him wen he got back from work. I taut he will b happy. So I got his younger bro Ben to help. Den I left. I decided to go bubbletea at Carousel n bought 1 fo Zoro toox n he was soo happy n surprised to see mi aye. Hahax. Den went home afta.

( The black leather one is his and the blue ish one is MINEE xD )

Went home tried 2 sleep but could not like omg so pissed off aye wen I'm wid him n I dun wana sleep but I sleep so easily now Im soo tired yet I cant sleep! URGGHH..So mandi again! My 3rd shower fo d dae..have a massive headake! But yeah much betta...n Zoro hasnt replied n couldnt reply cuz it was bz I guess..den mom told mi at 2000? dat she was going Caro to chill out wid her fwend. I told her I wana come la SIAN studying hahax. So I taut can ask Zoro to take half hour break.

Wen I reached dere I saw Kartik he hugged mi n said "ahhh u dress up ah? Very sexii" den he tried to pinch mi..but I ran off or fight off. Den bought another 2 Bubbletea 1 fo Zoro n 1 fo mi n wen I sent it 2 him he asked wad was dat about ZzzZz -.-! N he told mi he cant have a break cuz it was bz. :( So wad happened was mom n her fwend had a drink n I had 2 entertain myself n play on my Itouch for almost 2hrs! :( only got to see him like for 10mins on his Cig break. Went 2 d bin area where he smoked had a quick smooch n hugged den had to go already. :( :(

Went home and watched West Brom vs Chelsea n fell asleep till Zoro finished work n woke up to his call. We didnt hang out much dis time juz proally 45mins or so cuz it was past midnight wen he came so yeah n we left juz bfo 1 cuz apparently he was tired. So yeah..dat was dat.

_ 11/02/11 _

11/02/11 --> Thursdae

Hmmm I couldnt sleep da whole nite since I got home from work dis morning... been crying all nite long n tinking about Zoro...Duno if I can cope without him aye.. :( I really really dun wana leave him tho..I duno juz sth about him...yeah n so much fo him saying "pls pls dont leave me"...PFFFTT!...Anyway was sick n tired of cryin all nite n I tink he passed out while waiting fo me till I came home...So I rang him at 0630! Surprisingly he answered afta a few calls...n admitted dat he passed out aye. Hmm I told him dat I couldnt sleep...n so his suggestion was dat I come ova his house..I thot about it fo a sec n went out...saw mom left me a note more like a list of things fo me to do..so I told him Id do dat 1st den go 2 his.. which I did :)

Got 2 his n juz chilled out in bed aye..apparently he was supposed 2 attend dis manageral meeting fo work as well n he forgot about it..n dey told him 2 not worry about comming no more..n yea so we chilled out fo abit more..kinda nice..cuz no1 was at his house..just d two of us like it was our own house :) Yea n we played street fighter fo abit as well..n he kicked my ARSE..haha but it was fun..then yeah had a lil shower tgt n off 2 work :(

I was 2 hrs early so I went 2 grab sth 2 eat at foodcourt. And I bumped in2 his fwend. Ended up following him 2 cut his hair n den hang out with him in da car while he was drinking..Hmm..I had a bad feeling about it..cuz sum parts I felt weird the way he was touching me n tickling me n stuff..I felt like it was too friendly. :S And at work I felt kinda left out cuz dis otha fella at work hu absolutely hates me..( I shall call him Timberlake) ..Yea he was just in our way.. n watching us n shyit.. so yeah :( n then on d way home..I kinda felt Zoro distance himself from me..n I really wanted 2 talk..but he just dropped me off n didnt say anything :(

So when I finally reached home we talked on da fone as usual n he then explained 2 me wat was wrong..he was just worried 4 me..how I was hanging out wit his fwends..n the actions I do...he gave me like a whole lecture..which was gud..made me realise...the gud n bad side of things...n the things dat he has done 4 me...how he went a long way just 2 help me out at work n stuffs. ..n so d last thing I asked was.."wat u mean by call it off 4 abit?...cuz 2 me..if we totally call it off...I feel like there's a hole in my life..have 2 do things all by myself..no more buying extra food..or extra wateva.." And I told him to please not talk in poems n riddles just go straight 2 d point..and so he said "just END IT!"... there u go...well yeah Im fine wit dat..up 2 u la..juz why cant u say it b4 b4....n stop fucking wit my head?!..N I tink I was so pissed off I just yeah said I wana go 2 bed :(

_ 10/02/11 _

10/02/11 --> Wednessdae

Hmmm yea well its a new year PEEPS! Ha le luuu yaa! and I'm finally guna start blogging again! :) :) I really do mish my blog aye! xD Anyway just so yall noe I recently just broke off with my bf Chubby. Yes...Yes d big n ultimate question is y rite?! Well..Few reasons: 1. Continuously fighting becuz he apparently things I have a THING fo his best mate or so called "BRO". 2. The things we do are so routinal....I duno I just find it a drag and its boring. and I dont look forward to even do it with him. 3. Parental ISSUES!! My parents have not met him yet but dad did caught me hugging him 1 time so yeah... :S Im FUCKED! And mom saw my profile pictures of me n him on my MSN and fb and said " PLEASE REMOVE ur pictures with dat chinese boi ahh!! MENYAMPAH!(menyampah means sick of it or can also mean yuck). So there you go...4. Just sick of him COMPLAINING dat everytime we hang out he says its not enuf when I FUCKING bust my BALLS off all d time to LIE to family n get in soo much SHYIT just to please n hang out with him! Urrgghh!!!..5. I really have no more feelings 4 him..in fact I dun even noe y I fucking like him..seriously...it was just like me n Chung..otha EX..it was just dat moment I guess..cuz I was crying n emo-ing about my past..n he seem to calm me down abit..n I was insecure VERY INSECURE..n yeah he just threw himself at me n started kissing me or kept trying 2 kiss me..OMG its exactly like Chung!..cuz I nvr wanted to be with the idiot! He just fucking threw himself at me..n rushed the kissing part..n rushed the intimate stuff..bleh..

Anyway I couldnt sleep much 2dae..woke up at 0600 2 wake Zoro up cuz he has werk at 0700...Duno y la but 2dae I abit lonely?..n I wanted to talk to him all d way until he reached werk 2dae aye. Surprised dat Zoro was kind enuf to let me accompany him as well..cuz he usually grumpy wen he wake up..but not dis time I guess....Wen he had 2 start work omg...it was really painful its like dont leave mee.... :( lol...n I tried 2 sleep back but cldnt eitha so I stayed awake watching pple dance on Youtube..Then Chubby rang n I pretended 2 be asleep or 2 hav d sleepy voice..I didnt even answer.....then he rang my otha fone which I was sms-ing Zoro n accidentally pressed answer..DO'H! 1st thing said was "WTF?! Y didnt you answer my calls last nite?!" I just told him I didnt feel like ttalkking 2 any1.Then he also had a go at me cuz he saw me early at work yts n I apparently ignored him n came in 3 hrs early to see his bro! But Im like WTF?! Im not longer ur concern, vise versa so fck off!! Dat went well :( Rang Zoro straight afta. So he said he wanted 2 talk n will pick me wen he done with work. We went 2 grab Twista @ KFC Zoro is apparently addicted 2 it since I introduced it 2 him.

He had bad news. :( :( People have been givin him n me shyit @work cuz he is now called d "best mate's gf stealer" And apparently since Im happy every1 fucking sympathises on him now. I swear I cried like 4 times! 3 times in d toilet n once in front of him. And yea he said "Dis is not guna work out aye...Mebi we shld call it off fo abit let Chubby calm the fuck down or move on 1st den catch up again next time.." But he also said sth else dat touched my heart which was " I really like you..hanging out with you makes me happy...& I noe its kinda contradicting but I wana try 2 be in a relationship with you...I think we will be aiight aye..But meni juz not now...its just bad timing...But yeah I dun wana fuck it up again man I mean me n my EX was 2 yrs & it was the best feeling eva!... But yea unfortunately it didnt or couldnt go any longer..Im not guna fuck it up dis time!"...In my head I was like fuck ah might as well get married 2 me rite?! Bodoh! ..Yea den he sent me off 2 work ady...to top my dae up DAN was working :S jesus!