05/03/09 - 06/03/09Hmmm Thursdae....yeah well...I was still hell saad lar at skool...so I really dont wana talk about my dae...except my kayak-ing thing...it was one "FUN" thing I did at skool...hmm...We were partnered up randomly this time by the lao shi cuz apparently people werent doing it properly wen dey are wif their fwends. So yeah. But den I was partnered wif a chick..heheh she's cool....but problem was Im usually at the front..she made me "STEER" at the back!..Babi...n I didnt have a clue! At first she was swearing la..den afta I spoke 2 her nicely...she was nice 2 me :)Fridae Hmmm I was sick So I didnt go 2 skool! I had a fever...most proally cuz of my kor! And I was coughing and having a flu!..haha...N yeah I was juz resting la at home shiok!...hahaha at home all by myself.And Did I tell u last wk I was playing HS5 la....n met dis new mamat..he seemed akey la...well I knew him LONG ago....he was Dikwan's Ex punye Ex!...MCM incest gitu!...haha
But yeah overall he was nice he sanggup beli kedit banyak2 untuk mesg aku..haha...tecian2...lol...ANd Azrin's been busy...so I tak kacau die tangat la...hmmm ya den he asked nak main tak...I taut ok la shiok...SKARLI my gay KOR! DELETED HS5 of da laptop n change settings so dat he is ADMINISTRATOR..1 babi of a CHEE BAI!! URRGGHHH so basically NO more games 4 me AT ALL T_________________T how could he!!?!?!?!??07/03/09 - 08/03/09 Hmmm saturdae n sundae I didnt do much really juz da housework 2 be honest and also my assignment...I had lots 2 catch up from all the things dat I missed out from yesterdae so yea....BUT I was still sick la...still I was pushing myself 2 do all ma work haiz. So damn tired.
09/03/09 - 10/03/09Hmmm mondae...nth much...lolz...juz normal stuff la...saw John...but u noe he juz diam so I pown diam la...N i didnt play basketball I thought of it but was still exhausted from last fridae..LOL...so im like naaa fuck it...haha
Tuesdae...I went out wif bro...afta skool...1st we went 2 bro's house...cuz I needed 2 print sth..n I PAID him...might as well ar kan rather den pay librarians...sakit aty...might as well pay bro...:) dat in itself took like AN HOUR!Den from there we went 2 officeworks la...wanted 2 buy stuff 4 skool...like 4 my assignment I need kalared papers n wrapping papers. I swear I was cursing at officework!...Supposed 2 be da stationary items..but HABOK pown xde! BABI ...Seriously regretted migrating my ASS HERE!!!!
Den we went 2 Carousel..wanted 2 eat sushi...hmmmm but unfortunately it dah tutup...so nvm la...I get 2 save money 2 buy more stuff...haha...and so we went 2 K-MART OMG there was heaps of shyit there! N CHEAPER oso...I went insane! BOUGHT like every kalared paper in each section..LOL...n some were like soo cuteeee I went nuts...lol..Ended up it was like $20 chee bai...lol..Hmm ya den bro sent me home rite afta dat...I reached home about 1800 la...was hell tired...balik straight away shower den afta dat watched Wulan da indon drama at 1900 till 2000 den afta dat had dinner and uhms was starting on my childcare cutting and pasting of my scrapbook wif da kalared papers I bought 2dae in my room on da floor! (I do not have tables in my room...mak tak kasi! =.=") Mcm orang kampong plak..hah...Yea went 2 bed at 2am! LOL
11/03/09 -12/03/09Wednessdae! eeeee......I 4got 2 set my ALARM at 2am dis morning! Babi laaaa....LOL and my chee bai of a mother woke me up at like 0730!!!!! N my class was at 0730!!!!! Chiow chee baii...lol nvm la....i'll still be at skool at 0830. Hahaha But thankfully la ok my lao shi was nice n fat n plumppy so she said "its alright dear"...my excuse was "MISS I 4got 2dae is Wednessdae!!!!!"...lol...she juz half smacked my head..hahahaHmmm and afta skool it was tiring cuz dad was like "adik pls kopek the tauge..mata ayah dah tak ley bukak!"...I was like BABI u tink MY EYE can open??!?!?!? Actually mine oso cannot open liao lerr...But den nvm I tahan..my bro not home...he has "prac" 4 like a few wks...which is gud la...so he will be consistant in not being home..LOL...shiok2...hahaThursdae...hmm also nuthing much...but 2dae very sad n emotional dae 4 me..haha aku rabak ek almost every week at least once aku ade la emotional..jadi mcm cite "Ah Long"..."emotional UNBALEND de"...haha..vely vely UNBALEND lei..!LoL..kayaking was cool ar after skool....we still had 2 partner the same partner from last week dat our lao shi partnered us wid..Haizz...lol at first it was akey la..but den we had 2 experience different wind conditions...the going 2wards in the same wind direction was fine la...but comming back in a different wind condition was DAMN hard!....Especially for the person steering at the back which was ME...aiyoo...tergesa-gesa aku...adesss...=.=" Anyway we managed without fighting 2 much lol...Ermm went home and quickly had a shower and got ready my parents wanted 2 go out 4 dinner...bleh...we went 2 Suria which was about an hour and a half drive!...But we dont mind la cuz da food was nice. I didnt eat much juz 20 cocok satays and shared dad's mee goreng :)
Den on da way home mom asked "bang hows Ed?"...as in Kak Ed la..he replied "duno dont care ask Adik la...adik n her now best friends wat!!!"...aiyo it all started la! Thank god he didnt blab on me about having 2 fones if nort I jialat liao lar..!!! Den mom and dad was defending me..cuz practically my kor was blaming me for all his problems he had wif Kak Ed...=.=" ZzzZzz..which is so not true!...But 1 thing I terasa was wen my mom and dad said "she's sooo soo very very immature!"...Ish...how could dey how dare dey!??!?!...But only good thing even saying dat they were defending me instead of condoning with my kor la. And I was sort of happy :)
At night I was crying till my eyes lebam! N I was tinking of my datok yang dah tak ade and also Shah..I miss dem both T____T13/03/09Hmm Fridae...bleh..still recovering from yesterdae..and tank god I have flexi 2dae where I finish early cuz I was juz so tired!... And most of all my mom wasnt working!! Chee bai...lol but nvm I was connecting 2 my mom...Im now akey2 wif her la..lol..I got home and slept! Actually couldnt sleep. I was still thinking about yesterdae.Haiz...and also I have badminton 2nite!..ZzzZzz...But I was preety much helping mom afta I got out of bed. We left late 4 badminton la...and we reached late..n most people have already started...And my poor dad got left out...poor thing...N I wasnt really playing oso..I no mood la..haiz..juz sat down and baby sit these two lil kids dey were soooo cute and adorable anyway :)...at least it made my day 4 now la...
28/02/09Hmmm Saturdae...I got up at like 8am n den mesg kak Ed...She didnt reply so den I got worried n called her....turns out I woke her up...hahah..Well yea den we talked 4 like 15mins on the fone...lol...Actually I have a date ngan kak Ed 2dae...She nak belanja me 4 lunch 2 eat sushi. Haha obviously she noes dat I absolutely LOOOOOVEEE SUSHI!! haha..yeah urm Afta talking I quickly cleaned the house cuz my mom's rule is alwayz..."b4 u leave house make sure the house is clean!"...Yea so I did..n den mandi...Den kak Ed came at around 11. We went 2 High Rd 2 Woolridges cuz I needed 2 buy this English storybook 4 skool. Hmmm dat in itself took almost 45mins! Cuz it was soooo crowded.From there we went 2 Carousel...n had our sushi!..It was so awwsum! I didnt even noe there was dat sushi shop there...where there is this thing where ade tray of food which goes around in a circle..u nak ape u amik je..best2!! Loved it LOVED IT LOVED IT!..Hah n dis guy hu served us was an "Ah Qua" chiow chee bai la..lol GELI AKU!..he kept saying "yes sweetie?!?...u nak ape darling?!?"...by the way he was an indonesian Ah Qua"!!!!..haiz...n den found out the boss of the shop was a Singaporean..lol he got excited dat I was also a Singaporean..haha..Lepas 2..gi K-Mart..beli A few scrapbooks a few stickers n a wrapping paper...gitu aje $30! wasted..it was for skool assignment..I akai duet sendiri baya siot...abis dah duet aku! Haiz..From there we troz balik cuz Kak Ed had 2 go 2 work.N I balik my parents had a jemputan at Bursewood Sum chee bai dapat cucu so dier buat kenduri di sane. So I decided 2 tag along since afta dat troz nak gi amik bro at airport.Afta da kenduri...went la 2 airport 2 send bro's car n pick him up...turns out he dah sampai umah..haiyo..I guess he couldnt wait..he called home n no1 there n proally panic..n balik sendiri..so dah half way through..we patah balik n wen straight 2 his hse.At his house cedih seeyy...I couldnt even go out n meet him..my mom was restricting him...I duno my mom made dis restriction againts da 2 of use frequently meeting n contacting each otha..but kalo gitu pown nak restrict 2 me dah ova siot! I was really holding my tears in the car.01/03/09 - 02/03/09Hmm imm double up 4 Sundae n Mondae cuz I basically did da same thing. Dis is wat happens wen I didnt blog 4 ages!..haha stress..well u'll noe y ar...I had soo much problems n issues so I no mood 2 blog oso.Sundae I went 2 cut my hair..haha...got my "V" shaped cut..im sort of happy wif it but I couldnt do a completely full V cuz baru2 the hairdresser said xley..must gradually so dat it'll look nice la. So I said ok la fair enuf. Hah.Hmm my kor said I look like a mushroom head. I was damn nervous..I proally wont put up any pics of me..eva...again...afta wat my kor said =.="N den since noon till like at nite I was doing my assignment 4 Childcare..Im on a role here..my thing is like due in 3/4 wks...but I got 2 start now..cuz I got 3 other assignments due in the same week. Babi. LoL..penat seeyyy..Mondae...public holidae...I was still doing my assignment 4 the whole dae..while talking n mesging Azrin at myspace since YM was blocked from his work place...pakai YM je la...hehe...was also talking 2 bro at the same time on msn..LoL...I really was tired at night I had 2 do english. Lao Shi gave alot of notes handouts on paper n we were supposed 2 read n highlight..but I decided 2 re-write in2 my own words. So penat la...tapi xpe..I buat sambil nenok Nasib Do - Re - Mi di RTM2..ahah shiok...N den stengah jalan berenti jap dye rambut sebab ingat nak wat petang tadi..tapi sibuk...hmmm dye balik hitam..lagi CUN ar..haha...anyway...pastu 2 I mamam mushroom sup..I wat sendiri..pastu baru la I tito. heh..03/02/09 - 04/03/09Hmmm again imma double up lol tuesdae...I had late start...shiok...Itu pown kalam kabut...I tink I follow my father la...cuz he ar...kalo going 2 work alwayz rushing...n NEVA have time..nanti complain "HUH papa nak minum kopi pown taksempat..LOL"...fortunately I cempat minum kopi. But err..my fault also 4 playing HS5 haha...sempat aku main haha..kerna main 2 la..lambat..haha..1st session...shiok..maths...lao shi was not around..we had a relief teacher..haha...so ape lagi...tak buat ape2 la..actually I was doing English homework...yang I tak habis..haha...n den lepas 2 I bace buku..haha...2nd sesison was Health Studies...mmmm again no lao shi...we had a relief teacher oso..but we were doing yoga..we had a guest speaker came in 2 teach us yoga....n experience it. LOL the person said it was ment 2 be relaxing...relaxing my ass ar...2 me its like straining ar..hahaha...3rd session was English..haha...penat tau...I was like juz comming from yoga..den straight 2 English...took me awhile 2 switch from yoga mode to English mode. But Lao shi was pleased wif my work...haha she said "WOW Nazreen ur obviously on a ROLE..." haha damn straight! xDLast session was Tech Drawing..and uhm me n Ashwin both 4got 2 bring our books that we obviously need 2 use..if nort we wont be able 2 do our work...so ape lagi juz sit n talk2 and surf the net n fuck around..haha shiok.Wednessdae...Well I had early start...which was childcare education n being at skool by 0730! Hmmmm ngantok took me 5 times 4 my alarm 2 go b4 I actually bangun..lolAgain same like last week we were in the library 4 2hrs 2 do our assignment...so far lao shi was pleased with the amount of work that I've done n how organised I am..lol...im happy 2...but I still continued 2 do work n didnt slack cuz I noe I have ALOT still 2 do...cikek ar...2nd session was maths...hmmm lao shi was bak...had 2 catch up...cuz didnt do anything semalam kan so had 2 like do all the catch up work...lao shi was like wat did u do yesterdae..I juz lied n said I wasnt here yesterdae...n she juz said ok start ur work now darling...LOL...bengong..3rd session was English we changed topic now which is viewing media...so we were watching a video about "honour killings"...cedih sey...about muslim girls hu get killed if da MALES belief dat dey wat salah or disgrace...n like most have arranged marriages n dont want so dey run away from home...n still get killed...sad2..some are like so scared 2 death cuz dey had SEX b4 marriage..n deir family members actually send dem 2 doctors 2 check if dey already had SEX or not..Damn sad ar I tell eu...4th session was Tech Drawing...I was basically doing my work cuz 2 catch up from yesterdae's work....dat I didnt do anything =.=" mampos aku..ahahhahahaLast session was Health Studies...hmmm AGAIN no lao shi...n we were in the library..I swear like every1 juz fucked around n played around..haha the relief teacher oso so dumb..lol..Hmmm balik dad picked me up n also I drove home :) N den I taut I wanted 2 go 2 da bank cuz I wana topup my kedits...so I told my kor...n he told dad...n dad was like 4 WHAT besok la..n I was so angry! haiz...babi la he...N den my kor actually bought a bike AGAIN..he sold his CBR 125 now bought a scooter. Haiz...but its 125cc also he lied 2 my parents say its 50cc...cuz 50cc no nid lecen..n he DOSENT have lecen...so im da 1 suppose 2 keep his secret la..Hmm den from there we had dinner...n den he mesg me saying he wants 2 pinjam a fone...so I gave him my old fone ar...b4 I used my N95. N he ask where 2 buy simcard? He needs 1 ASAP..i said I duno la..n I said tadi I nak beli topup u gi btau dad lak..if not dah ley beli kat kedai situ ade jual. N he was like sorrie...tell me la I go n buy 4 u now. Hmmm I was at home 1st...came home wif my parents. N spoke 2 Shah jap on the fone. I was contented. N kor bought my kedits again I was happy. But at nite...he mesg me saying stop contacting Kak Edwina n delete her number I noe u've been lying 2 me...I read it all in ur fone...BABI my mistake la tak delete my inbox n sent mesgs :'(I couldnt sleep from 1am - 5am!!!!! I nangis tak henti-henti I tatot la :( :( N I dont wana separate wif Kak Ed either...cuz I really love her :'(
26/02/09Hmmm thursdae...well 2dae I had a bad dae La...hmmm...ary ni...I was playing basketball at both recess n lunch dengan John..haha best...But it was raining n we still played...Adoiii I was drenched!...haiz...Oooo n my kredits were running low! tinggal $2 je...cian aku..my prepaid nye fone la...But 1 good thing I found a fone....N95..Shiok ar...haha...me n Ashwin nampak the simcard was Telstra...we both were like "FUCK U ar Telstra" troz buang...haha den put my sim card in.And den 2dae John was acting weird... n I tink I noe y...cuz he asked me "Naz...y is people making rumours about us?!"...mesti budak2 semalam lar....babi...dorang ni seme mcm xpernah nampak orang laki ngan pompuan jalan 2getha...zZzzZzzz =.="...so yeah..Maybe he dah terasa malu..I duno...:SAfta skool I have my kanoe/kayaking as per usual on thursdaes...again I partner ngan dis asian mamat...he is not bad ar....if us 2 partner...ok la not bad...no mistakes n stuff...but hey kayaking is not easy..it looks easy but actually its nort!I balik penat sey....haiz...Balik...write on myspace 2 Azrin tejap cuz he wrote 2 me...so I balas...N also say sorrie cuz semalam I tertito...while tunggu dier...LOL...N here I was getting all excited..lol...N balik nak update blog cari2 USB..xde...adoish...I tink I terceceh mase I main basketball...cedih seyy....Aku sebab banyak barang n gambar2 ade situ and I xbuat backup copy...:'( :'( n den my fabret sunglasses also pecah :( woa lao mcm nak nangis I...cedih gille...N den tapi..my kor...bagi I $20 haha...ape lagi gi la caltex gi beli kedit...bagus2...mase I gi 2...dah kul 17.45..I balik kul 18.00...hmmm mase I balik my kor tanye "beli ape?!?!?"...I lied I akap beli mouse...dis chocolate tingy la...but actually beli kedit...But I tak bley trust my kor la...nanti kantoi lau dier btau mama I yang I akai dua encet...hah..Pastu mama alik mama akap nak kuar...so I mandi cepat2 mandi den pastu siap2...pastu gi...kor tak ikut...dier ade date dier sendiri...Kite gi mamam kat Vic Park kat "Bintang" biase la...mama I mane lagi nak gi kan...lau tak gi "Suria" gi Bintang..bosan giller!Balik penat sangat pap troz tito...haha..27/02/09Hmmm Fridae....OK la...pagi I tompang papa I nyer bus...haha dapat naik free...pastu its a straight bus dari rumah I...salu kene tukar bus kan... sbb papa sblum start his bus route 2...amik I dulu..haha shiok tito straight dalam bus...1st session...I had Technical Drawing..ngan Ashwin..dat bastard actually found my USB..haha...happy giller I..I was like "I love u...I love u!" It really made my dae.2nd session was Competency Education...again ngan Ashwin...hmm we had a guest speaker hu came in...he was damn funny we were all laughing the whole 1 hour....which I think is good relief all our stress n sadness..Recess...hmmm ary ni I bawak n pakai my basketball singlet mcm John jadi lau peluh atau hujan baju skolah itself tak kotor...so yeah...hehe...so we both had a basketball singlet...I bet u lagi ramai orang ejek kite orang..hhahah... 3rd Session was Outdoor Education...usually fridayz kan we do a fun activity but den cuz mondae is a public holidae "Labour dae"...soo we had 2 make up 4 dat session of note taking...so whole lesson we sat n do note taking. Aiyo...wat a drag..Last session...was Health Studies..we had some chee bai came n talk 2 us about yoga..meditation n reflexology...n bowen technique...hmmm boring...lol...I kept on falling asleep in dat class..lol...Juz holding it. HahaDen afta dat I had flexi where I get 2 go home early. Hmmm So I decided 2 play basketball wif John at the stadium. Hmmm 1st2 kite main same2 4 awhile den the chee bai ditched me.Den I played wif John's brother Jack. Haha..juz da 2 of us. Den came all da asian bastards who were in the same year as me...dey decided 2 share the ball...cuz it was my ball...n dey didnt have a ball...it was like 9 pple at 1st den there was like 12 or 15!! N sooner or later I knew I was no match 4 the asian bois...dey r like 2 pro..n dey have been practicing 4 like 5years!..But I hate dem cuz dey r so hao lian...tink im no gud cuz im a chick..I felt so down...T___TN dat was like 3hrs of basketball...Balik quickly help mom prepare the ingredients dat she wanted 2 masak den get changed n left 2 play badminton. Aiyo. 2hrs of Badminton n 3hrs of basketball..balik mandi..mamam troz bam...tito...xley tahan sial. Haha..
24/02/09Hmmm 2dae shiok can masok skool lambat...But I had maths homework 2 do...I couldnt be bothered doing it last nite so I got up n straight away do my work...den tak cukup time...cepat2 mandi...den after dat my kor said he would send me 2 skool...Dah lambat baru nak akap..aiyo...Pastu traffic jam plak 2...I was 15mins late..AGAIN...haha tiap2 minggu 15mins lambat..lolz..So 1st session was maths...was really doing my work..so I dont have 2 do homework la...we have this thing due on thursday...aku yang slack minggu ni baru nak buat..haha...asyik bace buku jer..lol...2nd was Health Studies...Hmmm again cikgu was just talking and giving notes boring ar...she j uz keeps reminding us we have an assignment due in week 8...I have like 1 million things due in wk 8 I tell eu...cikek sim!3rd was English....blehs...we started a new topic...analysing graphical pictures/advertisements watever...so biase la start off with lots n lots of things or handouts 2 read and write and highlight. We spent like three quarters of the lesson reading the handouts!Last session was Technical Drawing...hmmm I preety much wasnt doing anything cuz on tuesdaes we have a different teacher 2 all da rest of da dayz n kirakan cikgu ni baru ar...so he abit gundu...cannort help me ar...Ashwin said aiya juz fuck around la 2morrow ask da otha teacher la.25/02/09Wednessdae...hmmm early start...means I have 2 go 2 skool by 07.30!!! Ekk!!...N I tompang my dad...Woa lao aye we had 2 like leave house at 06.45...N I set my alarm at like 05.00 siot tak bangun sey...haha kul 6 baru bangun...babi...den kalam kabut!..ahahI reached skool at 7.00! Hell early so I went 2 toilet n wear abit of make up juz my ear rings n mascara n lip balm..I anti lip gloss cuz dey SUCK! does not medically heal our lips..lol...cuz If I wear em at home my mom will fuck me upside down nicely!..Hmm ya..so I was still 15mins early. So I sat outside of class reading..like 1 CHEE BAI!..haha..at 07.30 John dat mamat yang 2yrs junior me 2 mesg me...haha..he also have early start..he n me alot of things similar I have early start so does he..I finish early on fridaes so does he..hahaSo den ya we were in the library 4 like a whole solid 2hrs...I was actually very motivated by my teacher cuz she said if I can get "very good" consistantly throughout I can get a certificate..N I want it...So every1 else was playing n giggling I put my ipod on n fuck em...n really concentrated on my work...haha2nd session was I really was doing my work also...cuz got sth due in 2morrow....So again I was motivated... N I tink2 if I can get 3 certificates as in 4 3 different subjects gerek sial.. Id be damned happy!Den I had English 3rd session...ok la..English was juz a continuation of yesterdae...BOWIIINNNNNNNNgggg...haha N I actually was excited cuz I juz membered Azrin said he will be on YM at 2300 2nite our time ar..I was juz tinking of dat n sorta nort really focusing n Surin's being 1 chee bai also...soo all the grp work Im like "fuck u ar...go n do it urself!"...hahahDen I had Technical Drawing...Ashwin was saying ar how Surin told his mother 2 call up Ashwin's mother 2 do his homework 4 him...UNBELIEVABLE! wat a NABEH la...luckily Ashwin's mom said "GET FUCKED ar tell ur son 2 do it himself"...N Ashwin finished 1 of the tasks dat we were supposed 2 do cuz the teacher DID half of it 4 him..babi...n he was juz chilling and playing COUNTERSTRIKE...while half teaching me what 2 do..he wasnt helping much...but it still did help ar..LOL..Last session was Health Studies..n wen I had Health Studies...John has maths...haha..I was juz watching a video..n teacher said we have another assignment due in 2wks..n also the MAJOR assignment due in wk 8...BABI! Den afta skool..Me n John were supposed 2 go n play basketball at da Willetton Stadium..but den it was closed 4 public 2dae..haha...so den we decided 2 go 2 da Youth Center. Best la we played ping pong...GUITAR HERO! my fav...nanti maybe my burfdae I nak beli guitar hero..N den afta dat John said he was hungry...n he cant spend his money cuz he buying a PSP...n he got juz enuf money 2 pay 4 it...so I kesihan n juz belanja him...n I oso ate SUSHI..lol...But there were like 30 yr 11 kids dat we kenal there...n dey all saw us..n started teasing us! =.=" Babi..n every looked at me..cuz Im the oldest among all..."Wat u doing here?!?!?...Do u like John?...sure or not?!?!?"...=.=" dey all ar...I no comment...juz blush malu...I dont la...Im juz good fwends wif him dats all...haiz..den afta mamam I went straight home...At nite...I was watching Wulan as per usual...very happy n sad part here...haiz....n den I had dinner n den went in bed on msn n den read awhile den at 22.30 taut id nap..so at 23...juz nice wake up 4 Azrin...LOL ended up tak bangun..HAHAHAHAHA....