_ 23/08/11 _

23/08/11

1st of all Happy Burfdae 2 my lovely sista Nathh!!! Happy Burfdae sissy! Hope eu have a blast! Love eu lots Hope all ur wishes and dreams will come true..and yeah the Itunes thingy wait la ha...Im kinda broke at da moment so it will have 2 be a belated Bdae pressie..haha!!

Hmmm soo fast already Mondae rite?!?!?...Yeah...Time flies aye!...Anyway decided 2 start blogging back again! After wat felt like years! And I only started blogging again 2 actually RELEASE my stress due 2 my annoying MOTHER! Urgh!

She told mi nort 2 work wen I JUST only sms my boss dis morning asking 4 extra hours! WOA LAO AYE! Like fucking paiseys la...she was like "SO..nort ur fucking problem ur only casual anyway!" ZzzZZzzZZz somebody please la shoot mi!!!!

Ouh yea 4 all those die-ing 4 latest gossip from mi..well haha NEW BF xD The names Jack. People call him alot of things la Jack...Jacky..Personally I call him Jay. YES...yet another Jay. But Jayfived I call him B...so different lorhx. Plus yeah sick and tired of waiting and wasting my time even trying with B lahs. I came to da conclusion dat he doesnt want anything...watevas now im with Jay...so its all gud. Wondering where's the pics?!...Erhm gort la..but its 4 our personal use at da momment. Hahaha...later la I got time spam it all ova blog aye?...Plus Jay is the cam whore ish person...I dun like taking pics cuz I look retarded..lol..meh..

2dae...usually have lecture but den my wonderful lecturer canceled it..and gave us notice thru email so I knew it was comming. Haha..so I went 2 Jay's house in morning till avo hang out then go back 4 my class at 1500. Good thing dat his house is so close 2 my university soo convinient 4 mi. Haha..Anyway class was borriinnnggg I fell asleep within 20mins lol. Then afta class took the bus 34 and went straight back 2 Jay's house. LoL! I was sooo tiiireeed..just lie in bed 4 awhile den had 2 go cuz dad rang. I didnt answer la ofcuz! I juz rang him back wen I was in da bus on da way home.

Hmm anyway missing him already! xD he went 2 watch a movie. LOL..nort bad la da mamat likes 2 watch movies. Like mi also tho im alwayz broke and a loner. So now not anymore I guess. :) Ouh yes...last but not least...my MOTHER obviously ransacked my room URGH =.=! She saw Shah's pic on my wall..she was like "hu's dat mamat?!?!?!?" I had no choice bo bian 2 lie and say skool friend. Then she said "GET RID OF IT!"...nvm la am supposed 2 anyway sick of his face. After all dat I did or try 2 do 4 him still nvr appreciate my efforts~ At least now I got Jay. Love him 2 bits and pieces. And so does he. I cross fingers dat we will last INSYALLAH!

Ouh yea another thing I 4got..CHEE BAI la..I duno hu either my gay kor or my lame ass grandma go and tell my mom dat I wana buy a new fone. LUCKY hueva told my mom didnt say I wana buy 2 fones. 1 4 Jay and 1 4 mi. Supposed 2 be my lil surprise thingy and my own lil cute plus gay fantasy dat we both got same fones so yeah. Cuz my grandma sold her house in Singapore and got all rich so she wana donate mi $500 SGD..den so I told my kor can eu buy mi a good fone there and bring it back here. Now my mom mouth running. WOA SAI...fed up...cannot tell or talk or consult to any1 in my fucking house. Feel soo unloved. Obviously my father no choice 2 scold mi in front of mom. Tell eu da truth he proally wont care oso. LIKE 4 FUCKS SAKE IM SEVENTEEN AND A HALF YEARS OLD LEAVE MI THE FUCK ALONE!! YES I AM VERY INSECURED NO MONEY AND WATEVA BUT SIALLAH I WORK SOOO DAMN FUCKING HARD AND I CANT EVEN USE MY OWN MONEY?! MOM HAS 2 CONTROL MY BANKCARD?! WAT FUCKING BULLSHYIT! HOW AM I NORT PISSED OFF?!

Yes I noe most pple say just ask the bf for money but no la I'm not dat kinda person la..I lub him 2 bits n pieces. And I noe he is willing 2 do and pay anything 4 mi but seriously deep down in my heart I juz cant. Like at da end of da dae I noe I owe him money so yeah. And I hope weneva my parents do find out about mi n Jay its gona be alright. Cuz I'm actually banned and strictly PROHIBITED 2 see Jay. Cuz I went out with him b4 we actually we 2getha 2getha and told mom where I was and hu I was with. My mom told dad and the threats dad gave mi were O_P :S :O very shocking dat I wont even mention. And its Ramadhan..."THE HOLY MONTH" eu can ask 4 4giveness and Allah will grant it..ask 4 anything eu want if eu believe INSYALLAH Allah will grant it. Maybe I should ask so our relationship will last long and dat my parents wont be mad when I finally introduce him. Haiz...hmm aiight dats all from mi. Stay tuned....xD