_ Ma LuRbE _

_ Ma LuRbE _

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

_ 24/08/10 _

24/08/10
Hmmmm tuessdaeeeee...bleah...soo tired in da morning. Anyway yeah woke up around 7ish den left house around 0900 or 0930ish reached skool around 1030ish. Was actually half and hour early 4 class..haha 1st time early sey..most of da time am alwayz 15 or 20mins late 4 everything. HAH..

Anyway while I was straightening my hair..and putting my eye liner on...my grandma was like "asal lawa2?...ni mesti nak pegi dating kan?" (y so preety?...u sure want 2 go 4 a date rite?!?) I told her I look normal and preety like dis all da time :P Hah perasaan...but no la I do aye. Now even with my new glasses without eye liner also most people dat passby also say im preety :) Best 1 was like some other dae..Jay and I went 2 Freo 2getha...and 2 separate old man approached us and said "well she's fussy...but very beautiful.."...the other was drunk and said "look after her yeah?...always love her..even tho she can be demanding but she very beautiful so look after her"...xD every1 saying im beautiful...haha I feel so loved :)

Yeah and on my way 2 skool was reading my malay storybook all da way. Havent touched it in years! So yeah..den class was 2 hrs and 15 mins. Urgh..can die. Ouh and Jay came 2 Curtin 2 see mi and to hang out. Unfortunately I cant hang out much cuz my mom was nagging she misheard mi wen I said I have no class on wednessdaez and now she sent mesg saying "where da fuck are eu..Y eu at skool I NOE eu DONT have class.." I was like wtf?!..Bleah..dun care la...so from there we went straight 2 Carousel walk2 4 a bit den had 2 go home cuz mom was seriously being an ASS! I dun wana go...not enuf time with da bf :(

At night...I just ate kuih2 4 buka puasa. Hmmm...den mom was angry AGAIN! Cuz apparently I didnt eat enuf...and I slept da momment I got home till 15mins b4 buka. Afta dinner I was busy printing off 2 other unit tasks...dat in itself took 4eva! Den dad also had 2 ova time so mom was biatching! Den had dinner wen dad got home..while watching EPL highlights...Eu shld have seen us...PRICELESS!

After dat dad wanted 2 go 2 see where my practical 4 2molo is...so we drove there at around 2130 and got home at 2240! Jay was out at a fwends house. Was waiting 4 him 2 get home...he promised b4 midnite..but his fwend sending him home..passed out so I was watching some mandarin movie on SBS..while waiting 4 him. He only got home around 0130! :( 24/08/10
Hmmmm tuessdaeeeee...bleah...soo tired in da morning. Anyway yeah woke up around 7ish den left house around 0900 or 0930ish reached skool around 1030ish. Was actually half and hour early 4 class..haha 1st time early sey..most of da time am alwayz 15 or 20mins late 4 everything. HAH..

Anyway while I was straightening my hair..and putting my eye liner on...my grandma was like "asal lawa2?...ni mesti nak pegi dating kan?" (y so preety?...u sure want 2 go 4 a date rite?!?) I told her I look normal and preety like dis all da time :P Hah perasaan...but no la I do aye. Now even with my new glasses without eye liner also most people dat passby also say im preety :) Best 1 was like some other dae..Jay and I went 2 Freo 2getha...and 2 separate old man approached us and said "well she's fussy...but very beautiful.."...the other was drunk and said "look after her yeah?...always love her..even tho she can be demanding but she very beautiful so look after her"...xD every1 saying im beautiful...haha I feel so loved :)

Yeah and on my way 2 skool was reading my malay storybook all da way. Havent touched it in years! So yeah..den class was 2 hrs and 15 mins. Urgh..can die. Ouh and Jay came 2 Curtin 2 see mi and to hang out. Unfortunately I cant hang out much cuz my mom was nagging she misheard mi wen I said I have no class on wednessdaez and now she sent mesg saying "where da fuck are eu..Y eu at skool I NOE eu DONT have class.." I was like wtf?!..Bleah..dun care la...so from there we went straight 2 Carousel walk2 4 a bit den had 2 go home cuz mom was seriously being an ASS! I dun wana go...not enuf time with da bf :(

At night...I just ate kuih2 4 buka puasa. Hmmm...den mom was angry AGAIN! Cuz apparently I didnt eat enuf...and I slept da momment I got home till 15mins b4 buka. Afta dinner I was busy printing off 2 other unit tasks...dat in itself took 4eva! Den dad also had 2 ova time so mom was biatching! Den had dinner wen dad got home..while watching EPL highlights...Eu shld have seen us...PRICELESS!

After dat dad wanted 2 go 2 see where my practical 4 2molo is...so we drove there at around 2130 and got home at 2240! Jay was out at a fwends house. Was waiting 4 him 2 get home...he promised b4 midnite..but his fwend sending him home..passed out so I was watching some mandarin movie on SBS..while waiting 4 him. He only got home around 0130! :(

Monday, August 23, 2010

_ 23/08/11 _

23/08/11

1st of all Happy Burfdae 2 my lovely sista Nathh!!! Happy Burfdae sissy! Hope eu have a blast! Love eu lots Hope all ur wishes and dreams will come true..and yeah the Itunes thingy wait la ha...Im kinda broke at da moment so it will have 2 be a belated Bdae pressie..haha!!

Hmmm soo fast already Mondae rite?!?!?...Yeah...Time flies aye!...Anyway decided 2 start blogging back again! After wat felt like years! And I only started blogging again 2 actually RELEASE my stress due 2 my annoying MOTHER! Urgh!


She told mi nort 2 work wen I JUST only sms my boss dis morning asking 4 extra hours! WOA LAO AYE! Like fucking paiseys la...she was like "SO..nort ur fucking problem ur only casual anyway!" ZzzZZzzZZz somebody please la shoot mi!!!!

Ouh yea 4 all those die-ing 4 latest gossip from mi..well haha NEW BF xD The names Jack. People call him alot of things la Jack...Jacky..Personally I call him Jay. YES...yet another Jay. But Jayfived I call him B...so different lorhx. Plus yeah sick and tired of waiting and wasting my time even trying with B lahs. I came to da conclusion dat he doesnt want anything...watevas now im with Jay...so its all gud. Wondering where's the pics?!...Erhm gort la..but its 4 our personal use at da momment. Hahaha...later la I got time spam it all ova blog aye?...Plus Jay is the cam whore ish person...I dun like taking pics cuz I look retarded..lol..meh..

2dae...usually have lecture but den my wonderful lecturer canceled it..and gave us notice thru email so I knew it was comming. Haha..so I went 2 Jay's house in morning till avo hang out then go back 4 my class at 1500. Good thing dat his house is so close 2 my university soo convinient 4 mi. Haha..Anyway class was borriinnnggg I fell asleep within 20mins lol. Then afta class took the bus 34 and went straight back 2 Jay's house. LoL! I was sooo tiiireeed..just lie in bed 4 awhile den had 2 go cuz dad rang. I didnt answer la ofcuz! I juz rang him back wen I was in da bus on da way home.

Hmm anyway missing him already! xD he went 2 watch a movie. LOL..nort bad la da mamat likes 2 watch movies. Like mi also tho im alwayz broke and a loner. So now not anymore I guess. :) Ouh yes...last but not least...my MOTHER obviously ransacked my room URGH =.=! She saw Shah's pic on my wall..she was like "hu's dat mamat?!?!?!?" I had no choice bo bian 2 lie and say skool friend. Then she said "GET RID OF IT!"...nvm la am supposed 2 anyway sick of his face. After all dat I did or try 2 do 4 him still nvr appreciate my efforts~ At least now I got Jay. Love him 2 bits and pieces. And so does he. I cross fingers dat we will last INSYALLAH!

Ouh yea another thing I 4got..CHEE BAI la..I duno hu either my gay kor or my lame ass grandma go and tell my mom dat I wana buy a new fone. LUCKY hueva told my mom didnt say I wana buy 2 fones. 1 4 Jay and 1 4 mi. Supposed 2 be my lil surprise thingy and my own lil cute plus gay fantasy dat we both got same fones so yeah. Cuz my grandma sold her house in Singapore and got all rich so she wana donate mi $500 SGD..den so I told my kor can eu buy mi a good fone there and bring it back here. Now my mom mouth running. WOA SAI...fed up...cannot tell or talk or consult to any1 in my fucking house. Feel soo unloved. Obviously my father no choice 2 scold mi in front of mom. Tell eu da truth he proally wont care oso. LIKE 4 FUCKS SAKE IM SEVENTEEN AND A HALF YEARS OLD LEAVE MI THE FUCK ALONE!! YES I AM VERY INSECURED NO MONEY AND WATEVA BUT SIALLAH I WORK SOOO DAMN FUCKING HARD AND I CANT EVEN USE MY OWN MONEY?! MOM HAS 2 CONTROL MY BANKCARD?! WAT FUCKING BULLSHYIT! HOW AM I NORT PISSED OFF?!

Yes I noe most pple say just ask the bf for money but no la I'm not dat kinda person la..I lub him 2 bits n pieces. And I noe he is willing 2 do and pay anything 4 mi but seriously deep down in my heart I juz cant. Like at da end of da dae I noe I owe him money so yeah. And I hope weneva my parents do find out about mi n Jay its gona be alright. Cuz I'm actually banned and strictly PROHIBITED 2 see Jay. Cuz I went out with him b4 we actually we 2getha 2getha and told mom where I was and hu I was with. My mom told dad and the threats dad gave mi were O_P :S :O very shocking dat I wont even mention. And its Ramadhan..."THE HOLY MONTH" eu can ask 4 4giveness and Allah will grant it..ask 4 anything eu want if eu believe INSYALLAH Allah will grant it. Maybe I should ask so our relationship will last long and dat my parents wont be mad when I finally introduce him. Haiz...hmm aiight dats all from mi. Stay tuned....xD