22/02/09Hmmm Sundae..I got up around 10am like dat..ok la nort bad...my mom was like "good ur up!"..I was like ya la pukima la I have work 2 do....den I asked her if she would monitor me cuz Im banned on the computer...she said im allowed 2 unless im being monitored....lol actually my work was just 5mins n I was on msn on ebuddy 4 the rest of the time..LOL...at one time I was caught la...kena she was like r u on msn..im like WHERE?!?! nope?...HAHA ex scholarship student..I have this taskbar hide thing..dats how I get away with using it at skool...lol...N my parents didnt go fisihing 2dae so boring la...was juz reading afta dat...den in da afternoon I slept 4 like 3hrs shiok sial..hahah...At nite I was doing my homework n studied afta dat in m bro's room...n listening 2 Suria fm..its a habbit now...hahaha...N also on msn on the same time...I was talking 2 Kak Edwina...haha apparently we have a date 2morrow she gona pick me up afta skool n belanja me ICE CREAM...hahah...shiok la...went 2 bed at 3am!..LOL...23/02/09Hmm mondae... 1st session was health studies..hmmmm we were discussing about our assignment...boring only...I was like reading my story book during the whole explanation of things...n did write a few notes down la...cuz teacher wanted 2 be specific n stuff about wat she wanted..N I wana get a good mark 4 dis also la...2nd session was maths...LOL...was still reading and playing around....hahaha...N juz talking 2 Joyance...haha...we alwayz have so much shyit 2 talk about aye...hahah...bloody nonsense though..hahah..N I was mesging John....dis john mamat 2yrs junior me....I met him on fridae...we all have flexi 2getha...n I sorta got his number. Hahaha...n through the weekend he been smsing me also..haha...N I got him introuble cuz he didnt silent his fone..so funny wat a chee bai though..3rd session was 4th session was outdoor Education....as per normal... on mondayz we juz write notes down den juz chill and relax la...haha...but 2dae no time 2 relax cuz too much work 2 do....2 many notes 2 write...bloody chee bai of a cikgu...hahaha...sakit tangan aku...lolz....N I was also writting a letter 2 KAK ED....cuz I feel sorry 4 her la of wat my bro did 2 her...Den last session was English...where we finished off our in class from last thursdae....Pretty tough stuff...I was really panicky I didnt get to really finish off the writting how I really wanted 2 finish it..so yeah...Anyway...afta skool went 2 Garden City wif Kak Ed...haha was wearing my white singlet...4got 2 bring extra clothes...every1 was like "NAZY...so sexy?!"...I juz smiled..hahaha..yeah dats rite dey havent seen my body! 2 HAWT 4 all u guyz...ahahahahSo yea...at Garden City...bought lots of things...wasted $60! Babi...but nvm..cuz all my toiletries were finished anyway den yeah...Den bought some make up stuff..KAK Ed la!..lol I was like "my mascara dah habis"..ended up buying more den juz mascara..facial wash la...achne treatment cream la...pawpaw la..Den I had SUSHI!!! Me n my sushi...hahaha...den afta dat Kak treat me ice-cream cuz she noes I LOVE IT..hahaha....
21/02/09Saturdae...well I woke up like at noon..haha anak dara malas?!..Diam!...lol...mama teriak "SHARIFAH NAzREEN...bangun!!!! NOOOOWWW!!"...1st ting I was like babi tul ary abtu pown xley tito lambat! Den papa plak akap "semalam kau tito kul berape?" I akap la lepas mandi mamam pastu troz tito...papa akap more den 12 hrs..2 bukan ape name MALAS...den I masok toilet bisik2 BABIII...BABI..LOL...aku penat je dah la thursdae kayaking den balik rush..semalam balik troz gosok pastu rush lagi gi main badminton..ape sey dorang no consideration! Ish2....hmm past mandi mama suruh kemas bilik tukar bedsheet...lap meja...vacuum...buat la semua 2 dah kul 1600...pastu I masok bilik bace buku cite..I masih cedih ni...haizz...Sumpah I xley nak buat ape setiap bende I buat setiap kali I hayal mesti terkenang zhi atau Shah...more on Shah ar.. haiz...I cube nak lupekan dorang tapi xley...adoii n setiap kali I teringat...I nangis...haiz....kenape la I tak dapat kebahgiaan...orang lain seme senang2 je aku....dari kecik sampai la ke besar...mcm siot je..Pastu I ngah la bace buku cite melayu ni...watak dalam buku 2 pown bernama SHAH..I was like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Shah Shah Shah!!! DIAMMMMM...Syaitan goda tau!!! da zikir banyak2 pown...Astagfirullah...xmao hilang2...So I mesg la my bro...(Hafiz ar)...he gimme his nasihat...ok la...pastu...kuar jap mamam ice cream teman dad kat garage sambil die basuh kereta dier..I duduk kat tepi menyangkung sambil mamam... Pastu dad tuka baju die akap die nak gi mancing ngan mama...bagus la...I pown nak main HS5 kan..lepas dorang pegi je ape lagi on ar....Den nenok2 DikwAn ade..I PM dier xbalas..bace card die..die ngan IKA semula...adoiii T_____T hancur aty ku...actually I dah terasa...kite dua dah couple cerai couple cerai kat 4x dah...tapi kali ini kite 2gether..mcm xde feeling..n den I mesg encet die pown xbalas...I call pown selalu lau IKA tefone die suruh I tunggu lau I call n dier ngah akap ngan IKA die tak suruh I tunggu....I tau la sebab line die busy. Ape lah nasib I...pastu I akap ngan member I minah ni la...die akap ok2..bia die nak siasat...Mase die siasat..ade la mamat lain ni teguh aku...HAH..I pown layankan..I akap..ni lagi satu...nasib I tahan je marah I 2..sebab I zikir banyak2..lau tak dier pown I dah blasar..cian die lak..haha..den die ngah duk bawah pokok seblah masen air 2..I pown buat lawak..akap I nak kirim ice milo...haha...dier balas akap.."bley2...tapi mesen ni makan duit je..." den dier akap dier afk jap. OK la n I add dier as kawan. Back 2 my problem kawan I tanye "u tau tak dorang 2 dah couple in real pown.."..I akap I tanye wan die akap tak...sebab only IKA yang proclaimed it..like so TRY HARD gitu..wat a bitch la...Den skang baru wan nak teroz terang akap ngan kawan I..."iye kite btul2 cple...I xmao btau Nazy sebab I kesihan n sebe salah"..I swear in my heart I was like GET FUCKED laaa...PENIPU.... PEMBOHONG..CIS...punye la sakit aty aku...troz I nangis sial... Da la I rindu kan zhi ngan shah.. abis wan pown buat mcm 2 kat I...zhi well...I ngan dier xley ar sebab :1. Dier ade tatoo...banyak sangat..nanti mama I confirm akap xmao...2. Sebab mase 2 i ade masalah ngan tefone...mase mama I marah 2..n I xmao die tunggu lame2 n mengharap sesuatu...he also has feelings...lebih baik dier cari minah lain kan dari wasting time ngan aku...3. He is a nice boi la...malay mix chinese..bley akap melayu..best...tapi nak buat mcm ne kan...Shah...I xley ngan dier sebab..1. He already has a girlfriend..n cant seem 2 make up his fucking mind between me or his girlfriend..2. He just left me like dat...I call..I mesg I email seme dier xmao balas..ok la..3. Another LIER! He used 2 promise n say all cute nice things about "us" but den buat mcm 2 ngan I...sape xsakit aty seyy...N den da abis siasat problem I...mamat 2..namer dier ape ek..Azrin xsalah I..lupe dah..haha..aah die ajak lepak..ok la kite lepak bawah pokok kat kusi..I duk atas pangku die...Lagi I nangis...I remember..I duk mcm 2 ngan wan..I duk mcm 2 ngan Shah..1st thing he's a photographer...haha...2nd thing..22yrs old..I TINK..preety sure ar..(lol same age as my kor..my real brother)..haha..3rd thing he rokok..same as Shah n zhi..haha...Den he said..I ni..pemalu..LOL adoiii cute gille zhi used 2 say dat 2 me..mase ngah nangis troz gelak siot!..lol..n den he ask 4 my myspace n friendster..LOL dat idiot understands ENGLISH!...eeeee malunye he went straight 2 my blog!..lol eee malunye..haha...Last but not least..I had 2 go anyway.. n he said.."dah maghrib pown..."(Opposite 2 Shah)...LOL Shah..well die brought up as alim family..tapi die cume malas smayang..haha..at least dis mamat smayang lau tak semua waktu pown...HE SAID DAH MAGHRIB..im guessing he gona pray since I said I gtg anyway...Afta I tutup...I duno ar should I layan him? Should I not? Really ar Im nort ready 4 another heartbreak...I mean as kawan I sayang semua orang I tak pilih kasih...u all should noe me by now...Haiz duno la...same age as my kor..I had a 23 yr old b4..a 21 yr old b4..now a 22 yrs old..hmm...LOL..but if he treats me like a kid..which I absolutely hate...juz cuz im 17 dosent mean Im STUPID!..Ouh ya 4got 2 tell u..I met another new friend named HAFIz also...but he's 18 yrs old..he's ok la nice n all..but he's 18 yrs old...I 18 yrs old usually blum nak mature la..I had experience..from Alif..Alip Singapore.. actually both Alif I tau dua2 18yrs old..n both 18 oso n den dey both soo immature...well he ady has a couple at HS5 la. Haha tapi suke kepit ngan aku..funny larh...I guess..he likes me?...Im like errr =.="..LOL..But ya now im single back again kat HS5 in real pown single...cedih...I really regret migrating here...Not enuf mat2 melayu 2 hang out with not enuf malay chinese mix bois...boring siaaa....n I kesepiaan..kesunyiaan...N I have a question..."Tiadakah SESEORANG yang mengerti dan memahami erti kasih sayang?!"
16/02/09Hmm mondae..yeah well..my dad wasnt working 2dae...hmmmm so he sent both me n mom 2 skool n 2 work...shiok la..hmmm was still ignoring Surin at skool...haiz dat bastard la...1st session was Health studies...hmm we did Tai Chi...it was so interesting..I might even take up tai chi lessons...can learn 2 defend myself..I prefer tai chi den 2 martial arts..martial arts is so gay and fucked up 2 me larhs.2nd sessionwas maths..LOL totally did nuthing was juz chatting wif Joyance...we had dis hatred thingy last yr cuz apparently in my eyes she was on "Tushara's" side...so ya...but turned out she had nth 2 do wif it..N I like 2 4give n 4get..so yeah..3rd session was early childhood studies...hmmm we were still continue-ing 2 watch da movie...it got 2 da sad part..wow I couldnt help but 2 cry..but shiok la means no work..haha... But seriously I cried...every1 else was 2 shy 2 cry in class..well dey all juz pussy's la dey nid 2 grow up..lol..4th session was Outdoor Education...well dis class every mondae's we juz sit n take notes...damn chee bai la..I hate it...but ok la at least juz take notes not 2 much effort 2 tink n all..But it was soooooo boring......Haiz...can die siot...Last session was English...eeeEee I had 2 sit next 2 Surin!..OMG! He was still an annoying the bastard..But English was very intense ar...well we had so much homework 4 once..had 2 analyse a few feature articles...read dis n dat n highlight dis...haha...Surin dat bastard kept asking "Eh how ar...Eh how ar?"...dats y la he tinks its so easy...cuz singapore straight 4ward rite MCQ..Comprehension..Composition..here u have 2 tink 4 urseelf..not dat easy...he will kena la...me n Ashin said ady..."he will kena NICELY"..1 hapo lian bastard rite tink he so good..Now he can RASAKAN!At nite I slept at midnight..haha...well I was still camping in my kor's room...was mesging pple till I fell asleep den b4 he goes 2 bed he wake me up 2 sleep in my room..haha17/02/09Hmmm tuesdae...shiok I had late start means I go 2 skool at 9.30...yeah well I still got up late!..haha had 2 rush 2 da bus stop...Guess wat during my journey in the bus...I saw dis MAMAT...LONG TIME no see buddy..haha... n he looked at me like never see me b4..actually we tersempak la banyak kali on the bus last year..n he seems like he plays soccer? Well a soocer mamat or some type of spot la cuz he alwayz have his big bag wif him...haha...n I wanted 2 berkenalan...ISH2 gatalnye..haha no harm making fwends kan..but...cant seem 2 find the rite place n time maybe next time..LOLhmm so was abit late 2 skool...taut I had 2 get a late note...thank god I didnt need 2 cuz every1 was walking around or juz lazy 2 get 2 class and gave the excuse that we had our photo's done... yea n I was 15 mins late!!! LOL...so shiok la...no trouble..hahaDen afta recess we had uhh health studies...which was a session of like dis "BUDDIST"person hu came in and talk 2 us...OMG....there was this girl hu couldnt resist asking..ëxcuse me can u MSTERBATE?!"..LMAO...I couldnt stop lauging my ASS OFF!!! OBVIOUSLY a religious person cant rite 1 chee bai like dat ar!den I had English...wif SURIN...eee..dat bastard...another tense session of English...And also lots of feature articles 2 read n anylise..n highlight n LOTS of homework..I got so bored dat I did a poem in malay...but it didnt make sense...I juz WROTE la..far out!..LOLLast session was Technical Drawing wif Ashwin..BEST...hahahahahaha....was juz a relaxing session...n talk 2 ashwin on how annoying we find Surin...we actually made a RAP on him..N maybe I wont post it dis time..next 1 la...n no he wont tell the deputy or wateva like TUSHARA did last time...cuz his a NAHBEH n we noe dat 4 sure he wont care...18/02/09Hmm Wednessdae...Had early start means I had 2 go skool by 0730! Cikek darah! Penat siot! Haiz...we finsihed off watching dat movie la den were were let out 15mins early shiok! But 1st session I had assembly...we were watching the election of the HEAD BOI n GAL...haha well it was a white mamat n an indian chick..LOL kopi susu! xbaik aku!..haha2nd session was maths...heh was still wasting time n talking n READING my storybook in class..haha...cikgu ngah sibuk layan mamat bengong kat depan 2 I pown shiok...sbb 2 la I nak pilih duk di belakang..best gille...haha3rd session was English...finally I talked 2 Surin sebab I dah tak bley tahan sangat perangai die..lau xkacau I die sms I...bley mabok la sama dier! So I juz answer a few questions la...and 2morrow we have an in class tingy which is a 2day thingy besok buat stengah monday buat lagi stengah cikek darah nye cikgu adess...4th session was Technical Drawing...well me and Ashiwn..haah tengah rancang nak buat sesuatu...tapi nak kene fikir tul2 dulu ar...in the end I tak setuju la....lagipown lepas sekolah die nak ade tution...soooo malas la..Ades...but I was doing my work really sebab ade banyak teje nak di siapkan ary niLast session was Health studies! heh...we had a naturapath person...im so sure I eje salah..lol but anyway it was a fun session dapat mamam2 relek2 lepak2 cite2..best ar...dapat bau2 seme..hahaha19/02/09Hmmm thursdae....1st session was English...yeah well I had an in class thing I found it really stupid cuz like we do it half 2dae den like another half on mondae kan nanti dah tak fresh dalam otak...dah lupe..bengong tul! But ya was serious thingy duduk dalam class cepat2 bace...cepat2 kene tulis. 2nd session was maths...hmmm teacher was like "Nazreen... we need 2 get a move along now!"...yea pasal satu minggu tak buat ape.. But ary ni btul2 buat teje la...sambil2 cakap..n my kawan Joyance...asyik ejek I ngan ade la mamat ni namer "D" tahun lalu I ngan dier memang la rapat sebab kite banyak class same....skarang dah tak pown. Tapi bising ar dieer...haha3rd session n 4th I dahlupe I ade ape..pastu timetable hilang plak...LOL...chee bai tul...nanti la gi skolah amik baru nyelast session was kayaking!..best last week nye mamat yang partner I tu dah tuka class...bagus ar BLEY BLAR!..haha I partner ngan mamat cine...dier christmas island nye orang...haha ASIAN ngan ASIAN ok la...haha...tapi penat..haha...tapi muscle ketat..HAHA....kite buat ni 8 minggu...cheeyy nanti muscle I kuar lagi banyak!!!.hahaBalik mandi troz siap2!...Kite gi mamam kat luar..gi Sharaton Hotel...ade buffet...best..haha celebrate my parents nye wedding anaversary..patotnye semalam...tapi semalam aku mcm pukimak xmao gi mane2..haha..Tapi ary ni...penat gille! balik troz rushing per...pas da alik umah dari mamam troz bam atas katil...bley caye I tertito mcm gitu! Ya allah...tido ngan mascara..malu gille..hahakz..tak pe la...KEPENATAN...20/02/09Hmm Fridae...yay dah last day!..ahah1st session was Technical Drawing....it was preety relax session but I was trying very2 hard 2 finish this drawing..n trust me its 1 complicated THING!..haha...babi cikgu gi buatkan stengah jalan untuk Ashwin..haha aku kene start dari mula!..tak achi seyy...den cikgu akap Ashwin skang u tolong Nazreen...Ashwin was like "Nazreen FUCK U"..I was like babi!!!!!..hahah...2nd session was Comp Ed...where its juz once a week..talk about our future year how n wat we are going 2 do after skool...haha they separated the TEE kids n TAFE kids..n guess wat I found n area which I can n want 2 do!!! Mechanic!...haha really they have it at TAFE do it 4 like half a year den get a job liao...shiok ar...im still keeping my options open though...my mak la...buat ni la itu la..pEning aku!3rd session was Outdoor Education...we did juz team building session..buat teje seme mesti nak same2....tak ley buat sorang2.... but rabak we buat dalam panas!! dah la memang panas pown...siot nye cikgu...Last session was health studies...we juz had a relax session teacher just explain about our assignment...I was READING...haha...lol...And den ary ni ley balik siang kan...gi library jap...bukak email seme...sebab kat umah tak ley kan...haiz...tau lah kisah I..cian2..nak akai computer kene curi2..haha...den lepas 2 I gi lepak ngan Sue my neighbour die pown ley balik siang. Haha and den jumpe Afiqah nye Ex boyfriend...LOL he's nice ar...hahaha..mest kite seme lepak kat MCD!Pastu papa amik I lepas dier solat Jumaat...anyway 2day I rase sangat2 kesunyian...dan kesepian...entah la kenape...haiz...sebab 2 I diam je ary ni I tak akap ngan sape2 pown...tadi lepak ngan dorang pown seme tanye "Nazreen kau ok tak?..nape mcm masam je..." Haiz mereka takkan memahami la...Lepas 2 balik umah tuka baju pastu gosok baju....pastu tuka baju lagi get ready...gi main badminton ngan papa...mama ikot siot tul...Abis I main la ngan mamat ni...mama I suruh I duduk tepi sebab die kate kesihan abang 2 nak main...u tak nak main betul2...the problem is HE DONT TAKE ME SERIOUSLY!...Die yang main nak tak nak...abis I kene duduk tepi..BABI ar...mama i BELITTLE me..I feel sooo small...im still learning ape..salu train ngan papa...tapi papa sibuk main game niari..n selalu train ngan kawan papa 2..tapi dier pown sibuk ary ni...abis mamat ni sial tul main mcm nak tak nak..last2 I kene..I dah fedup duduk tepi..i campak racket kat lantai I masok toilet...Mase I duk tepi 2 I tahan je air mata seblah mak I..I masok toilet...troz I nangis...haiz...pastu mak masok dier terasa kowt..die akap 2 papa nak ajak main...really I love u papa!..memang I salu ngan papa pown..I kan daddy's girl...pastu train la ngan papa...papa aakap bagus u dah lagi bagus dari dulu...Dalam keta nak balik mama akap "dier main ngan papa dier ok plak?!..main ngan abang 2 mcm nak tak nak..." pastu I pown akap ar! "MA abang 2 yang main mcm nak tak NAK..HE DONT TAKE ME SERIOUSLY! abis?!?!?!"..I paling tak suke orang buat I mcm budak kecik...mentang2 I paling kecik...seme abang2 situ..mostly dah kawin ar...even in real life if bois treat me like shyit juz cuz dey tink im 17...BLEY BLAR ar!
16/02/09 Hmm mondae..yeah well..my dad wasnt working 2dae...hmmmm so he sent both me n mom 2 skool n 2 work...shiok la..hmmm was still ignoring Surin at skool...haiz dat bastard la...
1st session was Health studies...hmm we did Tai Chi...it was so interesting..I might even take up tai chi lessons...can learn 2 defend myself..I prefer tai chi den 2 martial arts..martial arts is so gay and fucked up 2 me larhs.2nd sessionwas maths..LOL totally did nuthing was juz chatting wif Joyance...we had dis hatred thingy last yr cuz apparently in my eyes she was on "Tushara's" side...so ya...but turned out she had nth 2 do wif it..N I like 2 4give n 4get..so yeah..3rd session was early childhood studies...hmmm we were still continue-ing 2 watch da movie...it got 2 da sad part..wow I couldnt help but 2 cry..but shiok la means no work..haha... But seriously I cried...every1 else was 2 shy 2 cry in class..well dey all juz pussy's la dey nid 2 grow up..lol..
4th session was Outdoor Education...well dis class every mondae's we juz sit n take notes...damn chee bai la..I hate it...but ok la at least juz take notes not 2 much effort 2 tink n all..But it was soooooo boring......Haiz...can die siot...Last session was English...eeeEee I had 2 sit next 2 Surin!..OMG! He was still an annoying the bastard..But English was very intense ar...well we had so much homework 4 once..had 2 analyse a few feature articles...read dis n dat n highlight dis...haha...Surin dat bastard kept asking "Eh how ar...Eh how ar?"...dats y la he tinks its so easy...cuz singapore straight 4ward rite MCQ..Comprehension..Composition..here u have 2 tink 4 urseelf..not dat easy...he will kena la...me n Ashin said ady..."he will kena NICELY"..1 hapo lian bastard rite tink he so good..Now he can RASAKAN!At nite I slept at midnight..haha...well I was still camping in my kor's room...was mesging pple till I fell asleep den b4 he goes 2 bed he wake me up 2 sleep in my room..haha17/02/09Hmmm tuesdae...shiok I had late start means I go 2 skool at 9.30...yeah well I still got up late!..haha had 2 rush 2 da bus stop...Guess wat during my journey in the bus...I saw dis MAMAT...LONG TIME no see buddy..haha... n he looked at me like never see me b4..actually we tersempak la banyak kali on the bus last year..n he seems like he plays soccer? Well a soocer mamat or some type of spot la cuz he alwayz have his big bag wif him...haha...n I wanted 2 berkenalan...ISH2 gatalnye..haha no harm making fwends kan..but...cant seem 2 find the rite place n time maybe next time..LOLhmm so was abit late 2 skool...taut I had 2 get a late note...thank god I didnt need 2 cuz every1 was walking around or juz lazy 2 get 2 class and gave the excuse that we had our photo's done... yea n I was 15 mins late!!! LOL...so shiok la...no trouble..haha
Den afta recess we had uhh health studies...which was a session of like dis "BUDDIST"person hu came in and talk 2 us...OMG....there was this girl hu couldnt resist asking..ëxcuse me can u MSTERBATE?!"..LMAO...I couldnt stop lauging my ASS OFF!!! OBVIOUSLY a religious person cant rite 1 chee bai like dat ar!den I had English...wif SURIN...eee..dat bastard...another tense session of English...And also lots of feature articles 2 read n anylise..n highlight n LOTS of homework..I got so bored dat I did a poem in malay...but it didnt make sense...I juz WROTE la..far out!..LOL
Last session was Technical Drawing wif Ashwin..BEST...hahahahahaha....was juz a relaxing session...n talk 2 ashwin on how annoying we find Surin...we actually made a RAP on him..N maybe I wont post it dis time..next 1 la...n no he wont tell the deputy or wateva like TUSHARA did last time...cuz his a NAHBEH n we noe dat 4 sure he wont care...haha ok well gtg 4 now..see u guyz SOON
14/02/09HAPPY VALENTINES DAE...soooo saaad I got no 1 in mind...IM SOO LONELY these dayz..but DikwAn did sent me sms..he so sweet~ Hmmm saturdae...ya...wells..lolz..got up early...went 2 dis shop named FAL..where seme barang2 is murah well lagi murah dari normal shops ar! Den uhms unfortunately I had 2 uhh go n follow my parents 2 all da otha shops dorang nak gi sebab dah terlanjur gi FAL pown gara2 aku sih...kerna aku yang mau beli barang2 di situ.Stengah jalan....Kor telefone..katanya dia sakit. Trus dia mintak supaya kalo papa bisa ambilin dia...Ya udah apa lagi langsung kesana dong. Kasihan anak itu..LOL...kaya lagi stengah mati...hahaYa trus langsung pulang...Pulang den mandi...den nenok cerita hindustan..ya amangnya jugak hari valentines kan...banyak la cerita2...pastu ade cerita banyak gak yang ade Norman Hakim 2! Nyampah aku si playboi 2!..Hahah KAWIN cerai KAWIN cerai..I lebih suke ROSHAM NOR!!!...Yea ROSHAM NOR 4eva siot! He's alwayz so...calm...n relaxed...LOL....Den malam I was reading a malay novel tajuk "Cinta bukan iLusi" OMG! I couldnt help it..it was sooo good practically GLUED 2 it..its a sad yet romantic yet funny la..lol but its got many points where I taut its climax..or where I juz wana noe wat happens..BABI..lol slept at 4am! YEA fuck I noe im a slow reader..LAME tak bace buku melayu siot!..MERANGKAK!..hahaha15/02/09Hmmm Sundae..woke up at 11pm? Yea...mom was yelling..lol den she was like clean dis clean dat..CHEE BAI..normal ar..my damn father oso moe-ing the lawn...2 piss off my neighbour cuz my parents angry dat dey alwayz party every wkend n make so much noise!..lol...Do I care..I dont give 2 fucks la!..LOL so I sat in ma room playing guitar hero on my fone! OUH ya by the way my mom finally got me a fone..she was like "dad complained it was hard 2 contact u..blah2..so she got me a new fone n she said dis time NO NONSENSE" so yeah..lol den I got bored! But omg which eva mamat buy me "guitar hero" on ps2 4 me 4 my burfday will be soooo loved from me. Den I decided 2 uhms finish reading my book...fuck la..read 4 like damn long still never finish..LOL so from noon till 16.30 BARU abis bace buku cite 2..BUT cedih siot!!! I nangis..alot of it reminds me of sum1...haizz...Den petang boring ar.. my parents tak gi mancing..BABI haiz...tak ley la I main...tecian I..hadoiiiii...kesunyian,.....kesepian....Malam OMG...KOR n MEI bonding! My kor was sooo nice 2 me..I said la..."Kor I tak ley tito...."...He was like "sini2 amik bantal...." n we listen 2 malaysian radio station (Suria) n I lepak on his carpet till 2am...haha den we mamam nasi BRIANI till 3am..den tito! HAHAHA
11/02/09Hmmm wednessdae...Eeee I had early start meaning I had 2 be at skool at like 07.30! Arrghh pEnat nnye but ok la we were watching a movie 4got wats it called its about dis mamat having a baby and like he is a cacat sowie 2 discreminate ar...but its so sad how the dad had 2 fight as a single parent 2 look afta his child cuz people reckon he is not capable 2 look afta his own child. Anyway Kak Ed mesg me during class...apparently she sorted things out ady la wif my kor..good 4 em.Hmm at nite went out 4 dinner...Went 2 Suria....welll boring la kena lecture again..babi la...haizz....12/02/09Thursdae hmmm...Well...uh...nuthing much juz hating Surin!~ OMG he is so fucking annoying!....argghh..Even Ashwin hates him 2..he juz like 2 follow us around! N like babi la no bloody privacy!..haiz....N I was juz so pissed off at him since he kept talking about dis chick he used 2 like eeeeeeeeeeee nyampah aku!..OK I admit I used 2 like him but now..he is juz 1 bloody NABEH I cant stand him ERGH!Anyway afta at lunch...I had 2 go kayaking unfortunately some pple had 2 go media excursion...so my kawan tak de situ..I was like such a LONER!!!! Eeee...n den I looked like such a bloody RETARD! My mather la go n buy a BIG hat..I swear I look like a PUKI! N ya well I had 2 partner wif a WHITE boi!..Chee BAi white cunts cant bloody LISTEN!...I giv up! haiyo...Den went home...haizz soo tired..but ya...still got time no wan home...play on my mom's laptop..haha FUCK her la..OoooOOoo n guess wat my EX GAME couple...yeah well he broke off wif his gf..HAHA...apparently he couldnt stand her n wants me bak!..LOL cikek! Its like the 4th time we patch bak!!..Anyway his bitch is such a player...most pple juz wana be wif him cuz dey take advantage of him n juz marry/couple wif him so dat dey can ask him 2 buy 4 dem clothes in the game...BASTARDS...even I dont do dat...I ade harga diri!..ade MARUAH!..woa lao aye....13/02/09Fridae...hmmm 2day was a nice dae..had a presentation dat I had 2 do...It was so scary!!! But I survived! haha....Boost up my damn confidence!...lolz...I had flexi 2dae..meaning I finish skool at lunch time..shiok sial I stayed till like afta skool ended...was hanging out wif my juniors...aka neighbour Sue n her friends...n met dis mamat...he was Afiqah's EX bf...lol...Afiqah used 2 be a chick at ma skool...dat I kenal..she is 1 fat BIATCH!...lol but yeah...she's a damn player! But nice malay girl...nice on the outside pukimak on the inside..LOL..HEY her EX bf was a nice boi OKAY...aku kesihan plak mamat 2..he was telling me ar..dat wateva he did.....Afiqah marah kalau Fiqah seme nak kene betol..haiz...sounds like a mamat like i used 2 noe ar..haha n no im nort naming him la...Hmm ya kesihan ar dat boi...lolz...2 mi he looks like nice fellow...so yeah...Haha if he was older id ask him WEEKKK...xD But yeah n den we all had flexi...so we all lepak at southlands ar. N eat. I had sushi! Dear lord! I can never have enuf of my god damned sushi can I?..hahahahaAnd yes I came home like normal time..had time 2 play HighStreet5!! Was sooo damn happy...n PLUS...my parents went out fishing at nite...sooo long...soooo SHIOK ape lagi MAIN ar!!!..haha.. it was 2 bad that DikwAn couldnt be there..diie gi mamam...pukimak tul ar..his EX gf...BULLY me! BABI 5 VS 1..she go n call all her pple 2 come n bully me! UNFORTUNATELY all my gay bastards of fwends were offline!!! Arrghh!! T______T haiz so I couldnt do anything wen I was bullied!!! kesihannnn aku....wat a sad nite!!
07/02/09Hmm Saturdae...well I was damn tired ar!...lolz got up so late...like about noon ish..babi La I was gona go 2 FAL..this shop which jual barang2 yang banyak2 tapi murah...tapi kadai 2 pown dah tutup la...Aiyo so wasted la...woke up..only well started 2 wash my face and uh help dad he was like help him la...haiz..so I didnt SHOWER!!..eee..haha juz wash face n brush my teeth! Yes bro BACIN!...diam ar u..hahaYea dad was like cleaning ALL the windows in the house...so he wash/clean watever I had 2 go over it ngan newspaper...ZzzZz it was so tiring! Do you know how many god damn windows I have in my house?!?! Well ALOT!..Penat seeyyy..Lepas cuci tingkap...cuci kereta papa plak! Well I cant complain ar cuz I love cars...bikes wateva n like looking afta its appearance well...OUH n my parents have issues wif one of my neighbours cuz apparently every weekend they have so called "PARTIES" n dey blast up their music so loud till like midnight...LOL...n mom's like "KANASAI!"..lolz so while I cuci kereta I pown bukak ar lagu KELING sekuat2 tidak..haha..Which is a good thing so this gives my parents an excuse 2 not stay home on weekends..BLAR ar..lol so dey alwayz go fishing la shopping la..ape la bagues jadi I ley main HighStreet5!!..hahaLepas cuci keta mandi jap pastu mamam...haha..lepas mamam mama ngan papa I kuar..Kuar gi jemputan ade la mamat yang main badminton ngan kite orang...die nye anak nye hari jadi..I ofcuz la xmao gi kan...hah duk umah main HighStreet5!! HahahBest gille dari jul 1830 sampai la ke 2200!! Hahah...Pastu dah abis malam nenok bola ngan papa campai la kul 2pagi!08/02/09Hmmm Sundae..gort up so damned late! lolz. Bangun je troz kene cuci pinggan..ades..pastu cuci muke...brush teeth..n den buat kopi je. Pastu...Clean the house!...Vacum..bilik I dah kotor...nak kene siampan bene2 elok lok...cis...pastu lap seme bende2 dalam bilik i 2..dah berabuk nauzubilaah!Hahah buat semua 2 aje dah tah ampai kul 15.30?...Pastu papa I alik teje...papa alik troz tolong papa buat bende2 mancing die sbb yang lame nye dah putus la terbelit la..ini la itu la..jadi i paling andai lam haal2 mancing jadi i lah kene tolong. Mula2 gi kedai mancing dulu beli reel baru ngan umpan pastu..siap duk umah buat..YAY...mama ngan papa kuar lagi gi mancing! Ape lagi MAIN ar...sampai malam! Penat sey..09/02/09Hmmm mondae...yeah well skool's good. I got used 2 my timetable...kinda still tinking shld I change? Shld I not (dis is 4 my Maths class) haiz?! I spoke 2 my maths teacher..she was like its up 2 u ar..cuz I seem 2 finish everything in 15 mins I swear WHITE pple r shyit...MOST are anyway..NO offence ar!...N including mi..UNFORTUNATELY Im a DISGRACE 2 da ASIAN race!..Disgrace 2 family..haiz my depression LIFE! Sux!Lepas skolah...yeah minggu ni..papa alik kul 20.00 ary2 so bagus la...BLEY i main..haha balik bukak baju cuci muke smayang Dhuhr troz main HS5...hmmm...tapi tejap je sebab my kor dah alik kul 17.00 cikek darah tul!..Kene la tutup. Pastu duk bace buku jap kor tanye la "Dik mcm ne nak ngorat pompuan?!"..LOL tanye I lak!..Ciss...mamat 2 rupe2 nye die suke ade la mInah lain ni..adoishh N den like wen I ngah lepak2 kat bilik die I nampak ade paper number pompuan ngan name pompuan...mesti pompuan 2 yang tulis la..haha LAME LA kor! Cis..Anyway I mesg la kak Edwina..kor nye "gadis IDAMAN" yang die nak tapi tak dapat2..wakakaka..So kite pown lame tak akap kan...tapi die tak balas :(Ooo Pastu kul 19.00 I nenok cite "Wulan" kat cite RTM 2..I ade cable..so kat Australia pown dapat..haha OMG I swear I loooove dat indonesian drama!!..Lame gille dah I tak nenok sejak duduk singapore ngan auntie fabret ary2 dengar lagu HINDI..nenok cite cine...abis2 ary2 balik umah pown tak tentu jadi...tak nenok la..banyak dah episode I dah miss..Haiz tak pe nenok je..cedih tau cite ni..tapi I suke "Mas Awan" he is soo CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and and soo baik..well director wat watak die baik ar..haha
Cute kan xDPastu...mamam malam...n den bace buku cite Jap n den tunggu kan DikwAn..die suruh call..pastu die akap call alik sebab die masih ade kat cc.. pastu TERTITO xD10/02/09Tuesdae..hah..I have Flexi..Flexi 2 makne nye I masok lambat atau abis siang..Tapi untuk tiap ary selasa I masok lambat..haha..Shiok sey bangun kul lapan..mak xde...xde sape ade umah...jadi..lengang2 ar..bangun troz neneok internet...check email...facebook...myspace...friendster..bace Lan nye blog pastu update I nye skarli..wakakaka!Skali nenok dah kul 8.30 ape lagi..kalam kabut ar..cepat2 mandi...buat rambut..buat muke...wkwk I gi skolah make up skunk senang je akai yang mata nye je..sebab I rase pakai yang bende tutup muke 2 (foundation)..I rase orang pompuan akai sebab nak menutup..sebab mereka PK mereka banyak jerawat..tak lawa...tapi kan setau bayank doktor2..lagi kami tutup lagi banyak la jerawat akan menimbul!..haha..dan I rase mate itu la kunci untuk segalanya..sebab mcm mane kita nenok orang mcm mane kite marah..cedih..semua di mata..jadi kepada I mata la paling penting. xDPastu...cepat2 minum kopi pastu ciao~ I sampai bus stop CUN2 bus pown sampai..AMINN..Gi skolah..it was okayyy la...Hmm I loved last session becuz ade same class ngan Ashwin..haha..2dae it was sooo HOT! So we all had water bottles..we all decided nak simbah air kat Surin la..jadi semua dah sedia..semua makne ( I...adik Ashwin....Ashwin...Thurga...adik Thurga..) seme dah ready..skali rupe2 nye Ashwin ade flexi! la...die alik cepat lak...puki mak tul..last2 kite simbah kat kite orang sendiri..hahah..Balik je troz mcm biase..tapi waktu I ngah main mama I tefone umah mama akap Kak Ed mesg..LA...sebab mama I skunk da akai numbe I...Die mrh...sebab ade la..lol sampaikan I tak ley akai tefone tak ley nak main computer...lau nak seme kene curi2..skunk I ade la fone satu yang lame I simpan ley akai lagi..nasib..tapi numbe lain..mama tak tau..papa je tau..tapi papa baik ar..JAADI KANTOI...kak gi balas mesg kaat numbe yang mama sane...adoish..mama akap la..u ade contact kak ed x? Im like NO....LIED...eee..hahakz....Mama was like "DONTE masok campur!!!!"..haiz kene aku...N den malam biase nenok Wulan lagi..haiz nangis I cedih gille!!! Pastu mamam...n my kor kuar...he went swimming..he seems in a bad mood he tinks I yang kaco kak ed..cis....so he wasnt talking 2 me :(I nak bace suratkhabar pown xley bace...tatot kor marah gille! Pastu in the end I masok bilik je...Bace buku...TRIED xley gak so I mesg la kak ed lagi..she said xpe2 nanti I settle..she gona meet my kor malam ni gak..haiz..
03/02/09
Hmmmm 2nd dae of skool...okei la...cikek boring la actually...LOL but last session I was preety happy la cuz I had technical drawing wif Ashwin....haha..ONLY class dat I have wif him dis yr..cikek!
Den afta skool dad picked me up..haha got home early so taut id sneak on the pc la....well cikek I had sooo much of housework 2 do! Had 2 like help mom wash the dishes hang the clothes den fold the previous set of clothes...blah blah...BUT while I was folding the clothes dad saw me on my fone...OOOooo no =.="...ZzzzZzz but tank god he will keep it a secret 4 mi...n I changed my name dat he put on his fone as "Naz" 2 "Nazri" as a disguise cuz so juz in case mom see I wont get in so much trouble lah..
04/02/09
Hmmm wednessdae..EeeeEee I had early start meaning I had 2 be at skool by 07.30!..Bloody Hell!!! So tired..now adayz rite I sleep of midnite PLUS PLUS iregardless homework or no homework... Well Im only doing 1 TEE so basically I dont have any work like at least 3dayz a wk!..N most of the non TEE subjects I do are like damn boring sial..
Hmm ya den afta skool dad picked me up rite den I was on the computer playing HS5 la..den dad was like "OI y dont u use ur own computer?!" Im like well cuz it wont work (more like mom pulled out my cable RITE!!!!) CHEE BAI!!...So den he was like hey ur game is gona ruin mom's new pc LIKE WTF?!?!...stupid chee bai of a dad la...anyway ya den he said he was gona tell my mom dat I was playing!!..T____T how could he I loved him more n he wanted 2 tell on me...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
Den in the evening we went out 4 dinner...haiz...DAD told mom! 1 pukima LA..So I kena LA!..haiz...it ruined my whole nite!!!! Ish mom was lecturing2 BLAH BLA..den she goes I lecture cuz I CARE....ya rite U care so much dats Y it fucked up my life!..ZzzZz
But at home dad was like "awww I wont tell mom dat u have a mobile dat I will let u off but the pc...well I duno I prefer u not 2 touch it...n appreciate if u stopped lie-ing 2 her"..HAIZ I love dad so much dat I try not 2 disobey him so usually wat mom sais I wont listen wat mom sais den dad repeatrs it...I will listen..LOL..
Den at nite I slept late...I was praying till late...I duno I CHANGED dis yr..being abit ALIM2!..lolz...anyway den I read my story book till like 1/2am?...Yea haiz...
06/02/09
OK im nort gona tell eu wat happened on thursdae cuz bacsically nuthing happened!LOL...But dis is Fridae by the way..lol
Yea uhhh Fridae was really interesting. Lots of shyit la. More like suaay!..hah 1st of all I really am so bored in my maths class...N Surin dat idiot fwend of mine relek only talk cock ask me change la 2 a TEE maths..lol actually in me I oso wan la.
But 1st session was nice I had technical drawing with Ashwin!.. Haha..the both of us still duduk kat tempat same and we were playing CounterStrike ar!..haha..Budak2 baru masok seme nenok mcm tak pernah nenok orang main CounterStrike plak. LoL!
Den 2nd session was Comp Ed...Its like a health session thingy but Yr 12s they call it differently. Hmm Ya..den We were basically 2getha je...sit together..seme same2 haha...oooOoo tak de paper la. LOL
Den recress Surin dat black bastard kept pestering me but in the end just jalan2 didnt do anything. But after jalan2 lost my timetable...haha. So den I had 2 go and print out a new 1. Cikek darah!..LOL...
I had Outdoor ed after recess...saw Steven Harmerson with Manon(ade la budak ni dari Switzerland)..eeeEee dorang dah main peluk2 seme..babi nye Steven!..dulu mamat 2 cikek darah die tarik suar aku sampai tinggal boxer je T___T cis! So I asked her ar I akap "Eh u going out with him?!?!?!?" She said tak la die ajak aku gi Ball je. I was like Ooo...But this week for outdoor ed we tak de keje so shiok la relek2 je dalam class cakap2..haha
Pastu I had Health Studies...Boring la class ni..I slau tido je...lagi pown ramai orang tak nak buat dah class ni seme nak mintak tuka...nak tuka class lain bagus ar...dorang budak2 malas seme bley pi BLAR AR..haha...
Den pastu Lunch..lepas lunch I ade flexi. Ingat nak troz balik umah skarli si Surin said tak payah la..lepak la ngan aku. Adoi...so gi la lepak ngan die jap sampai class mula baru I balik. Balik Singgah Library jap amik buku melayu pastu blar...
Balik ternaik bus salah plak Siot tul! Nampak dari jauh "206" rupe2 nye bus "208"..Babi tul orang nak lekas makin lambat plak! Aiyo. So pastu kene jalan balik n patah balik. Nasib baik Papa I amik stengah jalan. Haha..Adeh penat nak mampos!!!
Pastu..balik tido jap...well tak ley tido ar...sebab ade la fikir kan seseorang 2 kan..Cis...sial tul..dah penat cume ley pejam mate je..tapi xley tito!
"Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena..
Kerana ku masih teringat padamu...
Begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan..
Pernah kau fikirkan oohh sayaangg...."
Haha pastu papa dah tejut papa akap cepat nak gi tak?!...Salu ary friday kan kite orang gi main badminton dari kul 1830 sampai 2130 nak dekat 3jam main badminton...penat siot!...hah adess!..dah la kena jalan tadi panas2 buta...tapi ary ni kat court ramai orang..heh...
Pas dah main kite duk bual2 jap..ade la abang2 2...terkejut plak sebab dorang tanye..eh u bley main basket ke? I akap I ok..tak de haal..haha..tapi lagi suka main bola footsal ar..haaha..lagi dorang terkejut..ape dorang PK pompuan xley main footsal kew?!..Cis..wat narrow minded people! Nyampah!..hah..balik mamam pastu nak mandi tak larat siot! Cuci muka je la besok baru mandi..LOL..tak malu ek..tak pe tak pe..haha...penat sangat laaa..Den BAM tito!~
02/01/09Heyyyyyyyy Guess hu's bak?!?! Bak AGAIN...TELL a FRIEND?!?!..Omg guess wat....haiz...ya2...kena banned n shyit rite?!..my chee bai of a mother la...stupid sial....banned but den leave 1 of the bloody pc on...which used 2 hav my user on it..haha thank god!Anyway summarising wat my weekend was my parents were both fishing on sat n sun SHIOK SIAL whole day sat on the bloody computer playing HS5!!! OMG Dikwan got MARRIED 2 another person! WAT A NABEH!...idiot dictched me 4 sum BITCH!...Grr....anyway life goes on but den he wants me bak?!..lolz...Dies 4 times break couple bak marry...break...zZzzZzz
hmmm miss Zhi~...lol me n him kinda u noe...anyway no mobile as well according 2 my mom...CHEE BAIII...ZzzZzz miss Shah oso xD miss every idiot in the world
ooo 1st day of skool..hmm ok la...met dis idiot named Surin! LOL..I used 2 noe him lar...last time old buddy2 tingy....hahakz!...LOL MR "G" ASHWINNNNNNNN....lol still wif his gf?!..hah poor bunny...lolz...Yea..ok la all my classes was fine...haiz..some boring..some not...n GUESS wat I have MRS STUART 4 English my damn fav teacher!!!...yeah n dat idiot of a surin in my class...haha...
Ok la..i gtg...will update sumore soon...stay TUNED....
