02/04/08 - Crying T___T

um yea I'm actually literally crying rite now. Its my fuking mom!!!Wat the fuck is her fucking problem?!?!?...She said 2 me..."Ur only doing 5 subjects!!!!...I DEMAND 5 Straight A's from u"...CHEEE BAI la I feel like telling her 2 get fucked....I was so close.....so close......

I'm doing English....Introductory Calculas (a.k.a A maths 4 sg pple)...Geography....Physics and Chemistry.....I mean English is fine.....but the other rest....is fucking hard sial...I MEAN FUCKING HARD...and my mom had a fone call from her fwend la...( her friend's from singapore and apparently her friend's son got 8'As)....I mean dat boy probably dont hav a fucking LIFE except study 24/7!!! N no I dont wana be like him. And I was studying rite n I noe dat it was 23.00...so wat...If I hav 2 study means I hav 2 wat rite...n mom came out and said "go 2 bed NOW"...n I'm like wat the fuck?!?!...I had tonnnes of hw and revision 2 do!!!And if u were wondering yes I started doing them the momment I got home! Onlyh stopped 2 hav dinner....N my bro was skooling in Singapore as well b4...he had 2 do 8 subjects and had atheletics 3 times a week...n he slept at 3am everyday and got up at 5am n mom didnt giv a fuck! Y izzit wen it comes 2 me I HAV 2 go 2 bed?!?!?...So fucking pissed off!! She just cant except the fact dat pple like me n my bro like 2 work during the nite. Fact dat she cant...she's stopping others?!...how unfair is dat. And yes my bro did OK...proally got 4 A's outta 8? i duno cant rememba. But he had a tutor!!!! And his tutor was $50 an hour n he had his tutor twice a wk!! N I'm having no help at all *poor me struggling like a nomad....*Gives me da rite 2 do a lil less den him. N here comes mother wif da normal....blaming it on soccer!!! she goes " I think its ur time management....if u ONLY hav 5 subjects and cant cope....QUIT soccer"....Soccer is my life....dat option is juz a no no....N plus dis yr is my 1st yr playing 4 club...last few years I played 4 skool only n we had a GAY coach.

Den her next suggestion was 2 drop all da hard subjects...if I drop Intro...Physics and Chem...wat am I going 2 do in life siaaa.....I need those subjects 2 be sumthing and 2 go sumwhere....I cld go 2 TAFE...( a.k.a poly 4 sporeans reading dis) but my mom is 2 ashmed...her daughter must be damn smart...actually she oso damn dumb! Her math is like worse den mine. N she wana talk big. CHEE BAI if she tink so easy y dont she do....zzz now I duno wat 2 do. neither here nor there....study WRONG dun study OSO WRONG....zzz so sad....2 dae is juz a bad day la.

Had 2 investigations 2day. Its sorta like a test. Except u wont noe wat its gona be on about. N tests usually fuck me up anyway...( Derrick if u reading dis *which I noe u will*...no not like dat)...lolz it juz fucks up my day la. Like my fwend Tushara is mad at me...my mom being a dick...Im so tired and I hav 2 get up early later 2 finish my work cuz mom wont let me stay up.

Mesg 4 Tushi : " Tushi I noe u'll read dis yeah...babes I didnt mean wat I said aiiight I didnt mean u were stupid..u juz came 2 dat conclusion as well....Pls understand....I noe I am stupid. Dats y I reckon if i sit next 2 long nose boi he I will benefit. I mean if me n u trust me we wont work!

Um ok la guyz Im going 2 bed...no mood 2 write about my day now...L8rz..peace